Hola beautiful People. đ
I'm new to the forum and the show but it took me few days to watch 160+ episodes đ˛đ˛thanks to the characters Shivaa and Raavi â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ But as i got closer to the current episodes i don't like what I'm watching. I haven't seen last 2-3 episodes and I don't know if I will until things change back but I'm here with a small OS. I have never written anything on a couple before but I couldn't help but think about how this couple may confess and come together. I know the current Shiva with all his insecurities isn't going to confess so I imagine Raavi doing it first and this is how it happens in my head. đ
Please bear with my mistakes as this is my first time attempting anything like this, I hope you enjoy reading.đł
Thank you for reading.đ
Shiva was alone with his thoughts on the terrace in the middle of the night he could no longer stay in the same room as her, not after what happened a while ago; he needed to get away from her. It's impossible to be close to her, nor can he go far from her. All he could do was curse his fate and his heart. He had left their room 5 minutes ago, yet he was already thinking about going back there. His own heart has become his biggest enemy. Yes, she's his wife, but he's not supposed to get close to her, let alone fall in love with her because he knew her heart belongs to another, and he could never be a man Raavi would love. He had married her to save her from herself and from society. He doesn't know what to do with these feelings he's having other than run away from himself and her both.
"What are you thinking about?" a familiar voice broke his thoughts so he looked up. There she is sitting right next to him, close enough for their shoulders to touch, looking up at him with puppy eyes almost questioning him silently. He felt like he couldn't breathe for a moment But, he got a hold of himself, said nothing, and got up, wanting to leave. She gently held his hand and asked him to stay back a little longer, he politely declined, said, "It's late. I'm going to sleep, I have to wake up early, and so should you," and he started walking away.
She got up and run after him, caught him midway, and asked, "Why are you running away from me? How long do you plan to run away from me?" she demanded an answer holding his hand again. "Also, why do you hate me so much, Shiva?" Another question came before he could even try to answer her previous ones. He paused for a moment and said, "I'm not running away from anything," He decided against answering the last one because he knew that his answer would only upset her. "I am just tired, and I need to sleep," he continued, his voice almost breaking. He proceeded to go into their room and lay down on their new bed.
One tear escaped from her eye, but she wiped her face and went after him in the room; she demanded to know why Shiva hated her so much and how long he planned to run away from her. "I'm your wife, Shiva; you can't run from me forever." He got little irritated with her questions, so he snapped at her, "That's the issue Raavi," She was losing her cool as well. "What is that supposed to mean?" she asked. "No one forced you to marry me; you made that decision on your own, you didn't do me any favors,"
"If I had known that day what I know today, I wouldn't have decided to marry you," he replied. He looked at her with anticipation that this statement may disappoint her somehow. "What do you know now that you didn't know then?" she asked. "Nothing," he whispered, knowing very well that he' was lying. He turned his back to her, pretending to sleep. How he wished he could tell her that he loves her with all his being.
Raavi just laid down on her side of the bed next to him, but her head not facing his legs tonight. She started to speak slowly. "If you can't tell me what changed, then listen to me. I will tell you what has changed for me since the day we got married. I remember everyone telling me to give this relationship a chance, and some time. everyone said everything will be alright. I didnât believe a word they said. Even Dhara di went as far as to say that I will thank her someday for getting us together. It felt like she was mocking me at the moment, but she was right about me being thankful to her for giving me, you, Shiva," she said. For the first time since she laid beside him, he turned himself to look in her direction.
She continued, "The things Dhara di said about you are right, and everything she told me may happen, is happening with me. I thought I lost someone I loved dearly that day. I thought my world has ended, but I am so grateful that Dev and I did not get married because he was not the right man for me. What I felt for him, I thought twas love was really nothing but childhood crush and teenage infatuation. Nothing compared to what I," she hesitated a little, and he was utterly shocked. He teared up a little on the inside. "It's nothing compared to what I feel now," she finally gathered the courage to finish the sentence. "I never knew I could love and hate someone so much at the same time before you. I have never felt so much passion, intensity and realness with anyone before Shiva." He had tears trickling down his cheeks, so she just moved a little closer to him and wiped the tears, caressing one side of his face. She continued, "I love you, Mere Wale Bhootnaat; I love you more than I thought I could ever love anyone." Now she was also bawling her eyes out. It was his turn to wipe her tears; he moved even closer and hugged her, holding her her as tightly as he possibly could. After what seemed like forever, she pulled herself out of Shiva's chest, and playful hit his shoulder, and said, "So stop comparing yourself with my past. I can forget about it, so why can't you? He was my childhood crush, but you're my now and forever. What we have is real, AND you are my HUSBAND, for god's sake!"
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