Originally posted by: pressu
Girls, if you are interested can you write the confession which you want to see from Meerab's side?
"Murtesim, tumhein pata hai? Tum mujhe zeher lagthe the! Tumhaare saath zindgi guzaarna toh door ki baat, main tumse baat tak karna irritating samajhthi thi! Is haveli se main jitna nafrat karti thi, uss ki wajah, zyaada, tum the! Jis din, meri shaadi tumse hogi, yeh baat announce hui mujhe tum aur zyaada bura lagne laga...
And just bcz sab chaahte the meri shaadi tumse ho, meri apni parents, mere baaba mujhe paraaya kar diya... Iss wajah se mujhe tumse aur bhi zyaada shikaayat hone lage!
Lekin jab meri apni maa-baap ne mere uper darvaaza band kiya aur tumne mujhe sahaara diya, main hairaan ho gayi! Mujhe thasalli hui ki khuda ne mujhe akela nahin chhoda! Main confuse ho gayi thi tumhein lekar, isiliye khuda se madad maangi, sahi raasta dikhaane ke liye aur mujhe samajh aa gayi, tumhara haath thaamna chaahiye mujhe...
Lekin jo kuch bhi hua, woh sab mujhe iss qabil nahin chhoda ki main kisi pe bhi bharosa rakhoon! Iss liye main apni safety ke liye contract sign karwaya, tumse!
Maine tumse shaadi iss niyat se ki, ki sabko mujhe tumhaari biwi banaanewaali decision ko lekar regret karwa dungi... Lekin yakeen maano, maine jaan boojhkar kuch kiya hi nahin! Sab kuch khud-ba-khud ho gaya!
Walime ki raat ko lekar aaj tak aisa bohot kuch hua jis ki wajah se main tumhein thoda thoda karke samajhne lagi... Mujhe ehsaas hua jinhein main apna maanthi thi unse zyaada, jise main bura samjha tha, vahin mera saath diya! Phir bhi main tum par poora bharosa nahin kar paayi!
Har baar main tumhein chhod ke jaane ki bol rahi thi lekin ek baar bhi main aisa karne ki koshish nahin ki! Jab humaara accident hua tha tab toh mujhe jaane ko kahaa tha sab ne, main phir bhi tumhaara intezaar kiya, iss bharose par ki chaahe kuch bhi ho jaaye l, tum mujhe jaane ke liye nahin kahoge! Lekin tum toh kuch pooche bagair hi mujhe jaane ko keh diya! Mera bharosa toot gaya uss waqt! Lekin phir tumne mujhe yahaan le aaya! Gharwaalon ke saamne meri mazaak banne se tumne mujhe kayi baar protect kiya, aur mujhe pata hi nahin chala main tumhaari or kheeche chali aa rahi thi!
Jab Maryam ki baat aayi aur sab mujhe ghar se nikaalne ke liye kaha, mujhe ummeed thi tumse ki tum mujhe ghar se nahin nikaaloge... Lekin tumne ek baar phir mujhe galat saabit kar diya!
Yakeen maano Murtesim, Maryam se main woh wada nahin kiya hota toh shaayad main kabhi tumhein aise hurt nahin karti... tumhaare saath jo hua apne khwaabon ko leke, woh sab jaanne ke baad toh bilkul bhi nahin! Mujhe afsos hai iss baat ka maine tumhein hurt kiya, disappoint kiya! Lekin tum mujhse mohobbat karte ho, issliye mujhe laga tum meri baatein zaroor sunoge, phir tum jo sazaa sunaaoge mujhe manzoor hogi!
Par tumne toh mujhe ek pal mein paraya kar diya! Tumne mujhe wahin chhod diya jahaan tumne mujhe panaah dene ka zubaan diya tha! Maine tumse shaadi hi iss liye ki thi na, Murtesim, kyonki meri koi ghar nahin hai? Aur phir bhi tumne mujhe beghar kar diya!
Yaad hai Murtesim? Maine nikaah ke waqt, mujhe mehfooz rakhne ka jo contract tumse sign karwayi thi, tumne woh bhi tod diya!
Mohobbat aitbaar maangti hai Murtesim, ek doosre ka har buri waqt mein saath maangti hai!
Tumne kaha tum mujhse mohobbat karthe ho, lekin jab aazmaayish kka waqt aa gaya toh tum mera haath hi chhod diya!
Maine decide kiya tha, main uss din tak waapas nahi aaungi, jis din tum mujhe khud lene aaoge!
Lekin ab toh main dil ke haathon majboor ho gayi hoon ki apni khud-dari mujhe jitni pyaari hai, usse zyaada tum meri zaroorat ban gaye ho!
Ab toh, tumhaare bina meri kisi cheez mein dil hi nahi lag raha!
Jitna main hurt hui hoon tumhaari mere haath chhodne se, usse zyaada tumhaare mere saath naa hone se dard mehsoos ho raha hai!
Tumhein apna naa maanne ki meri itni koshishon ke baawajood bhi mohobbat ho gayi hai tumse!
Murtesim, I'm in love with you!"
P. S. :- 🫣... ok bye! 🏃♀️
Edited by LifeOfWhy - 2 years ago
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