Originally posted by: cheekukabeej
Beautifully worded.
Each and every word had a strength that is indescribable. Sai and her feelings.
Sai truly spoke through me when I wrote this... I felt her!
Her heart that wants him to understand her like her Aaba did.
Her yearning for him.
She has only him.. in this whole world... just imagine how central he is to her very existence, and she is unable to claim him as her own, even though she knows he has deep feelings for her too...
Her slow understanding of his emotions but her inability to completely let go and trust him with her feelings because of his vaada.
And her vaada... right now, it is her Vaada standing in her way, and Virat's inability to confess
The makers gave us Virat's monologue.
You gave both Virat and Sai's perspective❤️
Both of them are hurting inside. And both are unable to express on the outside. Sai's hesitation stems from her resolution that she won't let him break his vaada. It is her love that thinks of him before her.
Yes... he and everything related to him are the most important things in her life now, the same way her Aaba was. She would never do anything that might reflect on him.
And I loved that you pointed out the incident that made him closer to her Aaba in the way they understood her behind her anger. I love that she knows. I love that she feels. I love that she sees. Everything he does. Everything he is. Everything he has become for her.
The minute she realized that he gets her... that he sees through her, she was a goner.
Virat said that the morning of her performance too - samajh chuka hu mai... and her face blossomed.
No one has done that except Aaba, and she knows Virat does it going against his own family... that makes it all the more priceless!
This is what makes it difficult for Sai to stay away and the vaada doesn't let her come close. And so she is stuck. Stuck in the middle just like him.
She wishes she never knew of his Vaada. The very thing that made her trust him - his honesty; is the very thing that prevents her from coming close.
I wish the makers also show Sai's monologue regarding her feelings for Virat. I guess, the day she becomes aware of what her heart already knows, we'll get her monologues too😳
Thanks Appu for writing this piece❤️
Thanks a ton, Cheeku... and Sowwy!! 😭