Originally posted by: SteFanSalvaTor
I agree with Moni here Riv, I feel it is the repeated devastation which he feels whenever she leaves, like just notice his facial expression when she says 'I will leave', it seems like someone is taking a part of his body away, the grief and devastation is so real here 🥺
That is why he said, kuch nahi chahiye abb mujhe, he just wanted some peace, her confession and her leaving again for this whole life, it cannot him him peace but more heart break and grief, he knows she loves him, infact he always knew it, and now even after knowing that she wants to be with him he cannot do anything to stop her from marrying anyone else, because it is her choice, people who thought Farhad does not care about Mahi's consent, please look at him, he never stopped her from doing what she wanted, the rebel was only because he knew she was marrying someone she did not love.
Yes it is the repetitive rejection - direct and indirect that has left him devastated .. Earlier he was rejected brutally & insulted for being from a lower class .. And now he got rejected because she chose (not exactly) Sikander over him .. So everytime he has come across her, it has only given him pain .. and now at this stage he fears her presence because it only gives him pain in some form or the other .. That leaves him restless .. Her presence doesnt give him peace
But then her staying with him also gives him hope of her staying in his vicinity longer .. her mere presence gives that relief of having seen her .. So when she says she is leaving, he has the feeling that something of his (his soul) is being taken away from him ..
Its a very contradictory feeling .. very hard to explain .. even those experiencing it cannot explain it ..
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
        
          
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