Finally watched the episode!
Skipped a lot of scenes, mainly only watched the Rudhita scene. The beginning scene with Trilochan Kaka-Aniruddh-Bondita was so heart breaking. I love Trilochan Kaka for so many reasons and today I felt genuinely bad for him. The way Aniruddh held his stick as Trilochan went, was so damn heartbreaking. Rishta Tera Mera Just adds to it.
One thing I noted, Saudamini in that scene looked genuinely innocent, her face didn't even have a tinge of anything else, she gave me innocent-blind-friend vibes.
Batuk came and confessed everything, I am not angry with him, he did the correct thing.
BTW The new Rishta Tera Mera was also heart breaking.
Now coming to the main highlight of the episode.
You know, I felt angry at Aniruddh obviously. But not much. Today I got a clearer picture of what he thinks of his wife and yea, how he sees her. I understood that's where the root problem lies. Aniruddh was so disappointed and heart broken, literally HEART broken, I don't think even if Mini is exposed he would be this heart broken. He was genuinely devastated at the fact that one person he thought will be with him, will support him for a lifetime, lied to him. I could see the glimpse of a heart broken husband, a husband who had an issue that she went to meet Brijwasi, in a husband way.
Bondita poor thing, didn't confess she never ate those roshogulle. Well, it was proper that she maintained silence, her confessing that wouldn't help that situation at all.
Bondita was Aniruddh's guroor :') I can understand what he is feeling. He had seen so much in Bondita, he saw his dreams fulfilling through her. Just once, once if Bondita confessed why she did it, but then poor thing wanted to save her sister, a sister who doesn't even care about her.
Coming to the main points I noticed.
The coconut phone, it holds a special place in Aniruddh's heart. For bondita it maybe an easy way to communicate with her husband with whom otherwise she cannot talk, but being a grown up , being someone who knows what a husband means, for Aniruddh that was something so damn special, between him and Bondita, between him and his WIFE. He couldn't stand seeing that beautiful symbolism of their relationship while knowing she stooped into a whole new level (according to him). The way he described it, said it all. It was special for him.
Again, as the letter girl, he thought of hers as someone different, (rightly thought). Those words man, he wanted to create a whole new world for Bondita. Just for her. He is deeply attached to her, he doesn't even realize it. If he wasn't, like he says, there is no relationship he wouldn't have been so broken today. Today I could see, his heart was breaking every time he said those harsh words to her. He is regretting saving her today, supporting her, he cannot even look at her because he don't want to accept she did all that, broke his trust. Nor he meant any of that from heart, but his brain said so because of why he couldn't look at her.
Rightly said, Bondita is Aniruddh's madness. Now she is the spark of his revolution but tomorrow she will be his madness, which will take over him in form of endless love. It kind of gave me the future vibes.
"You're the biggest mistake of my life..."
Man you're gonna regret it big time, very soon! :)
Now let me tell, what is that thing I found out is wrong in Aniruddh's belief system and what is that root problem.
I understand his heart break, I cannot blame him completely today (because he lacks a brain to believe whatever happened till today). But then, I can see where the major issue lies because of why he is the way he is with Bondita.
Telling her about the importance of trust and how she broke it is fine. Telling her it's bad to take the gift of someone else's work is fine. But telling an 8 year old, you are shameless isn't normal.
His dialogue about it's good that he understood her truth today had two meanings, one is what he said and the underlying meaning is about, how he would have been cheated in the future by her, as his WIFE if he didn't knew the truth. He expected to have a future with her. A life with her.
Telling her he won't forgive her ever is fine, but telling her she isn't capable of living in the haveli, she isn't even capable enough that he LOOK at her, it isn't normal to say to an eight year old.
That's the main problem with Aniruddh. In emotional moments with Bondita, he forgets that she is an eight year old. In fact he never saw her as an eight year old unless he is in full sense and sanity (which is a rare situation.) I don't blame him because he doesn't realize it.
He sees his dream girl, the girl who wrote the letter who eventually became his wife which was a big happiness for him subconsciously. He sees a girl with whom he had created expectations to fulfill, with whom he saw his biggest dream, with whom he had settled for his entire life and with whom, he was expecting an actual marital life in the future, if he accept it or not. For him Bondita was never an eight year old, he was the spark to his fire of revolution, her eyes were the ones which saw his dream, she was the one he had chosen for life, he saw her as his wife and today, he was completely a husband and nothing else. That's the root problem of everything. Aniruddh only sees his life partner, from whom he has a lot of expectations, but not an eight year old who doesn't even understand these things. He isn't realising okay,and that's the major issue and now I feel like there is some hope for him for redemption.
About Pravisht, he performed phenomenally today, I cried watching the Rudhita scene and Aurra, without a word she marked her presence in that scene successfully, this girl has a long way to go! She is definitely turning into a phenomenal actress. And I am almost sure I was correct about my view about Pravisht's performance, the reciprocation is what matters, that's why his performance is just excellent with Aurra and others, while it drops with Pranali. No offence.
Haven't watched the precap yet, still waiting for tomorrow''s episode.
Sorry for the longggg bakbak!😆
Feeling better after reading this❤️
Jhanak
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