Originally posted by: SummerBorn
she is thinking what she said today ki woh baki shaki biwiyon jaisi Nahi hai Joh apne kari ka phone check kare, message padhne, etc., Joh apne se jawab na maange aur blingy trust kare uspe. N that’s a character contradiction, she willed her mother to take a stand against Mr. Sood but Apni baari mein she is not even willing to initiate a conversation. Behen baat ni karogi toh galatfehmi hi hogi na… let the man explain you the things.
I think it was more like she doesn't think she has enough rights on ram to ask such questions. Vo ye shadi ko asli manti hai but only in terms of family responsibilities/duties.
For ram this marriage means everything but priya is not yet there so she is still not sure if her asking such questions are ok or not.
By saying baki biwiyon jesi nhi hai, she was subconsciously telling herself she doesn't have that right on ram to ask him why did his friend is wearing a saree gifted by him. It was when the receipt presented itself so she Told him but still didn't ASK.
In her mother's case there was NO shart only haq but here she has to overcome the shart to accept the haq.
Before her monologue, in interview she was conflicted of the marriage is still a compromise or more. Ram answered her doubts that's it's a marriage with only friendship, truthfulness and love.
But seeing vedika all her doubts came to the front. Now she is conflicted again when in the bathroom. That's why that monologue. It was not only to show her conflict but to remind her that she had gotten the answers she needed- friendship and truth from ram, therefore, coming to a conclusion that he is not betraying her.
She is moving from friendship to love and for that her trust will be tested. Like Ram's was in akki's situation.
With ram's realisation of love came trust bcz for Ram love is more important.
In priya case with trust will come love realisation bcz for Priya trust is more important.
This was foreshadowed in their roka ceremony when Ram asks Dil tootta hai to dard hota hai na and priya replies Nahi bharosa tootta hai to zada dard hota hai.