ok now I get what she meant when she said mujhe isi zid se azadi chahiye (mandhar ki zid Pallavi ko pane ki)... when she said tum sirf apne bare me sochte ho (she actually meant Mandhar).. aur Mandhar meri parwah karta hai (it was for Raghav).. asmaan be bethake rakhte ho versus uchai se girate ho was so well done... sach samne hai..mein bewkoof thi jo sach ko dekhne mein itni deri kardi.. There, she actually admitted that she failed to see Mandhar's true face earlier..
She actually told about Ayi getting scared everytime Mandhar came infront of her.. ''Insaan ka darr unki ankhon mein dikhta hai...tumne dekha nahi samne ate hi darr jati thi..'' Mauka mile to ghar jake dekhna .. She stressed on Ayi when she said Ayina..jo dikhta hai wo hota nahi hai..meinm jhuth ko sach samajhti aa rahi thi... She said EVERYTHING. Brilliant