I think he feels indebted to his badi maa more than love becoz he feels that when his own Mother left him for her selfish reasons,she took care of him but if truth comes out that how Devi manipulated the whole situation and forced Aastha to leave SM as well as Shaurya,she will turn into culprit of his misery and all indebt will go out of window.
It will surely not decrease his hurt of living without his Mother or her not fighting for him but definitely free him from indebt and as soon as he got free from those clutches,all the control or promise of Badi maa will held no importamce on Shaurya.
He doesn't seem the one to forgive people easily,he still holds friction with his father as well as mother than he will surely hold Devi and Tej accountable for his misery,and whole situation will turn amd thats the same reason badi maa doesn't want Anokhi to be anywhere near him,and said to Tej ki if Anokhi came to their house they both have to go to Haridwar.
If have to tolerate this engagement and all,than only hope is shaan and Aastha.
Becoz according to me otherwise things going to be really messed up.
And I want to know why star not promoting this track becoz its seems to be completely typical itv atleast gain some offline trps.😆Meanwhile I can chill and avoid watching.😆But ab kya krun chla ke rkhna pda krega.
And I have views regarding secret wedding is that it is actually good becoz I seriously don't trust itv much,if leads are not married they can do anything in the name of twist even marrying them to others so its better ki they marry them in name of twist far better as much as unrealistic it may sound for Anokhi to get married at younger age,can't afford to take risk of her or Shaurya getting married to someone else in name of dhamakedaar maud.