Ishra ss-kya tujhe itni si bhi khabar#2,pt 28 on pg 147 updt on 31/3 - Page 78

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Ishu is out of danger and doc advised them to take care of her. Feeling bad for raman.. He is trying hard to make ishu believe in his love but she doesn't want another heartbreak. Toshiji and Raman conversation was emotional. Hope soon she will realise his love.

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What is reason behind ishita's behavior

Ishita dont want to see his face

Hope toshi make her understand

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raman's words to ishita were painful. ishita saying that she doesn't want to see raman was irritating n painful.sad that to not give her stress during pregnancy raman is going away.toshi asking raman if he will leave her also for ishita's issue was sad.

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Emotional Chapter

Ishita feels very hurt and just wants to leave she is determined to kill herself

while Raman trying to make her understand his love

but she feels he betrayed her

he tells her he will go far away from her

but she has to stay at home with his mother and take care of herself and baby

Ishita and Raman both are hurting

Emotional update

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Raman was tensed for ishu and baby

Glad ishu and baby both are fine

Raman decides that for ishu he will not come infornt of her

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PART 22

Ishita was sitting and eating slowly when toshiji said-tu toh kuch kha hi nahi rahi,puttar.kha le,achcha se kha,tujhe apna aur apne bachche ka bahut khayal rakhna hai.doctor ka kaha yaad hai naa,tujhe khane mein iron lena hai.tu palak paneer kha ,mere puttar ka,she was saying but stopped realising what she is saying.

Toshiji -tu kha le ,puttar.she said and getting up when Ishita held her hand and said-aapko gussa nahi aata mujhpar??

Toshiji look at her with confused eyes when Ishita said-meri wajah se Raman aapse dur ho gaye ,because of me,he left his house,left u.aapko gussa nahi aata mujhpar.

Toshiji caressed her hair softly and said-tujhse Kya gussa karun,puttar.tu jaan hai mere puttar ki,agar tujhse naraaz hogi toh takleef usse hi hogi,issliye chah Kar bhi tujhse gussa nahi ho sakti.mujhe nahi pata why u r so insecure but the truth is that my son loves u alot.sab kuch tere liye Kiya usne,ladki ka Roop bhi liya toh tere liye,aur iss Ghar ko bhi choda toh bas tere liye.ho sake toh usse samjhne ki koshish kar aur uska vanvaas khatam kar.woh nahi reh paa raha akele,tere bina,mere bina,but still he is living alone,just for u .she was saying ,but then composed herself,wiped her tears and said-main bhi Kya baat le kar baith gayi,chod yeh sab.tu khana kha,u need it badly,tabhi toh hamari princess healthy hogi.she said caressing ishita's tummy.

Ishita smiled and said-abhi toh sonography hui bhi nahi,aapko kaise pata princess hai.

Toshiji-mere Raman puttar ko beti chahiye,ek dum tere jaisi.so we presumed it.she said and was going when Ishita asked-woh pyaar karte hai mujhse??

Toshiji turn to her and said-tujhe nahi pata.

Ishita-toh chod kar kyun chale gaye??

Toshiji-coz u told him so.

Ishita-wapas aane ko kahungi toh aa jayenge??

Toshiji-try kar le.

Ishita-kaise karun,he never calls me.

Toshiji-u never miss him.

Ishita smiled and thought-kaise bataun aapko,ki kitna miss karti hoon Raman ko.how much I miss his care,his lovely touch.

Seeing her lost ,toshiji said-i finish ur food and rest.main bhi jaati hoon room mein.i am tired.

Ishita-main le chalun??

Toshiji-nahi,tum apna khayal rakho.i can take care of myself.she said and went inside leaving Ishita alone to eat.she had few bites and then she too went to her room,actually their room where Raman took her after their marriage but now she is living alone as she pushed him away from herself.

She sat and look around ,every wall has his pictures ,some with his clients,few with awards and in middle of that ,there was a picture of them together from a party .

Ishita walked to that picture and softly caressed raman's pic,he was holding her waist protectively while his lips were curved in a bright smile showing his beautiful dimples .

Ishita-its been a month since u went.kabhi yaad nahi aati Meri,maana Maine gusse mein keh diya jaane ko,par iss tarah sach mein chale jaana,it's not done. Kaise iss tarah chod kar chale gaye aap.itne mahino se mere saath rahen aap,kabhi Raman ban kar,kabhi gulabo ban kar.hamesha mera khayal rakha aur ek din bas yun hi chod kar chale gaye,mujhe akela kar diya.maine aapse kaha tha,ki Meri Zindagi mein do hi log important hai,ek Raman aur ek gulabo,toh kyun dono ko mujhse dur kar diya raman.kaise jeeyun aapke bina.kyun chale gaye chod kar,main insecure thi,shayad aaj bhi hoon ,toh meri insecurity dur ki hoti.mujhse itna pyaar kiya hota ki main kabhi insecure nahi hoti.iss tarah chod kar nahi jaana chahiye tha.gaye toh gaye,kabhi mudh Kar bhi nahi dekha meri ore,ki main kaisi hoon,hamara baby kaisa hai.kyun iss tarah khud se jod Kar mujhe akela kar diya.yeh toh nahi chaha tha maine.actually aapki bhi Kya galti hai ,mujhe khud nahi pata tha,ki main Kya chahti hoon.ki Maine Kya chaha tha.main nahi bharosha kar paayi aap par toh kyun aapko dosh doon.it was my fault that I hurt u and let u go.but ab nahi bardasht ho raha ,raman.i am missing u alot,aapko ,aapke pyaar ko,aapki care ko bahut miss kar rahin hoon.please come back,please come back to me.she said to his picture and finally went to her bed.

It was a month since Raman left Ishita for her own good.at first Ishita was trying to be happy with the fact that Raman left her alone but slowly she started missing him.she started missing the way he always made her feel.she started feeling the warmth of his love ,the way he care for her,be in his Raman look or in gulabo look.she start missing him badly and wanted to see him badly.every night she use to talk with his picture ,just telling him to come back .

Ishita was laying closing her eyes but sleep was faraway from her eyes.all she can see and feel his arms around her. She can even imagine him in his gulabo form,taking care of her,cooking for her,feeding her,oiling her hair,giving her head massage.

Ishita-kitna sukoon tha aapki baahon mein.aap bhale hi gulabo ke bhesh mein the,but ur love was no less for me.mere liye sab kuch Kiya aapne.being a multimillionaire,u worked for me,cooked for me.sab kuch manage Kiya akele aur Maine Kya kiya,sirf aapko galat samjha .I am sorry ,raman.please come back,I want to live in ur arms,want u to hold me whenever I fall.i want to trust u and live happily with u ,maa and our baby.please wapas aa jaiye.she said and closed her eyes again but couldn't sleep so she got up and thought to walk for a while.

She went out and went to the fountain.she remembered how he hold her and saved her from falling.she can still feel his hot breath over her neckline .she closed her eyes and said-aa Kar phir ek baar thaam lijiye.promise,I will never let u go again.she was sitting there lost in thoughts when her eyes went to the glass room where he took her last time.

She walked in and saw his paintings .

Ishita-kitne khoobsurat the woh pal,I never realised it's importance untill I lost them.kyun nahi keemat samjhi unke pyaar ki,kyun unhe khud se dur jaane diya .woh nahi hai waise,he will not leave me like him.ek baar aa jaiye,raman.she was saying when her eyes fell on the portrait she saw last time .last time it was incomplete but today it was completed and she could recognise the girl.

Ishita-pata nahi kyun samajh nahi paayi ki unka pyaar dhokha nahi,behkawa nahi but it's his true feelings for me.kahan ho aap Raman,please aa jaiye.i just want u near me,main ab nahi jee paaungi aapke bagair .please come back once.she said and sat there for sometime feeling lost.she was sad,very sad ,not able to take this loneliness any longer.he didn't let her feel alone since long,he was always with her either as Raman or gulabo ,but now she was all alone and badly wanted him next to her.

She sat there for sometime and finally went back feeling alone.she was going to her room when she saw lights of toshiji's room was on.

Ishita-mummy ji soyi nahi ab tak,shayad unhe bhi Raman ki yaad aa rahi hogi .thinking so she went to her room to talk to her but stopped seeing her talking on phone.

Toshiji-wapas aa jaa ,puttar.ab nahi reh paa rahi tere bina.tujhe dekhe kitne din ho gaye .if not for her ,then atleast for me.main dekh lungi tujhe toh sukoon hoga mujhe.please aa jaa.

Ishita heard toshiji talking and smiled thinking now Raman will be back.

Toshiji-sach kahun toh mujhe nahi pata Ishita Kya chahti hai.woh tujhe pyaar karti hai bhi yaa nahi,tujhe miss karti hai bhi yaa nahi.but I really miss u and want to see u .please wapas aa jaa.achcha tu wapas aa raha hai,par Ghar nahi aana chahta.koi nahi puttar,I know u can't see hatred in her eyes for u.koi nahi,tu mujhe matarani ke mandir mein milna .main tujhe jee bhar kar dekh lungi and then we will think of ways to talk and convince Ishita puttar.she said and hung the call.

Ishita got happy hearing that Raman is coming tomorrow but also sad thinking Raman don't wanna meet her.

Ishita-unki Kya galti hai,Maine hi unhe khud se dur Kiya hai.but ab aur nahi ,main apni saari insecurity dur karke,unse Milne jaaungi,unse maafi maangungi aur apni har galti ,har insecurity ki wajah bataungi .yes I will tell him the reason behind my hatred towards men ,taaki woh samajh paaye meri problem ,Meri uljhan.i will make our relationship transparent.she thought and finally went to sleep feeling excited for meeting Raman.

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