Originally posted by: Gundamwing
Episode 31
Prince of Flirt and Maharani of teasing do the mating dance of the Alphas
Contract is a matter of pride of her. Contract has gone beyond ohhhhh he can't touch me without my consent, she is just holding on to those papers now as a symbol of her victory. Like how people collect war trophies from a battlefield to remember. She thinks she achieved something big with that contract, she knows Murtasim won't have touched her without her consent, but she is a silly girl and wants to claim this pointless victory as hers. She didn't defeat him, there never was a battle.
Contract means his word wasn't good enough for her. She wanted control and first right over herself and he promised her that before he even saw those papers, which is his wedding vow to her. Then why make him sign those papers, it is a strike against his honour. Therefore she has to destroy those papers in front of him and restore his pride before he can move forward with her. He can wait forever for her love, but he wants her trust now.
She was probably relieved when he ripped that document, but her husband is a clever fox dumps that nuisance back on her head, nope sorry babe this one is yours.
She taps his heart, it is late I will set the bed for you, now where do you want it to be. She threw the first challenge by throwing the blanket at him, he says challenge accepted when he pulls her towards him. He gives her back the blanket as she continues to stare, noooo not yet. She is so smug with the way she drops the blanket and points to the sofa, it was full tease you are the one choosing this dear husband. She didn't reject him as he knowingly smiles, sighs and nods. He looks at his watch and then looks back at her, he is going to make her wait like he did.
She wants him to make the first move, but he goes back to the sofa. He is tempted alright, smiles and stares at her the whole time but doesn't give in to desire. She is staring blankly at the ceiling he is not coming over is he. She does her final tease as she gets up smiles and flicks the blanket over her and turns her back to him, sleep on the sofa then bloody fine by me.
The bewafai song, it is his POV that he is holding back. The song doesn't start at it its natural starting point, but starts in the second stanza when the word arrogance is first mentioned.
It starts with him destroying her arrogance which is the contract, she will feel the pinch of loneliness and the world will feel desolate to her as he denies her the same pleasures she once denied him, he will show her what is real betrayal as he holds back. My darling do not be in any deception that I want this more than you, I am Master of my Domain and I will hold out longer than you can. He will trouble her with his rejection and make her cry first before he gives in. He will knock her down, punish her and ask her why she didn't trust him in the first place.
His smile drops, he looks more defiant as the song takes a more sinister tone. She can have dreams but he will interpret them for her. He is is her saviour not the lock that chains her to her trauma. But if she sees him as her enemy and tries to break free of him believing she is escaping her pain she will fail and any attempt to do so will incur his wrath.
In alpha relationships it is the dance they do before the act that is more interesting than the act itself.
Brilliant as usual!
I had no issues with the bewafai ost and thought it fit right
They know they want each other, she is on the same page when it comes to desiring him , but obviously the trust needs to be declared first by her , loud and clear
Those stares were telling, screaming of their desires but more important things wait to unravel before it catches hold of them
"She held his gaze for as long as she could withstand the flame, aware that once again she'd been outplayed, had slid closer to the edge of an abyss whose depths she couldn't quite fathom"
Cricket
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