Originally posted by: euphoric
Sharada when I saw Pallavi today, it broke my heart. Two things that really pricked me:
1. Sunny asking him, kitne seal hue biwi se baat karke
A man who was so observant of her moves, who noticed and asked her, "tumhara plate kahan hai" have no clue today that she's fasting for him!
2. Pallavi telling him ki mujhe laga tum mujhse gussa hoge.
It was sad. Because, these days, all he does he snaps at her... shun her... when she tried to talk, he turns away. Its bound to be confusing for her. So confusing that the girl who probably did so much badbad and gave him minute by minute account of her day, has not been able to tell him that she was fasting for him. She felt that he was angry because that has become his default setting.
I completely understand the conflict that he's going through right now. With his insecurities and abandonment issues, I knew its not gonna be easy for him to come clean and he may take an escape path. Which he's doing. But what he's overlooking is, he's risking the same relationship that he's so desperate to hold on to. He's adding distance between them that Esha and Sunny are going to capitalise on.
He is right now at a lose-lose situation. At this rate, if he doesn't tell her, the flames inside him will keep erupting and he'll burn her along with him. If he tells her, the flames will engulf her and he'll burn with her. So if he want to preserve her and hide things, keep a tab on that fire inside you so that It doesn't reach her. Or else tell her... atleast she would know why she's subjected to that fire.
He needs to act soon because, things are slipping from his hands and the delusional girl will hit him again and once again take him off guard.
I am so lost right now with everything. I'm taking a break 🤣