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Ishita makes raman sleep properly on the couch she cover him with quilt she wipes dry tears from his eyes
I: aap sach mai bhot strong ho raman itna kuch ho gya aapke saath par aapne kabhi kisi ko apni taklif ka ehssas nahi hone diya aap itne saalon se akele sab sehte rahe but ab mai aa gayi hoon aapki life mai i promise you ki mai hamesha aapka saath dugi ab aap kabhi akele nahi honge
She said looking at him lovingly a tear fall from her eyes she wipes it and was about to go but raman hold her hand in his sleep she looked at him
R: please don't leave me mujhe akela maat chodo
He said in his sleep ishita holds his hand
I: i am not going anywhere aapke saath hoon mai
She said caressing his hair while he sleeps peacefully holding her hand ishita smiled looking at him and kissed his forehead softly she sit on the floor near him holding his hand she start admiring him soon she also fall sleep
Next morning
Raman woke up with a headache he looked around to recognise the place and next moment he saw ishita Sleeping sitting on floor keeping her head on the couch
R: ishita
He looked at her confused
R: mai yaha kaise aaya?
He hold his head tries to remember how he reached here but he couldn't remember anything
R: kal raat toh mai bar mai gya tha toh mai yaha kaise? Ishita mujhe yaha leke aayi?
He looked at ishita
R: meri wajeh se ishita ko bhi itni taklif hui pata nahi maine uske saath kaise behave kiya hoga kahi wo mujhe galat naa samjhe kitna pareshan hogi mere liye kyu ho raha hai ye sab? Kyu mai ishita ko itni taklif de raha hoon kyu?
He said with teary eyes he looked at her and touch her head she woke up feeling his touch
I: raman aap thik ho abhi?
R: ishita mai
I: bhot headache ho raha hoga naa? Mai abhi aapke liye lemon juice leke aati hoon
She was going but raman stopped her
R: ishita mai yaha kaise aaya?
She looked at him
I: mai sab kuch bataugi aap betho mai aapke liye nibu pani leke aati hoon
She said and turns to go but raman holds her hand she looked at him
R: ishita please pehle mujhe sab batao mai tumhare ghar kaise aaya? Kal raat ko kya hua kuch yaad nahi hai mujhe please bolo kya hua?
I: aapko mai hi leke aayi yaha kal raat bhot der mai aapka wait karti rahi par aap nahi aaye mujhe bhot tension ho rahi thi thodi der baad aapke phone se mujhe bar se waiter ka phone aaya aur aapke baare mai batya aap bhot drunk the aapko aapke ghar nahi le jaa sakti iss liye yaha le aayi
R: ishita am really sorry meri wajeh se tumhe itni taklif hui am really sorry
He comes towards her
R: i don't know tumse kya kahu? Mujhe kuch yaad bhi nahi kal raat kya hua? But agar maine tumse kuch bhi galat kaha ho tumhe hurt kiya ho toh am sorry
I: hurt toh aapne muje kiya hai raman mai soch bhi nahi sakti thi aap aisa karoge aap aise itne nashe mai uss bar mai agar aapko kuch ho jata toh agar mai waha time pe nahi jaati toh kya hota? I know aap bhot pareshan honge par iska matlab ye nahi hai ki aap itna drink karoge mai yaha aapka wait kar rahi thi aur aap waha kitna daar gayi thi aapko uss haal mai dekh kar
She said looking at him with teary eyes
R: ishita am sorry wo mai kisi baat ko leke tensed tha
I: aap toh kal mujhe pick karne aane wale the naa aapko kuch special kehna tha mujhse toh achank kya ho gya raman ?
She said looking in his eyes
R: kuch nahi mai wo bhool hi gya tha ki tum mera wait kar rahi ho kal tumhara mood khrab tha naa iss liye tumhe bas dinner pe bhar leke jana chata tha but mai khood hi bhool gya am sorry shyad tum meri wajeh se bhot hurt hui ho am really sorry
He said looking down
I: raman aap kyu jhoot bol rahe ho? Sach kya hai ye mai bhi jaanti hoon aur aap bhi mai jaanti hoon aap kal kya kehne wale the mujhse
She cupped his face and make him look at her
I: raman aap mujhse jhoot bol sakte ho par aapki aankhe kabhi jhoot nahi bol sakti toh kyu kossish karte ho? I know raman aapke dil mai kya hai aur mere dil mai bhi aapke liye same feelings hai aap kab tak chupaoge apni feelings ko?
She said looking in his eyes
R: tum kya bol rahi ho mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha look ishita tum jo soch rahi ho aisa kuch nahi hai tumhe koi misunderstanding hui hai
He said looking away not able to meet eyes with her
I: agar aisi baat hai toh aap ye baat meri aankhon mai dekh ke kyu nahi kehte? Aap sirf khood se jhoot bol rahe ho raman aur isse aapke saath mujhe bhi taklif ho rahi hai
R: ishita mai bhi tumse yahi kehna chatha hoon tumhe meri wajeh se sirf taklif milegi aur kuch nahi so please aisa kuch maat karo jisse tumhe taklif ho mai tumhe hurt nahi karna chatha tum bhot achi ho ishita par tum mujse door raho yahi sahi hoga tumhare liye mai nahi chatha meri wajeh se tum hurt ho
He said and wipes unshead tears from his eyes
I: aapki wajeh se mai kabhi hurt nahi ho sakti raman aap mujhe kabhi koi taklif nahi de sakti mai jaanti hoon
R: ishita please try to understand
I: i know raman mai jaanti hoon aap kyu mujhe khood se door karna chathe ho kyu aap jaante hue bhi apne dil ki baat nahi bol paa rahe
He looked at her confused
R: tum kya bol rahi ho?
I: mai sab jaanti hoon raman mujhe sab pata chal gya aapke saath kya hua tha sanjna ne aapke saath kya kiya tha mujhe sab pata chal gya
She said making him shocked
R: tumhe ye sab kaise pata chala?
I: kal raat nashe ke haal mai aapne sab kuch bata diya tha mujhe
She said and tells him happenings of last night how he told her everything about his life about his pain which he went through
I: raman maine toh kabhi socha bhi nahi tha aapke andar itna dard chupa hoga aapki jagah koi aur hota toh toot jaata par itna kuch hone ke baad bhi aapne kabhi kisi ko apne dard ke baare mai nahi batya par kal raat nashe mai aapne mujhe sab kuch bata diya
She said looking at him while his eyes filled with tears
I: raman i know aapke saath jo hua bhot galat hua but uske liye aap khood ko blame maat karo jo hua usme aapki koi galti nahi thi aur mujhe koi farak nahi padta aapki life mai pehle kya hua tha pehle mai aapke saath nahi thi par ab mai har kadam pe aapka saath dena chathi hoon koi ho naa ho mai hamesha aapke saath rahugi
She said cupping his face while he wipes his tears
R: ab toh tumhe sab pata chal gya naa ishita tum bhot achi ho aur mai nahi chatha ki meri wajeh se tumhari life barbad ho tum please mujhe mere haal pe chod do
I: agar mai aapki jagah hoti toh kya aap mera saath chod dete?
She said looking in his eyes he looks away
R: ishita please try to understand mai nahi chatha meri wajeh se tumhe problem ho pehle hi meri wajeh se tumhare saath kitna kuch ho gya pehle uss ashok ne tumhare saath batmizi ki aur phir shagun ne tumhari itni insult ki sab meri wajeh se mai nahi chatha ki meri wajeh se tumhe koi bhi aur problem ho tum mujhse door rahogi wahi tumhare liye thik hoga
He said with teary eyes
R: mai chalta hoon ghar pe sab wait kar rahe honge
He said and turns to go without looking at her ishita comes towards him and hugged him from behind
I: kyu kar rahe ho ye sab? Kyu khood ko aur mujhe taklif de rahe ho? Mai jaanti hoon mujhe door karke aap bhi kush nahi reh sakte aur naa hi mai aapke bina khush reh sakti hoon toh phir kyu kar rahe ho ye sab?
She said crying hugging him tightly raman's eyes also filled with tears
I: mujhe koi farak nahi padta aapke past se aap jitni bhi kossish karlo mai aapse door nahi jaaugi
She said hugging him tightly raman was also in tears seeing her like this he wipes his tears
R: ishita mujhe jana hai please leave me
I: nahi mai aapko kahi nahi jaane dugi
R: ishita please
She broke the hug and come in front of him
I: raman aapke saath jo hua wo sirf aapka past tha aap wo sab bhool kyu nahi jaate? I know it's not easy for you par aap kab tak aise rahoge? Jo galti aapne ki hi nahi uske liye khood ko blame kyu kar rahe ho?
She cupped his face
I: raman ab aap akele nahi ho mai aapke saath hoon and i promise you mai kabhi aapka saath nahi chodugi zindagi bhar aapke saath rahugi
She said looking in his eyes
R: ishita please ye sab baatien karne ka koi fayda nahi hai tum kabhi kush nahi reh sakti mere saath mai kisi ko kush nahi rakh sakta maine jisse bhi pyar kiya wo mujhse door ho gya tum please mujhse door raho
I: raman mai aapse kabhi door nahi jaaugi par aap kyu mujhe khood se door karna chathe ho? I know raman you love me aap mujhse pyar karte ho mai jaanti hoon life mai sabko second chance nahi milta aapko mil raha hai toh kyu aap mujhe khood se door kar rahe ho? Kya aap mere bina reh sakte ho?
She said looking in eyes
R: ishita tum
She put her finger on his lips
I: no raman mai aapki koi baat nahi sunugi aap ko jitni kossish karni hai kar lo mai aapse door nahi jaaugi yaad hai jab hum mile the toh kitna jaghra kiya karte dheere dheere hum dost ban gaye aur humne promise kiya tha ki ek dusre ka hamesha saath dege mai ye promise kabhi nahi todugi raman
She said looking at him while his eyes filled with tears she wipes his tears
I: raman ab mai ek pal bhi aapse door nahi reh sakti aap kahoge toh bhi mai aapko chod ke kahi nahi jaaugi because I love you i love you mujhe pata hi nahi chala kab ye dosti pyar mai badal gayi par mai itna jaanti hoon ki mai aapse bhot pyar karti hoon and i can't live without you
She said looking at him with teary eyes while he was shocked listing her confession
I: i love you raman mai jaanti hoon aap bhi mujhse bhot pyar karte ho aap chaiye bolo ya naa bolo aapki nazro mai saaf dikhai deta hai mai pehle aapke mooh se ye baat sunna chathi thi par koi baat nahi pehle maine bol diya mai jaanti hoon aap bhi bhot jald bologe ki aap bhi mujhse pyar karte ho
She said smiling between tears
R: ishita tum kyu kar rahi ho ye sab? Tumhe mujhse pyar karke kuch nahi milega
I: pyar kabhi soch kar nahi kiya jaata raman aur pyar mai koi expectations nahi hoti aur pyar pe kisi ka zor nahi hota mujhe aapse pyar ho gya hai raman mai jaanti hoon ki aapse acha mujhe koi mil hi nahi sakta you are perfect for me i know aap bhi mujhse pyar karte ho
R: ishita
I: kya aapko mujh pe vishwas nahi hai raman? Shyad aapko lagta hai sanjna ki tarah mai bhi aapko dhoka dugi
R: aisa kuch nahi hai please khood ko usse compare maat karo
I: toh phir kyu kar rahe ho ye sab? Kyu mujhe khood se door kar rahe ho? Aap mujhse pyar karte ho ye baat kyu except nahi kar lete ?
She cupped his face and make him look at her
I: mujhe nahi pata raman aapke dil mai kya chal raha hai par mai itna jaanti hoon ki aap mujhse pyar karte ho aur mai bhi aapse pyar karti hoon aur chaiye jo ho jaye mai kabhi aapka saath nahi chodugi mai aapko itna pyar karugi ki aap sari buri yaadien bhool jayege mai jaanti hoon aap mujhse door nahi reh sakte aur bhot jaldi aap bhi apne dil ki baat mujhse kahoge aap kahoge ki aap mujhse kitna pyar karte ho aur mai uss din ka wait karugi aur wo moment bhot jald aayega
She said looking at him with teary eyes she kissed his forehead he closed his eyes
I: ek baat yaad rakhna aap ab akele nahi ho mai aapke saath hoon hamesha i love you
She said and hugs him while he was not responding anything his eyes filled with tears listing her confession seeing her love for him while she was hugging him tightly he couldn't control himself and hugged her back tightly

After sometime they broke the hug
R: abhi mai chalta hoon ghar pe sab wait kar rahe honge
He said wiping his tears
I: raman aap apne dil ki baat nahi bologe? Iss din ka mai kabse wait kar rahi thi please keh do naa aap bhi mujhse pyar karte ho
She said looking at him he looked at her they shared intense eye lock raman broke the eye lock
R: mujhe chalna chaiye bhot der ho rahi hai
He said picking his mobile he looked at her
R: mai chalta hoon apna dhyan rakhna bye
He said and leaves from there before she can say anything
I: i know raman you love me aap apna pyar chupa nahi sakte iss liye chale gaye bina kuch kahe but i promise you aap bhot jald mujhe i love you kahoge
She thought and smiled
R: mai tumhe koi jhooti umeed nahi dena chatha ishita tum bhot achi ho mai nahi chatha meri wajeh se tumhara dil toote naa chathe hue bhi mera past baar baar mere saamne aa jata hai mai nahi chata ki mera past kisi bhi tarah tumhe effect kare please mujhse koi expectations maat rakhna mai tumhe hurt hote hue nahi dekh sakta haa mai bhi tumse pyar karta hoon par mai chathe hue bhi tumse keh nahi paa raha pata nahi mai tumhe khush rakh bhi paauga ya nahi am sorry ishita tum mujhse itna pyar karti ho aur mai tumhe hurt kar raha hoon i hope tum mujhe samajhogi
He thought and wipes his tears
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