Originally posted by: Swaydheenta
I AM IN LOVE!
Roses fail to describe,
Words fail to describe,
My pain is something i can't hide,
I surely want to deny,
I am in love!
EPISODE STARTS WITH,
Sai being in anger questioning 'WHY?' She's not able to believe and accept the reality, while she has pretended to do so.
Only one question is running in her mind 'WHY, VIRAT?' The answer that she actually needs. The answer that virat needs, the answer that all of us need.
SHE LOOKS IN THE MIRROR,
States at herself in anger, as if she's not staring at herself but is staring at virat. And, boom, she breaks the mirror.
She didn't break the mirror. She wanted to break her identity that is associated with virat. Her body, soul and herself. Virat resides in every bit and piece of her soul and body. And, this truth can't be denied that virat has conquered her body, mind and soul.
APPRECIATION OF THE SHOT,
Sai falls down and then there are broken pieces of mirror on the floor and we can see many sai in those broken pieces of mirror.
Those are broken pieces of sai. The pieces that are broken by not just virat but she herself did it. She's suffering, she's not complete. She's indeed broken and virat's warmth can fix and join all of those broken pieces together.
But, currently she believes that virat is busy BUILDING a life with someone else.
What's true?
Virat is with someone else.
Building, breaking or surviving a fall is yet to be known to sai.
SAI - VIRAT KYUN AA GAYE MERE SAAMNE?
It's not virat that has come in front of her. It's the emotions and fears that she was avoiding. Those have come in front of her and now are asking sai to look them in the eyes.
Which sai is avoiding, escaping. She isn't ready to admit all those fears and emotions that she's feeling. She wants to ESCAPE.
Sai - Main bahot khushi thi. Main aur meri beti bahot khush thi.
Here we see Sai denying the reality. She wasn't happy but she was surviving with savi and for savi. She kept living suffering remembering virat, day and night.
Her heart craving his warmth. Body craving his touch. Her soul craving his love.
ABOUT SAVI, even she was incomplete. There was this gap that needed to filled and she needed her AABA. Savi was happy with the hopes of her father coming back.
SAI - VIRAT, TUMNE SAB KUCH BIKHER DIYA!
She's not just talking about her life but her whole mind and the Emotional Storm that virat has awakened. It's like SHAANTI SE PEHLE WALA TOOFAN (i wrote this on purpose).
A storm is needed before calming down.
All the emotions need to felt and dealt with, before we can finally get peace. And, to get peace, there has to be a Strom of emotions. The up and down of emotions. The turning of our emotional state to upside down.
And, sai was running away from this. She kept escaping, never dealt with it and now that virat is here and the situation has become so messy, she's forced to feel and address those emotions.
SAI - Bappa kya chahte ho? Main kabhi khush nahi houn? Meri zindagi mein sirf dukh hi likhe hain kya?
A difference.
Sai used to act all chirpy and optimistic during all the troubles and sufferings. She used to talk motivative and courageous things. She rarely accepted that her life is filled with sorrows and sufferings. But, today she did. She finally accepted that she has faced problems and sorrows all her life.
HINT,
Now, finally sai will get happiness. She'll have to face troubles before finally getting happiness but she will get happiness this time. The way she questioned bappa, it's a proof that bappa has stored a lot of happiness for her❤️
Sai gets hurt by the mirror and starts bleeding.
Sai's own part is hurting her. She's directly or indirectly a reason for her own suffeting. Her misunderstanding, escaping emotions, not facing the emotional fears is causing her to be more hurt. Though misunderstandings are not her fault, miscommunication is.
Sai questions, mujhe farq kyun padh raha hai, mujhe bura kyun lag raha hai?
Something similar happened during harini's birthday when virat question ki TUM ITNI NARAZ KYUN HO MUJHSE?
AND, SAI IN HER HEAD THINKS 'MAIN KHUD NAHI JANTI KI MUJHE ITNA BURA KYUN LAG RAHA HAI VIRAT SIR!'
Something similar is happening here. She was denying her love for him, then. She's denying it now.
SAI & AABA,
It's good to see aaba after a long time but I wasn't much excited due to the advice that he gave sai in shruti track. He's more of a virat uplifter.
But, today i liked him.
AABA ASKS SAI TO SHOW HER HAND BUT SHE HIDES IT,
And, he says 'apne aaba se chhupa rahi hai'.
Meaning, it's not just the hand but she's hiding her emotions and fears too.
AABA- Chot ko chhipa rahi thi? Uska ilaaj nahi karwana chahiye?
True, it's better to face the hurt than to running away from it.
Aaba asks if sai is hurt by seeing virat with someone else but sai denies and uses savi as an excuse but aaba is quick to catch the lie.
He knows that sai is hurt too.
It's not just for savi. Sai herself is in pain because she loves virat.
AABA - JHOOTH KA MUKHAUTA, SACCHAYI KE CHEHRE NAHI BADAL SAKTE.
True, it's not just about sai's emotions and feelings this time. But also, about the reality of SAIRAT's lives.
The reality of savi and vinu.
Vinu is sai's kid and this is fact. The adoption cannot change it. Sai Will remain the mother.
Similar about savi. Sai can hide it from virat but the truth that savi is virat's girl. He's her father. This truth will not change.
Along with the truth that sai and virat are very much in love but both are facing chaos.
Sai is pretending to move on. Virat too has now started to pretend that he can move ahead and is pretending that he's okay if sai has moved on.
Both wearing masks. Those masks need to fall off.
SAI - Maine apni zindagi ko ek naye dhang se saja liya tha.
Yes a decorated life. The decoration that she used to hide the rawness of her life. The decoration that needs to be wiped and removed, for the rawness and true nature to be seen.
PEOPLE MISUNDERSTOOD THIS,
AABA- Agar tu apni zindagi mein aage badh sakti hai, toh woh bhi badh sakte hain na. Tujhe koi taqleef nahi honi chahiye.
Aaba wasn't saying that virat has moved on and you too have moved on. You should accept that he has moved on.
It was because, we were thinking that sai has accepted virat moving on with pakhi. She has become cold hearted and doesn't care who virat belongs to.
We kept saying that virat himself has moved on in his life but is getting mad at sai for doing so.
But, that's not true. Both of them are still stuck in the past. Both of them have not moved on.
Yet,both of them are assuming that the other one has MOVED ON.
Both denying the reality and believing their own misunderstandings.
Aaba - Tu aaj bhi virat se bahot pya-
Sai - nahi, mujhe yeh nahi sunna.
Again, trying to escape.
Sai - i wish you never got me married to virat. Patralekha and virat would've been happy together.
Which is so NOT TRUE. Pakhi and virat could've not been together, sai's presence or not.
Again, she's blaming herself to coming between them. But, the truth is she never came between these two. They were already separated.
And, virat met sai before pakhi's wedding. Pakhi got married when virat was still single.
Sai has no connection with these two getting seperated.
It's just her anger that's making her say all these things that are UNTRUE.
I explained yesterday too, that sometimes when we get into a relationship and get hurt, we wish that we had never met them. It's absolutely normal.
Sai - Main unki zindagi mein bas ek kaanta thi. Jo aisa fansa ki barson tak bahar hi nahi nikla.
If sai was a thorn, then she wouldn't have stayed so close to virat. People usually get in so much pain with a thorn that they THROW IT AWAY.
No one can tolerate this amount of pain until they're in love.
REMINDS ME OF SHIVANI's DIALOGUE - Insaan zimmedari ka itna lamba safar tabhi tay kar sakta hai, jab zimmedari mein pyaar ho.
Absolutely.
Sai - Virat pakhi apni zindagi mein bahot khush hain aaba.
UNTRUE.
How can these two be happy? When one is longing for someone and the other one is waiting to be loved like their 'DEAD' Partner. That's not happiness.
That's suffering, suffocation and COMPROMISE.
Aaba - Har kisi cheez ki koi wajah hoti hai.
True. Sai is unaware of these reasons. MAYBE, we are too. More truths need to revealed.
Aaba - Hum Aksar uss wajah ko samajh ko samajhte nahi, par waqt aane par sab kuch samajh aa jata hai.
TRUE, SAI WILL FIND THINGS OUT IN THE FUTURE.
The adoption and everything and she might even indirectly be thankful for this marriage of these two
As, this marriage borough her vinu back safely in the house. Or, they might have not got them ever.
Aaba says that our mind can connect the dots and there has to be reason as to why Patralekha and virat are together.
There must be a big reason for all this.
Which sai doesn't know yet. She doesn't know about Vinu. She doesn't know how things have been.
And, maybe the exchange of 'DUTY' and 'LOVE'.
Aaba - Agar virat wapis aaya hai, toh BEWAJAH nahi aaya hoga na?
Right. There's not one but many reasons for him coming back into her life.
Vinayak belongs to sai and so sai needs to get him
VINAYAK needs his aai and sai is his aai. So, this is a reason.
Savi needs her baba. She's waiting❤️
Most importantly, Sai and virat need each other. Both are living an incomplete life. Just living for others but not themselves.
Aaba- Apne aap ko taiyyar rakh. Zindagi mein aur bahot kuch hona baaki hai.
NO DOUBT. Many storms are waiting. Many battles are waiting to be fought. And he asked sai to be PREPARED. So, she's gonna stay strong and handle all that.
(HAPPPYYYYY).
Aaba - Khudse ladhna chodh, khudka saath dena seekh.
Wonderful. EXACTLY.
Sai might also be the only one. She might only have herself so she needs to be her biggest supporter.
Extreme mess and pain is waiting for her. Especially savi, there might come a time when savi is temporarily distanced and sai will only be left with herself for SOME TIME. So, she needs to be her biggest supporter and that's not possible if she keeps fighting with herself.
Aaba - Woh jo deta hai kabhi shukar karna chahiye. Kabhi Sabar.
Exactly. Beautifully written dialogue.
Sai might find our about Vinu's paternity and should be grateful but sai lacks patience. Sometime we need to play smart than playing aggressive and open.
Many things need patience. And should be dealt with smartness.
SAI - MAIN, MERI ZINDAGI MEIN VIRAT KE AANE KI HAR WOH WAJAH, KHATAM KAR DUNGI.
YOU CANNOT END VINAYAK. YOU CANNOT END SAVI.
BUT, MOST IMPORTANTLY,
YOU CANNOT END YOURSELF.
YOU ARE THE BIGGEST REASON.
PAKHI CLOSING THE BUTTONS OF VIRAT's SHIRT.
At first, he didn't let her do so. But she stayed adamant and then he let her to not make her feel bad.
No eye contact, nothing special. Just a simple scene. Not shocked about that.
Patralekha advices that he shouldn't be travelling in such a state and that they should ask sai first.
VIRAT - Usse kuch bhi puchne ki zaroorat nahi hai.
Yet his heart is dying to get answers our of sai but he'll not accept it anymore out of anger.
Virat - Sai decide nahi karegi, meri zindagi mein, main kya karunga, kya nahi.
He said a lot of things, indirectly. Sai is controlling his mind, emotions and everything else. So, he's trying to deny it by showing that sai doesn't affect him. She doesn't take decisions for him.
KITNA BHAGOGE VIRAT SIR?
Mohit, enters and advices virat to stay back for some more time as his health is critical but virat denies in Anger.
He's eager to leave. Leave all of his emotions and fears. Because, he cannot face them.
VINAYAK ENTERS,
He is as expected, upset that they're leaving so soon and doesn't want to.
Some ishaarabazi is happening between virat and pakhi and i tbh, didn't like it.
ISHARABAAZI IS RESERVED FOR SAIRAT❤️
VIDEO CALL FROM CHAWAN NIWAS,
Everyone is relieved that virat is doing well. And, baaton hi baaton mein they reveal pakhi's birthday.
Virat is surprised to know about pakhi's birthday and is a little embarrassed that he did not remember.
They're living together since so many years, yet virat doesn't even remember her birthday.
But with sai, he lived for just one with year YET, he remembered her birthday and was excited to wish her and planned so many things for her.
MEANING?
VIRAT IS NOT ATTENTIVE TOWARDS PATRALEKHA. AND, DOESN'T CARE MUCH.
I expected an apology from virat for forgetting pakhi's birthday and he did say sorry but Patralekha DID NOT MIND.
Sai has come to stop Usha from revealing about savi but is overhearing all the conversations and is sad to see that they're happy with each other.
Again,,,
WHAT APPEARS IS SEEMING STRONGER THAN WHAT IS ACTUALLY THERE.
She is just seeing the things from the outside but are they really as how they appear to be?
That she'll find out after going back and observing their lives and finding out the info.
I didn't like sai standing at the door cause it reminded me of what pakhi used to do.
And, how sai used to taunt her for standing and being outside their door.
She has taunted her multiple times.
But, it was NEEDED too. It was needed for her to see that her so called supporters and the people who loved her have accepted Patralekha.
She needed to know the status of chawan niwas and be prepared for it. Cause, she's going to face it soon.
I HOPE THEY WON'T REPEAT THIS DOOR SCENES IN THE FUTURE.
Misunderstandings on misunderstandings.
Only for them to burst and generate so much fire that everyone around will face the heat too.
PRECAP -
I think they wanted to say something else through the precap and it's just to make people watch the next episode to see if Virat actually says 'I love you' and gives a rose to her.
Which he clearly won't. He looked so terrified that he might say 'Bachao'🤣
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