Faja ko mil gayi tumhari message Indu..❤️❤️
Thank you for making my first ever virtual experience a memorable one...I would not shy away from saying that you and Sabah had this hand in making me seated here that I could come out of the shell of my introversion and a little phobia of virtual world which I hold on .
Aur Mano track...yaad mat dilao...the only good thing about it was that I found you guys..And we werent just trolling, such a desparate attempt to find meanings to the whole illogical stuffs shown ,to be with the show, with nanhi si Bon’s pain, a whole attempt to not hate Ani yet trolling him and slapping him back and forth .It was that mutual support and consolation all through such exhausting tracks ,when we found it difficult to hold on ,yet even more difficult to let go.
I wish I wound not have pushed myself through those tracks, else it would have been easy now ...The mere thought that all those were the raw materials for this broth to be served shatters me and makes me a lil defensive because the emotional trauma was not just Boditha's, but we were made to live it through as long as we hold on to it.....the whole reason for my passive aggression I feel ...
(Realization after introspection (with crossed legs in recliner 🤣)during hiberantion)
But everything has a flip side...had not that happened and had not frustration broke all the barriers, I would have never come here to meet you all..to have a whole new experience..
Again , it was you for guys that I stayed back here after Mano track, even when I thought I should take a leave to lessen the distraction
But it never ended with Mano track. It was followed by an array of emotional stride with annulment and regression..so very emotionally overwhelming….But bear through it, trying hard to find meanings and connection and of course for the love for Rudhita…😭.
Nevertheless, we had fun ,sometimes enough and more with trolling the show and masti mazak with Rudy and her signature" you are on fire today.".with Deepu and Hema...and eventually many more joining...And ofcourse Katy and her neutral and positive takes all the time
Sorry Indu, hibernation was an impulsive decision as I was afraid that the forum is turning to black and white. so a conscious but helpless attempt to neither absorb nor to contribute to the impending polarization .Hence could not have a proper word as you said..It was that empty feeling dragged me back here once again..because it was not just the show but the forum was equally addictive too
Alas,growth and change is a matter of time and necessity and I admit and accept it, I will always miss the nanhi Bon and her rakshas babu turned rakshak babu..their montage will stay close to my heart as much as we hold the memories of childhood..because childhood is beautiful and incomparable
Although I had almost made up my mind that I might not be getting hooked back to show. I might never gather the guts to watch it again for I fear my emotions might fall prey to business strategies again(not denying that the change with characters and backdrop is too huge for me to catch in a jump..mera hasta khelta Ani..😭) .but the curiosity might make me read the updates for a while. Habits 😒, . While cherishing the memories ..not forgetting take away lessons too...
As KSJ said
"Inzan ek baar galati karte hai do bar galati karte hai..lekin baar baar galati karne walon ko ARC kehti hai..."
My earnest attempt to not give a tight competition to ARC in this matter is by refraining myself and not giving this emotional investment to a mere fictional show any more . Its difficult but it will be rewarding I suppose..
(pains though , still BB owns it credit to be the first show which had this intense an impact on me unlike any other, that I call it mine )..
Aur Ani ke quotes ke bina mera post adhoora rehega..
Taking his advice
“Ye sab main karloongi..tum apne padai pe dhyan do”
Ab to mere Rudhita ke sapne bhi puri hogayi , Bon bhi Barrister ban gayi ❤️.she is wearing her convocation robe...Mere iss zafar ka maksat bhi poora hogaya..
Main bhi apni bhavishy ki aur kadam badate hai….to wear my convocation robe too, soon ..shushing away the distractions
Whole hearted wishes for the show to strike back again with all its glory and least not disappoint the ones who hold trust with the story line ….
with
Much positivity and love…
Signing off..
Faja 🤗
Agar KRPKAB na hota, to me shayad forum aati hee nahi. Aur tumhari ye khoobsorat message miss kar jati. 😭❤️
@UL - Exactly Faja. Mano track was worst, but it's the track that made us meet. It has it's own set of flaws, but I shall remain grateful to Mano for giving me this amazing bunch of peeps. ❤️
Your words always affects me in some way or other. Poora dil tak pahunchta hai Rudi ki tarah. ❤️ Each and every line moves me. Yet quoting some only -
@Bold - This just hit me so hard 💔. Emotions ek bohot khaas cheez hai, much more valuable than materialistic things. Those emotions have been played with and made me learn a hard lesson. Only someone who has invested the same amount of emotions would understand. One of them is you. And that is why both of our feelings are somewhat the same, right in this moment.
Me leaving this forum had somewhere the same reason. I choose it for my own well being. ❤️
@Italics - It is rewarding Faja. I feel I have succeeded to some extent from detaching myself and it's relieving. Not entirely though. And it won't be entirely anytime. I myself won't let that complete detachment happen. Rudi has been very close to my heart, I will always cherish the memories, my love for them won't diminish ever. 🤗
You might read updates, but I have seen a glimpse of the episode. I had my own share of disappointments and it increased yesterday, so maybe I won't ever come back. But never say never, right? 😆
You will soon be Dr.Faja and I can't wait to hear it from you. ❤️ My best wishes for you and your future. Mera naam roshan karna barristra babu. 🤗
Much more love from Indu. ❤️
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