Hi!
I am not sure how many of you have seen the film 'Black Swan' , but I have always found it a very riveting and intriguing journey into the human mind and human emotions. Nina, the protagonist was a supremely talented ballet dancer , pure as snow, innocent, nervous, under confident , stuttering-ly ambitious , believing she deserves what she wants but never having the guts to ask for it- she wants to play both the white swan and the black swan in a play. Her instructor Thomas sees the fire in her seemingly fragile personality , but he tells her that she doesn't have the 'passion', 'the darkness', 'the life' to portray the emotions of a black swan. She is only the white swan. Nina touches base with her dark passionate side and it awakens and she performs the black swan , astounding Thomas and everyone else. Her pursuit of ambition and perfection exposed her to her dark side and she aced it.
Maya made me think of Nina Sayers today. When she was pure, fragile, trusting, naive, stupid , nervous and an easily trampled victim, begging for mercy and justice , she still believed that she deserved her child and she deserved justice. But she got none and reached the tail end of her life as we will see it soon. And the only way she could become that justice seeking grim reaper was by giving into her darkness. She embraced her darkness and saw it the only way she could destroy her enemies , without feeling an ounce of guilt and second thoughts. The Maya you see thrown in front of MJ by Antara and the Maya you see terrorizing Antara embody the then white swan and the now, black swan. And Maya has retrieved her white side by embracing Rudra - the only source of light in her otherwise dark dungeon-like life.
In today's episode, there is not much to say except that it was expected that Maya and her family was put through hell and killed and almost killed. Everyone she trusted betrayed her, everyone she loved left her and every fiber of her morality was ripped away from her. The girl we see today is a pitiable monster who has a heart that beats for Rudra who has dared to love a monster.
This whole story is a huge 'Maya' and nothing is true here, except Maya's love for Rudra and Rudra's love for Maya if it stands the test of time, virtue and judgment.
P.S- Antara represents a whole percentage of partners in our society ( both men and women ) who stay with their abusive and wicked spouses just because they have no emotional , moral or any compass of self on their own. Toxic, abusive attachment to a narcissist - SO TYPICAL.