I had a breakup last year.. It wasn't that painful actually i was going through alot that time to even care about it. I lost my father and trust me nothing seemed more heartbreaking than that. I somehow lost all hopes and even will to find love in this life. I don't even see myself getting married for at least next 5 years. All my friends or cousins my age are either getting married or becoming mummies and i don't want any of that for me rn. People keep telling my mom to married me off asap as it'll be difficult after a certain age(i don't care). Thankfully mom is a sweetheart and a strong woman she knows how to take a stand for her children she has given me full freedom to chose when i want to get married. Honestly i hate it when people give so much importance to marriage and stuff. I won't say that im happy rn with my life. No because i still miss my dad everyday and still find it hard to process what has happened but im trying for my mom and brother. Sorry couldn't help but share my little back story..