Originally posted by: Fruitcustard_9
See ani wanted some point for his ideal woman & that r a woman having the qualities of honesty,loyalty ,selflessness, brave, independent, questioning injustices,fighting for the right & helping him to bring chance , bon has all d qualities in her from childhood which unintentionally attracted ani towards her much to ani's luck bon his ideal woman was child , so ani could not ever show his love openly coz his principle wouldn't ever allow him to love a child whom he himself saved & working to make her self sufficient. If u see he used to pissed off or freak out at d thought sharing a room with bon or whenever bon used to demand her wife rights from him , bon dint knew what she is asking but ani knew what she was demanding he can't give , something I feel ani doubt on his feelings or control over him that why don't share a room with bon .
If u SR scene where he was drugged by kaka sasur & thakur when he was sitting in chair in semi consious state & bon was talking about rasams & new beginning , notice d look of ani , u will see d desire in his eyes 4 bon which he keep controlling , after mano marriage when bon was ready to leave him that time ani do remember that scene. Ani always used to fear his that side coz it will be against his principles.
I don't feel Ani ever felt 4 mano coz he always had bon in his heart & brain 2 mano ke liye jagah kaha thi , he just used this that angle to divert himself from any such feelings 4 bon & bring her back in education path but marriage annulment track somewhere made him realise what bon is 4 him . When ani was taking bon to London how sad he was in train with a thought of parting with her .
Unconsciously ani loves bon but consious mind will never allow him easily to accept those feeling till bon grow up.
Falling for ani is very easy for bon but accepting love for bon will be very complex 4 ani.