Originally posted by: buttercups2020
This comment is going to be rather long, so bear with me please. I promise I won't bash sara.
I have always had a soft corner for sara solely because of the way she carried herself. I may be relate to her , for coming from a broken family. It's not easy. It's never easy and sara was doing a brilliant job. I loved her in Kedarnath. But I knew the movie belonged to Sushant. She was who she was because of the guidance and for starters,she brought freshness. Except for the brilliant chemistry, I never bothered getting into her and Sushant's personal lives when I heard about the rumours. ....
Few weeks back, (not Samuel) but when the lawyer stated that rhea was able to manipulate him because he was emotionally vulnerable after his split with sara, was when I started re-tracking. .....
If not anyone else, I trust Vikas Singh, the lawyer. If he comes on national television, takes Sara's name and about how that break up emotionally wrecked sushant? I believe him. ....
Sara may or may not have realised how it was going to affect him ; but the consequence of what happened may have a story to tell in regards of royal vs regular blood. Or, may be she wasn't in love with him And may be, he was in love with her.
Even mine was long. So I have patience to read. 😆
My feelings about Sarah keeps fluctuating.
Initially I felt, she is a very bubbly relatable girl. Then read, it is PR made. After some time, I was not much into her. Tara, Ananya took away the buzzing. So did not hear much about her. (May be she was there. I didn’t care).
When Sushanth’s death news came, I ignored the rumour of Sarah being his girl friend. I thought they were just friends during the shoot and it is a media made gossip. People kept writing she is heartless. I thought, even if she was just a friend, she could have been more expressive (like Shraddha). That is all. My disappointment was majorly with Kriti that time as I felt, she and Sushanth suited each other.
Later the diary pages came. Mukku comes in the pages where he plans for 2020. I thought Mukku was his sister. He might be hinting at protecting his sister/family from Rhea and her gang by cutting his ties from them. (He said, he wanted to be loved/cared. But it may not be good for Mukku. Probably he could not resist further and met his sisters. Now they are standing up against a big syndicate for their brother. That was how I interpreted his lines).
But after Rhea exposed Sarah’s name and videos of them releasing, I realised, there was indeed something between the two.
Then I started finding it strange. On one side, we see the Sarah who seems totally unaffected. On the other side, we see a totally different Sarah in those days videos. (She is totally unglamorous. Her dress, her glasses when she is with him). Everything she did with Kartik was loud, for PR. But her everything with Sushanth was low key, (nothing for PR). His farmhouse staff say, she was very respectful to them as well. (Something I did not hear them saying this about Rhea).
Out of these two contrasting personalities, which is the real Sarah? Which one is put on?
I am not saying, Sushanth was not disturbed at the way the relationship broke. I am just saying, there is is a possibility that Sarah was also equally affected. (That’s why I said, they were pressured into breaking up. What was that pressure, I want to know. One flop movie? Royal blood? I feel it was something else).
Her PR loves may or may not be real loves. (like barking dog never bites). She might just be refusing to show her true emotions. She did not open up like Kirti after his death. If she did, nobody would have pointed their finger.
If she is really unaffected, it is different thing. (I saw her insta, enjoying with her friends). It will be easy for me to bash her. But if she is affected, but putting on a brave show as if she does not care, she needs help.
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