good evening guys
from morning i was busy in my assignments
i just watched finishing episode and even read all ur posts and i feel what masterpiece what character i have seen -i am loving bpon character a lot-the elder bon i wanted and was waiting for -the answers to all injustices she faced in her childhood .
i would like to pen my views and what i feel fo episode:
1. the episode started with ani givjng saree-his hands were crippling thinking the girl who got her life her dream after going through hell in childhood- she was a small baby girl who used to qauestiuon yet if i now revisit the whole childhood of bon where she thought she got happy life,rcs resect of being bahu,wife,choti malkin -it was all a facade,she used to think mere kartavya hai stree dhamr ka palan-all was a facade and u see the bon today,u would realise how much she knows what her childhood was and how her adulthood is,the silent stares,smiles showing hurt and anger and taunts she gave to all was shpowing her pure heart bring trembled yet she was like rock
agar yeh bacchi bon hoti toh sochti nahi nahi main khud ko end tak sbaait kaurngi mere parivaaar hai
bon is not naive she saw sampoo behaviour,kaka behaviour and her small pure heart jo sone jaisa tha is hurt extremely-jis ladki ne aaj tak kisi ke saath gaalt nahi kiya aaj use jhoota dhokebaaz kaha gya hai-sochon badi bon ki jagah voh choti bon hpoti humara gussa naext level pe hota-i am aidsgusted at laka and sampoo and i dont want to understand hem as i saw choti bon struggling to get unconditonal love from all from day one from all relations-her mom,her ksj,her sampoo didi-she loved them to core but what happened she faced many situations when she was small -agar voh child bride nahi hoti normal bacchi hoti use nahi karni padhti -we all ingnored kaka kushal grahini training but why was it given,we ignored kaka totka for bon in bedwetting,we ignored this all because we thought bon can manage all things but if u see elder bon she is highly against vrat,patnidharm,streedhamr,zimmedari of bahu and all,the wy she said baccha pati patni ki aapas baat remninds of patni ka adhikar and even how she wad forced innoncently in a mess,her mindset in anniversary and fue to all thse things-bon is never reminded of her first marriage which in childhood she used to remember ki why did my marriage break,why i am not rcs bahu and wife as us vakt voh abcchi thi -bondita always loved others,she was boon for others but for herself she is a troublemaker but pure souls us duniya mein nahi jee sakte hau
2.if u see whem kaka was reminding ani about ki remember bonoy conditon-kya bon ne ki,thse people are so blind in enmity ki ab inhe mauka mila hai kn ke kisi isnaan ko suffering dekhar koi ganv vaale ke liye nahi kar rahe hai kaka-they just want das parivaar suffer kare thoruhg bon and dushmani intensify kare
bon was so hurt-she said to ani hamara sapna poora-jis spane ke liye i went through hell and i was crying tears of joy to get the degree and u always dreamt ki bon apni life mein successful ho above relations,above any restrcityons and bedhiya emotionally as bon bahcpan mein dusre ke liye khud ko khoti thi,she told london ka law college ki best studnet bani voh-her struggles,her achievements ek baat kahoon bon london mein koi achi life nahi je rahi thi-she went from here as a runaway bride,her mom fogut ,her sakha babu fought like hell ,her kaka gave a lie and loisng all of that she ran for her dreams-and we all know in tm track bon was hardeneed a lot by society be it refusal to grooms,seeing her sakha babu in jail,her mom daring act-usne acha khasa time liya hoga recover karne mein and chomu must have helped her and 8 saal baad she embraced her real identiy-the youthful girl ani is seeing after 8 years is not normal,happy go lucky girl -she is not -the deepest pain is hidden by a smile-the person who faces hell and yet so pure gives a big smile-bon is a krantikari girl -her life is revolutionary thought she tries harder to live a normal life if u see her dreams-she thought her life is normal but no it was is and will be revolutionary as a woman where her relations,her apne is obstacle -pehle society tha but she is capable to fight in court and even social evils also lekin where she is incable is her apne
kudos to bon teeling all out there-u made be dhokebaas,gunehgaar an djhoti-see pain in her eyes -yeh sirf vahin insaan bolta jo sure hai apni aachai ki
she told main ebahcpan se lekar aaj tak galat nahi kiya -mujhe aap logon ne yeh maan liya-i know guys u must be thiking ki i am harsh at kaka and sampoo but no mujhe unhe nahi samjahna -main sirf bon ko samakhtgi hoo as i saw her from her childhood-reason of me reconnecitn gto her and anirudh both-the girl who thought of pthers-is accused of hurting anirudh-the man who made her life-the true perosn she looks after,killing binoy when bon who even saved hm girls and that small girl sampoorna before herswlf-the sefless soul who forgave sampoo also is accused of this-she died a painful death there only.
sampoo ne itni bakwaas ki bondita ek minute mein use uski aukat uske crimes yaad dila sakti hai but she is not dwelling in past as bon said main kuhc nahi bhooli -sampoo mooh kholne toh klya bon ko dekhne layak nahi reh jaayegi -sampoo tu bondita se kya payr karegi-she does notndeserve ur love-bon deserves love of selfless people for her and only ani,bhari babu,tapur,her mom(her mom yes though sumati is not strong yet being mother of a revolutionary daughter is not easy),her best friend chomu,rasiya didi,tm-because tm was blinded by revenge as being a woman if bon has gone through this,tm went through hell-she is regressive par us era mein sampoo se behtar hai ,mami se behatr hai -i am not saying tm is not selfish she is a rageful woman but she has shades and there is shade to protect bon and she knows bon goodness very much ki bondita ek bahut pyari ladki hai,bon ki friend liz the girl whom bon helped in elpoing,saurabh,hm girls,allt these deserve bondita ion their lives .rest are just torublemakers for bon
sampoo ko kash tapur ya sumati yaad dilaaye pls -she needs to be remnided her abd behaviour when she tormned the young 11 yrs old baby so much -i get shivers seeing sampoo behaviour for bon-bondita needs to say mujhe nahi chahiye aapka yeh pyaar .
3.bondita is broken from inside-we think bon should focus on barristery run away and bon ko khud ki life se pyar nahi hai-this girl klnows voh abchpan mein kya thi ab kya hai that is why she named her life to ani as rhis man in her childhood supproted her,gave her education, on twitter some bashed ki bondita is becomign jiogan no if u see what she asked ani ki say in front of all ki i am innocent and i have not come for dushmani instead remive daag of being dhokebaaz
4. scene of bon asking ani how di o lookk berang-now she is saying ani the person who gave her colours of this confident,educated,young woman -u can see bon in 8 years healed herself and found her real idenity the choti bon is different from badi bon -the choti life was no like other gilrs but badi bon is silently telling ani she does not feel pain in life-to be honest she does not carewhat otherd tell her,her love for ani means -the love of family,the love of freedom,the love of care,the love of asking or doing zidd,the care-this is the love she has for him-the love pf gratitudeness,the love of devotion because bon knows he went lenghts for her which she can acknowlegde
bon knows she can stand for others be it her sisters,her family memebrs but if she knows someone will love her as she is a human too-it is only anirudh who is affected by her pain like her mom-bondita is there for others even strangers too but ani is there for bondita ,the girl whose eyes have truth,love,selfless nature if anyone outside spends a day with bon relaises her goodwill but unfotuantely the people who saw her childhood is not realising it-sampoo said durga ka adhikar chena ,pati ko chot pahuchayi,gandi irrade
sampoo ko bon choop kara sakti ahi and bon knows sampoo love is facade -which she would tell to all one day wehn cc truth comes to her making her realsie dark side of world
bondita jaise ladki ko dekhkar apne aap achayi mein akeen aa jaata hai-use dkehkar uski strenght and perservernce delhkar use pyar hota haiu
i posetd a lot on ani character but meeting a grown up in these two epsiodes i gave an insight
bon is a feminist too she had many ambitions to make padhi likhi aurat get recognitoon on their talent,for bondita barristwr babu bondita gives her pride because she knows kitni social evlis she fought ki bon is not scared for her life,along with love confession,.she said i will go from ur life if u just accpet i am innocent-she did not ask i want to be rcs bahu -no for her today her love confession made me feel the real love