you have my heart dear..You just poured out whats in my heart so effortlessly, agree to every single statement
Foced to accept that here Bondita being called 'jeene ka vacha' means the literal meaning of purpose of his life which was directionless in her absence. Not the hyped and the romanticized meaning we attribute to it of how important she is to him. Anirudh the person always needed challenges or 'purpose' to move ahead and anchored in life be it being the gold medalist or being lover boy to childhood love or an aspiring feminist.Bondita is literally that mishal for him. Mini was right "pata nahi kab konsa fitoor chadta hai"..As long as his fitoor was in our favour we cheered..now its in the other gear. Bondita's existence make him feel his existence for a purpose and that actual holi dance with Bondita itself was for what even if on her insistence. The dream of him celebrating holi is actually for the audience (an assurance that rudhita might still have hope,stay here), but still it can be said that man become aadat se machboor..that habit if given up leaves a void for a while and eventually vaccum get filled by other.Ani once had only Bondita trusted him, hear him out and stood with him, now there is a new found comfort zone with Manorama . Here all the 'subtleties' show how it is going to be filled with the other.
Even as the story unfold, I try to reevaluate how I perceived the whole development of their rishta, and if the entire thing was misinterpreted by the shipper mind or not. RTM 21 still could not get a valid reasoning. What ever it may, even if accept everything we felt was dhoka of eyes, the 'exceution' of his new found love was the biggest blunder."The problem is not Ani falling for someone else, the problem is with the WAY Ani fell for someone else. " So damn true if they needed focus shift on Ani's feelings ..there were a hundred other ways. They butchered him brutally.
.And if Bondita's gaal laal was not blush so was Ani's ,his cheeks were painted by the colour of her dupatta not from his inner feelings. So if one portrayed wrong other equally wrong, if one stupid the other equally stupid.
I now feel Ani's love confession came because if it would not have happened, then it won't have been termed as a "sacrifice".
Ani in his senses can only choose the ideal scenario for him, for he believes himself as the personification of his principles. He underplay his emotions, mostly oblivious to his own or misinterpret his feelings to match with his ideology. Ani's so called sacrifice underlined his adherence to his priniciple , remember his bhashan on love and zemmidari , he chose his zemmidari which is 'ideal' for his belief..
Bondita showing the real meaning of zemmidari is my dream, the only way to wake him up from illusions
Dear.....the lines underlines are so correct....I agree...I wish bon showing him exactly what he did with her👍🏼
I feel satisfied