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EPISODE 109

[Diwali Special Part 1]

Diwali dias[circles of protection]

The Diwali or Deepavali festival marks the victory of good over evil.As Darkness represents ignorance, and light is a metaphor for knowledge.

"meri ankhon mein tu muskuraye meri dadkan peh hain tere saye"

Celebration in both houses is in full swing at this felicitous and fortunate moment which is spreading the circle of peace within for each other but this peace is surrounded by the vortex of emotions which need to come out and root out all the weeds of auspiciousness within so a clear peaceful sky full of brightness of love and affection can emerge. A light always tears apart the darkness no matter what.

Khushi along with family does the puja .Is this the day or her beauty is ravishing with a new bride glow in red avatar.She is ready for her groom with special sweets which she made only for him .She made his father hand's touch the DM murti which was gifted by Anajli during the exchange of gifts to put the protective circle around his fears and amazingly puja was done by other daughter who is also waiting for the father's blessing to be safe in this circle too.[I wish they have explored the story of Babuji and Anjali] .Payal as an elder sister reprimands Khushi for going to RM at this auspicious day but Khushi's fate and DM's divinity is pulling her in that vicious circle of relationship with Arnav including with Raizadas.

Khushi made special sweet for Arnavji and the way she stopped explaining her joy to her sister explains the stance of her heart who just found out how to do Dhak Dhak.She came a long way.The day she took care of him and fed him her fav sweet he became special to her. From Nainital to hospital his shoulder was there for her and her sweet innocent caring nature for him along with Devi Maya's signs which turned her Rakshus into Arnavji for her today.

In RM La's friends come with music of our office days with sim and pam and they get astonished seeing La in a split personality who can talk to a goat and really cares about elders' wishes ,their respect, and their happiness.La's complete circle of her character's change from office chick to bhenji but cute one.Love her dialogue"agar tum kissi baat ko nahin mante lekin ussi hi baat se humare kissi bade ko khushi milti hai... toh usey karne mein problem kya hai, guys"

Translation:if you don't believe in something but your doing it makes some elders happy, what's the harm in doing it, guys.

Naniji and Khushi's joy and satisfaction over La's answer is worth watching as La today did move Naniji and she Thanked Khushi bitya for that.The circle of changing views are circling around Naniji.

The bride our Khushi is here and this is very religious day too and as I mentioned so many times whenever there is a day of pure Puja or any such occasion devine forces create such a circle around Shyam so his presence becomes negligible at that specific time and that's happening now,He has to hide just like he was late on Teej,he came after the right time, during their wedding anniversary and many others because God always gives evil chances but evil don't look for them and commit more sins and becomes the most discordant in God's eyes for forever.God puts stamp on them.

Anjali instruct Om Parakash to not to put pineapple in Suji Halwa.

Khushi is decorating the whole house with dias as Diwali is the event of brightness not noise and that's what she explains to La while making circles of these protective relationships.

Misty ,gusty , and chiming winds started circling in the surroundings with the shrieking noise this time with increasing intensity by closing the gap of proximity of the beauty while stepping down in his grey avatar with his frozen phone in the air.

He gets frozen in that moment and here she is sitting around the tiny twinkling dias which are increasing her glow and reflecting her red avatar more and more riveting and enchanting and here is that nimbo aachar totka,the magic the spell of which is gripping his heart and compelling him in this "chakravyue" to fall for her completely .

His frozen eyes don't stop his yearning for her as he can't look away from her as Di's words "who jab samne ayegi tou tumhain pata bhi nahin chalega'''aur tumhari sansein ruk jayengi"are circling here somewhere.That day he laughed and mocked his Di and today these words are mocking him.

That day in his office coming down the stairs with the phone in the air with Raba Ve Bg score first time enchanted by red beauty got froze in that mesmerizing and deviling sight of two hurt and complaining eyes during the brightening lights of photo shoot.But that fatal attraction did not remove his Grinch look but he did not come out of his frozen state from that captivated red beauty.

They have crossed a mileage since then and today he has pride in his eyes ,a pride of his selection which is very delectable to his heart which is thriving through his smile and his feet has no control over here and are heading towards her.

This "mehsoos" is being sensed on the other side too as his misty wind reaches her and her blown out matches get frozen in the air and she feels his burning gaze piercing her skin and a bafflement which she had couple of minutes before after knowing about the saree now making her realize what had just happened .

Her uneven breathing with quivering lips did not go unnoticed and that widens his smile with pride as he is very much aware of the effect of his yearning and gazing touch by his eyes which he takes as his RIGHT over her and she never refuses either.

They both are lost in this mesmerized and enchanting moment unaware of their intoxicated surroundings .He is completely drawn by this red alluring, bewitching, tempting, riveting and compelling beauty which arousing his desires with tenderness and the indulgence of which is making him inebriated with perplexed and mixed emotions are circling both of them.

La startled them,"arrye'.yeh kya kar diya tumne... tumne toh apne aap ko diyno mein ghair liya..."

Translation:what have you done, you've surrounded yourself with lamps.

Khushi is trapped in her self made circle of dias."chakravyue" and its hard for clumsy Khushi to come out.

.La,"ASR 'plz help chamkili" and how can he refuse as he made promise by putting his hand to take her out from any distress circle and here he is with her in the middle of it under the Sehar[spell] of RED eternal beauty''

Episode 110

Diwali {PART 2}

Continue from Part 1

Arnav's feet are meant to proceed towards its destiny to protect her to keep his promise with her. Isn't that one of 7 vachans during the wedding. There is nothing in this world that can stop him from reaching her to remove her obstacles in her way whether he has it or not but he will create the WAY to Khushi always and that's the beginning of it. He reaches to the center as this is the beginning of "jab humari Dhadkane eik ho jati hain"[when our heartbeats become one]

Episode 110
Arnav and Khushi are destined to walk together forever hand in hand to love, support, and protect each other!

His gazes and yearning over this mesmerizing and stunning beauty are not taking rest by putting its guards down as this is his right.He gulps down his arousing desires and casts his right by asking her hand and she hesitantly but willingly gave him his right to hold on.She trusts her Rakshus now as she knows he is the reason of her Dhak Dhak.He is completely under this intoxicated "Nasha" [drunk] while holding her hand He is taking her out without breaking the gazes but she is guiding. hmmm'. interesting.

Remember Khushi puts dias of light as she is the light in Arnav's Dark life to guide him but he is in her life to take her out from the mess she creates during this guidance.But they both are coming out of it together meaning they both will be always clearing the mess of each other.

Khushi's hand on her and his desire to see her reaction, her quivering lips with blushing cheeks makes this circle more desirable as he knows his touch and proximity melts her too.

Khushi trips and holds on to him sum up the future. Khushi is the main cause of shaking and tripping all the relations as they are among circles of Dias meaning relations and Arnav is the one holding on to her to keep all the dias in order meaning all the relations at its place. Khushi holds on to him as her dependence on him starts from that hug which she initiated but he provided the confidence in her by protecting her from the goons.

Arnav is always there as "Hamesha Sanbhalta Rahoonga" from Sheesh Mahal till Karva Chauth.In love or hate.

She is getting scared with his burning yearning over here,she has to step back from there but Arnav[Arjun] is bringing her out at any condition for their success.They both are out of this circle but not from each other's yearning and dwindling till La intercepts by bringing the circle of memory of Anklet which is not gone unnoticed by him.

His gazes over her make her drapes her saree quickly but that action clears his drapes of some possessions of hers which is her Mother's touch and who knows the meaning of that more than Arnav.He is nowhere in the vicinity when Khushi's eyes were searching for him. Regardless that payal[anklet] is Khushi's tender touch for him which he holds in his hand but for her it's her mother's relic preciousness and above all she is distressed for not having it and he can't let that happen after that night when she shared her most precious feelings and fears with him.

He is in his room holding silver payal in the air remembering how he got in this spell of protection by that day."Majbori thi tab bhi aura ab bhi" as her words are fitting on him now as he was helpless then and worse now in her captivated "Seher" [Spell]

Hand in the air like this shows dominance meaning I'll decide when to let it go and that's what he is doing he is willingly giving her, her own payal today. The same way he found his payal and held under the stars with dominance and pride with parent's permission.

Di and Naiji come to encircle him with the new avatar of La and want to proceed with the new avatar of life for him with her but he is adamant to remain bachelor in case of La.Naniji and Di leaves him by telling him to reconsider and think about it again but not happy with his confused avatar.The circle of his dark past is very much circling around him still fresh as day one but at the same time he is way scared with these overhauling and fiddling feelings of Khushi which are driving him nuts and his brain vs heart war is so not making him rest here.

Just like him Khushi's perplexity and distress over La's excitement is very much visible just like the other day her lonely tears slip through without her control and grabbed attention of Arnav ,today her kneeling heart is throwing sadness on her chubby cheeks which is very much noticed by La.

Shyam hides during too many predators and that's exactly what is he doing here.Khushi by the grace of Dm is here to find his truth too but just like last time while hiding from Arnav in this room,today again his truth is hidden by her.[just wondering a big pic of their wedding she couldn't see.hmmm]

Just like last time"khushiji ka iss gahr mein ana band ho jaye"[to make Khushi stop coming here] he is throwing his slouchy moves to sting quickly.

"Jadu Hai Nasha hai madhoshian tujh ko bhula ke ab jaoon kahan"

Dekhti hain jis tarah se teri Nazrain mujhe

Mein khud ko chupaoon kahan "

His burning gazes on her making her hide but he's right on her is not letting her do so. She gets startled by La,he gets caught by another guest but still their sense of feeling each other's presence is totally unaware of surroundings just like new groom wants to be with his bride he is as anxious as he could be with her alone and she wants to be away from his hankering as her uneven breathing with her shivering avatar is again making him so on . They steal glances with each other all the time and she sneaks out when La gets her attention but his eyes keep following her.

They know each other's sense of longing. Amazingly he turns around first and walks towards her and she walks backward while facing him meaning even though their distances, her engagement to the scorpion and his to La,they are still in the same phase and that is Devi Maya whose striking lights shows her anger in this matter to keep em together.

Khushi in her Eternal Heaven [poolside] lightening Dias to stay away from his gazes as its hard for her to stay away from him when their eyes met as this "sehar" entwines em really stronger to be escaped.'

"Khushi "and here he is with his entangled heart with Khushi's magical share. Stunning beauty is stunned by his presence again but she twists her ankle in this escape.He holds her and she holds him and wants to be away but her pain is not making her staying away from him.

He made her sit on the chair but her closeness is making him lose all of his control just like the other day while removing dust he was complete uses his right same here.Her nervousness in this closed proximity is quite natural as the other day her eyes were closed but today she can see and feel her burning desires for her.He grabs her foot and lifts her saree.She looks at him with baffled eyes but he lowers his gaze with respect the very same way he turned the other side after giving her Dupatta. His fingers fondle over her foot to shiver her through her spine as she is noticing his every move.

"Thoda dard ho ga"[you will feel some pain] and she yelps while holding his shoulder tightly and his feel for this sensuousness is way dripping from his gulping to yearning while looking at her.She squeezes her grip on his shoulder again by breathing heavily.Her uneven breathing is making him lose his control again but he regains his strength and "ab theek hai"[now its ok} and she realizes the awkwardness of the moment while releasing his grip but he did not want this awkwardness to be ended.She tries to release herself but his grip becomes stronger. Her questioning look makes him kneel down and brings out from his pocket ,her payal[anklet] her mother's presence as he is proposing her by keeping the payal in the air dominantly as that's what he wants''

Episode 111

Diwali Part 3

continue from part2

He takes out the payal from his pocket and deliberately but humbly shows her. She looks at him with riveting emerging feelings with so many questions .His silently offer is circling in her with astonishment as her mother's only sign the one she thought she'd lost he has it but why?. She is completely speechless and he puts the payal around her ankle with his complete right on her but with delicacy ,Is this the same Arnav Singh Raizada for whom"mujhe kissi larki se koi farak nahin padta"[Not a single girl matters to me] is sitting by bowing his head down and giving some girl the feel of being special to him but this is not some girl and he would definitely not do this for anyone else either but its Khushi and for whom he wants to do it to make her feel better ,may be because he wants to lift her fears which she shared with him only and since then he shows concerns or may be its for him as he knows she values his the same way.

He gets up and two steps backward,she gets up without leaving her sight which she was missing couple of minutes before when he disappeared but this time with unresolved questions are circling around without thinking anything else.Their eyes met and it becomes unbearable for her so she turned first and then he turns to leave but then after two steps[2 is sexual tension] stops and turns back to her to follow his heart to its Dhakan by putting all the guards down to let go of his shell behind.

His intoxicated looks ,her innocent beauty and these burning desires which were making her with quivering lips with her uneven breathing which is adding fuel to fire for him as he can't or does not want to control these appealing desires of her.He wants her to be closed to him with all of her avatar but just for him.He wants to gulp her glowing beauty,wants to devour her innocence , inhale her essence, taste the nectar for life .

These arousing desires make him step forward and its not hard to understand his intentions as she flusters immediately but anticipates along with him as she is not leaving just like she did not stop him for having his right on her everytime.She steps backward with each of his forward one with the same rhythm which clearly shows him her intentions.

"Jadu hai nasha hai" circles around em with enchanted winds along with arousing waves of hidden desires in the pool of their bodies which is quivering the water in the pool along with flickering lights.He wants to go any length with her at this moment to make it his ,to make it for them to cherish "hamesha.

She hits the wall and he hits her avatar so close to feel her heaping bosoms to lavish her quivering petals which are lusting the intoxicated and liquorish nectar to devour.He caresses her hair from her forehead and then keeps his warm palm on her cheek , she closes her eyes by clutching her saree as she is flushing away with these overflowing heaping desires along with her bosoms with half opened lips as she is craving for it.He holds her other cheek with the gentle but warm breezy touch.They look at each other to get the admired permission as she did not stop him or said "no" and he took that cue as a "yes" which weakens her with closed eyes along with his hazel liquorish ones which are having firm focus on her rosy petals.

And there it is a phone ring ,a circle of waves to shun their intimate act at this moment.

If Aman [ want to kill him if he ever comes in front of me] would've called imagine this act would've been ended where.hmmm'''.The Act of the moment of inflated desires is now startled them from their traumatic yet beautiful charisma which is going to get nastier each second.

ASR is back with closed eyes but with fears and shattering disbeliefs how he could let anyone allow to break his shell to make him that weak.He needs to walk away from there with his armored walk.

Khushi, "yeh kya hua... hum iss tarah kaise? aur... arnavji ke paas humari payal? matlab kya hua iss sab ka... humain pata lagana hoga... poochna hoga ."

Translation: what happened ?... how can I?... and my payal is with arnavji? what is the meaning of all of this... I have to find out... I will have to ask. she wants to know about the payal, but above all..." woh sab."

ASR in his weak and vulnerable atate," "kaise kar sakta hoon main yeh... kya ho gaya tha mujhe... kyoun... kyoun kamzore padh gaya main."

Translation:How can I do this... what happened to me... why did I become weak.[weak in love MR Yummylicious]

He avowed for not letting any woman matter to him or come even close to his heart.Near the window, finding his calm and strong shell but here she is with her determination to seek answers of her questions which are bothering her since couple of days and this is the moment she wants confirmation not other than anyone else but him as he is the answer himself but for the sake of peace of his inner turmoil he leaves her there baffled.[I wish she did not go there to seek answer right away as his storm needs time to settle down but it was meant to be that way totally my POV]

This time she follows him for her answers as couple of minutes he was doing so.She finds him in their eternal heaven,he knows this sehar ,this whispering steps in his heart just needs to pretend but if she let be.

Khushi," "hum jaante hain ki iss waqt aap phone pe nahin hai..."

Translation: I know you are not on the phone, she said standing behind him with uneven breath circled with intensity and worrisome.

Khushi,"humain aapse kuch baat karni hai," [I need to talk to you.]

Arnav with his classic firmness,"mujhe tumse koi baat nahin karni," [I don't want to talk to you,]

Khushi with her determination and persuasion "karni padegi.. aapko humari payal kahan mili.. kabse yeh aapke paas hey.. aur.. aapne humain pehle wapis kyoun nahin ki.. sirf aaj hi kyoun"

Translation: Tell me, where did you get my payal and why didn't you return it to me before and why only today? Today she wants real answers and only from him who just gulped down every word of her quietly and obstinately

Khushi,"bataeye--- jawab dijiyeh... ," [ tell me, answer me] she is persistent and assertive.

Arnav, 'Eik baar kahi hui baat tumhe samajh nahin aati hai? just leave me alone"

He attacks with his nastiness... [don't you understand first time when told]

"In fact, tumhari shaqal bhi nahin dekhni hai...aur na baat suni hai do you understand." [In fact, I don't want to see your face or hear you, do you understand? ]
Khushi with deep hurt at his remarks but still insistent with steadiness,

Khushi,"nahin understand... aap samjhaiye humain,"[ I don't you make me understand]

Arnav"nikal jaao yahan se..." [get out of here..].

He wants to leave... she advances to stop him.[my older one does that every time when I am angry and want to leave his room lol] She is getting angrier along with him and as whenever she gets upset to seek answers she asks too many questions .How can she let him go after whatever happened.Transformation of burning desires to determination and from there now turning it to bitter agitation.

Khushi,"humne kaha samjhaiye humain... bataiye kyoun aapne humari payal apne paas rakhi... kyon ab tak wapis nahin ki.. iss sab ka kya matlab hai..."

Translation: I said make me understand... tell me why did you keep my payal... why didn't you return it before.. what's the meaning of all this? You can hear the glare in her voice'.and then suddenly loses the intensity "aur wo sab," [and all that?]

"aur usska jo kuch dair.pehle..." [and that which a little while ago...]

Arnav's half turned away face now gets that glare from these two words and becomes untolerable for him

"I said just leave me alone..." He is weakening now and he needs to do something to stop her and by stepping forward grabbing her tightly with gritted teeth and biting words and hiding his weakness for her in anger

"Ab Eik shabd bhi bola na toh..." [If you say one more word now]

Her pain and rolling tears in her eyes... his pain and staring with glare melts him, shatters him and he releases her with closed yet painful and inconsolable eyes as he can't see her crying and above all he can't meet her eyes today.. Rabba Vey circles more pain in the surroundings of this eternal heaven.Two soul mates in pain with longing for each other but whose fault is here ,no ones in my POV ,it meant to nbe like that as they both are right and wrong in their own ways.

Khushi, "aap iss tarah bina humara sawal ka jawab diye nahin ja sakte."[ you can't leave like this without giving me an answer]

Arnav"jawab? mujhe tumhe koi jawab dene ki zaroorat nahin hai..." [answer? I don't need to give you any answer] and he leaves without giving answer

But he left being decisive as he has to stop this tidal wave from reaching to shore and this was his decision to marry La...The girl who he refused to marry just a while ago in front of Di and Naniji and now he is saying what they want to hear "Shaadi kar rahe hain" [we are getting married] to just push Khushi out of his life who was making him "kamzor" weak but did he get stronger by saying that "no" as he is not meeting anyone eyes here ,can't see or enjoy their happiness for him either as his yearning eyes are screaming for one and only one and that is Khushi on the other side of that glass window whose small world again collapsed as she saw him ,heard him with his mysterious action which is impossible for her to understand why did he do that.

A man who aroused her feelings up to this level ,kept her payal, gave her that much respect by putting it on her , flushed himself against her and now this...She is unable to connect dots as only one dot she can connect she is no one here and he was playing along as "character Dheela" but she does not feel that way for her as her Mind Vs Heart war is so on just like him.

Now he is marrying with her friend and the whole family is happy how can she do anything to hurt these people who she loves so much ...What a night where his eyes never left her in passion or in abhorrence ,If ASR is back so is Khushi with tears...which always make him "Kamzor" weak!

EPISODE 113

Diwali...Part 5

What a night where darkness is prevailing inside and outside the door.Inside she is facing the wrath to say yes for a deceit who is waiting for her with open

arms . Outside her heart is awaiting with his eyes who are not ready to leave her tonight at any state...at any cost

na paas aa sakain hain.na door ja sakain,...Raba...

Arnav with debility"tumne gadi mein chhor diya tha,"[you left it in the car]. He came back with her wallet but why..Khushi with bafflement...with questions .why is he here again ?

He hands her the wallet, eyes dark ,cold but still with a flicker of firmness "tumne gadi mein chhor diya tha... "

Khushi like a statue,no words...while Buaji intervenes and calls him in vehemently like her own son"babua...andar aao na "[come in son]He will be loving and caring her later like her own son...

Here he is first time meeting her father,the most important person in her life.His concerns for her family leaving another "nahin understand " moment in her mind .He bids good bye after saying "happy Diwali". He gets another convulsion "Nahin amma inhain meetha mana hai"[he can't have sweets] from Khushi's concerns for him.[hubby and wifey talk]What a night where in this dark Diwali the light of their love is still flickering .They share their moment quietly.Another ritual is done ,groom in his in laws for the first Diwali.

His gazes are still refusing her sight..."shukriya..." [thank you ]she said... in tension. , she's perturbed and disarrayed within as you can feel this discomfort in each of her move here...[it felt she was thankful for him to come back]
"humara batwa lautane keh liye..." [for returning my purse]

He stops, clenches his jaws as he had enough of her resilience against his wrath and every move of her tonight is bubbling his lava to erupt and this is the last straw in it.He wants to break her to keep his shell on even its shattered one.My heart goes down when he turned with his stone exterior behind of which a king , a young man wants to embrace her queen in his arms for eternity but he is on a mission to hate her as much as he can to get his control back and he got another reason to distend here...[just want to hug these both]

"apni cheezain yahan wahan chorne ki aadat hai tumhain. jaise apni payal mere pool par chori thi... tumhari payal mere paas thi iss baat ka koi galat mattlab mat nikal laina... yeh mat sochna eik amir adami tumhari payal ko apne seene se laga kar baitha tha...Mujhe in sab se koi fadak nahin padta"

Translation:stop leaving your things her and there like you left your payal by my poolside, don't take any wrong meaning of it that some rich was holding it near to his heart ,it has no meaning for me and that is the last nail in the coffin.[My heart breaks in million pieces with her as her first love who made her feel which she never did before is telling her all this that she is nothing ...]

Khushi in abhorrence and revulsion with baffling around his concerns,care , and delicacy while not letting her out of his sight the whole night ,putting her payal on her and above all luring his electable lips near hers..."Koi Matlab Nahin Hai"[has no meaning] by emulating ASR...

Arnav like an ankle biter going in for ruthless and intimidating way to kill her innocent spirit,""shayad tumhare liye hoga..." ..."tumhain toh laga hoga keh tumhari zindagi ban gayey." ..."mere liye uss baat ki, ya tumhari... koi ahmiyat nahin hai."

Translation: maybe for you it is.. you must have thought your life is set now. But For me neither you nor that thing has any importance.Here is proving her "haan nahin hai Dil ASR keh seene mein..."[ASR does not have any heart]

Sad Raba Ve slides in to increase the pain...to intensify her sudden reaction in her rejection "meant nothing" by the very first man who meant everything to her.

Raba Ve changes to Tu hi bata mere Maula[fourth time as this is the new beginning of new phase of their life]...

Khushi in tears jerks up by his slamming door.Her tears makes him "kamzore" but he is the reason of these scattered pearls all the time.

He will make this whole world pay for her tears Shyam,Dadi,Garima and more and will do what ever will it take to bring her smile back..."bas yehi tou mein chahta tha keh eik bar tumhare chehre peh smile aajaye"[I just wanted a smile on your face] ...all the way "humara eik aansoo aap keh dil ko hazar bar chot pohnchahta hai"...Har bar[my each tear hurt your heart.Arnav...every time]

Her clutching her wallet shows how strongly she is still clutching on Arnav...
Her ambling ,holding and sitting every move tells stance of her broken and shattered state even which turned into completely break down when Payal reminds her about lost anklet...

Khushi in mortifying state"uss baat ka koi matlab nahin tha, jiji."[It means nothing jiji]

She ran into her room ,locked Tu hi bata BG scores high notes in her convulsion state.Khushi with excruciating pain by hugging herself with endless tears, which are rolling down without control monotonously...[ I feel like hugging her badly]

Gar pyar in ko kheeche takrar in ko roke...Raba...

Arnav roaming around aimlessly like a stone figure pretending without heart but her pearly face is roaming over and over in front of his eyes pulling him in the vortex of love and hate as pyar and takrar...tu hi bata mere maula in the BG intensifies to bring these two who neither can live with each other nor stay away from each other .Her sniveling is unbearable as it always make him "kamzore"...as he halts the SUV by closing his eyes leaning his head backward in his turbulent state as there is no way to run for Arnav Singh Raizada this time as he can't hide anymore from the pain he caused her...[I want to hug him too so he can let it go]

Raba...Iss pyar ko kya naam doon

He just refused to enter this paradise which Khushi created for him with arousing yet beautiful feelings like roses to enter which he crushed today with his own thorns .

He remembered how her pearly tears were shedding and falling from her eyes during the announcement of his engagement' intention to marry la then her embracing la and her teary and questioning look at him, eyes were moist,only her tears just tears which are making Mighty ASR "kamzore" [weak] yet "Arnav Singh Raizada ko kissi larki se koi Fadak nahi padta"[Not a single girl matters to him]

One side A man who just broke her in million pieces but can do anything for her life her father and her family and other side the other man who is playing deceitful games with her Sita like wife and is ready with his slouchy games tonight to sting this middle class family's honor and above all can manhandle and use a poor father as a weakest link to get what he wants "to play with the honor of a young girl "if she will not accept his marriage proposal .

She is hurt and can't see the truth behind father's hurting eyes or may be it's written that way ...as Buaji's pressure is increasing with her blackmailing on an orphan regardless of Garima and Payal's intervention once in a while but the Lava which was building up this night flows up with the sense of responsibility towards its family especially towards Babuji...

She remembered the payal and his reverberating words ""mujhe iss sab se koi farq nahi padta, [doesn't mean a thing"] she finally retreats and gives in.

theek hai" ...hum tayar hain"[ok I'm ready]

Love this girl and her "himmat"[courage] she is full of flaccidity and resiliency as her heart is broken but not determination and strength.She is Khushi not for name's sake only.In my POV if he did not announce his engagement with La ,she would never said yes either no matter what .For her he is another woman's man now...

One man's complexity is pushing everyone's life up side down but may be this is "Bhagiya" Fate which will bring a lot of devastation in their lives and that day Arnav Singh Raizada will realize he can't write Fate by himself...but before it Khushi will give her reminder as a warning during her bandagement "aap ka haath pakad keh likhwaya hai..."but he will not listen to it regardless he will be in the Mandir...BUT HE IS THE ONE who will bring Khushi out of it and will place each relation to its place but together having her hand in his ...

What a night?Two young people flushed with their immense love and care for each other but ended up in tears for each other ..

Arnav said yes to run away from love to keep his beliefs "not a single girl matters to me...means nothing to me"

Khushi said yes to run away from that belief which means nothing to her now for which she was going against her family and saying No to Shyam...The reason of Her Dhak Dhak which means nothing now as she got the answer of "nahin understand" in her version...

A deceit has won just because truth was not faced and embraced by one man but in between these two a PURE pearl has been muddled and scared...

EPISODE 116

Khushi's Engagement PART 2

A key which has power to unlock doors and caskets to something hidden secretly physically or spiritually and it is also a solution to a problem. Lets put this key in the lock opening but wait for turning ,twisting [this key Khushi] to open this door named as ASR'..

Shyam's Mahoorat[Slochy Rook ]

Mahoorat is done for this manipulative Slouchy Scorpion as auspicious time is done but he is determined to engage with Khushi at any cost.He is puttin babuji through hell "Suhag ki sej paane ke liye arthion ka dar dikhana padta hai," [to get the wedding night bed one must put the fear of the death bed into people.] What an axial with hanging pendulum of sick psych ''

There he stood behind the window pane with pain delineated on his face just like a spectator watching his life walk away from him .. Arnav back to his dark shell as she is gone, a rose has been muddled and mission is accomplished "his control is back"...and then by the first turn ,A visual, her physical presence [ part of her] in the form of a key makes him atrocious that he still has traces of her ..Arnav grabs the key in rage to throw it out and then his hand stopped in the air with her voice .. "zara suniye!" please listen...

the striking realization that it was the same Key that had the blessings of the DM,he same key that he had told Khushi to throw away..

The revealing Truth makes him immediately to hold on to it safely in his palm .

Another trace her blood makes him realize that Khushi has been hurt when he pushed her.."khushi" the only word comes out with concerns, tenderness,and with love under his lips but with flickering pains in eyes like he has hurt her indeed...

Finding that Khushi is hurt, he hurries to release her pains .He drives to the Mandir where Khushi is praying, entrusting her future into her Mother Devimayya's hands.

Khushi"humne unhe unki mannat ki chabi bhi lauta di... bhool se bhi unhe yaad nahin karenge" [I returned his sacred key ,even by mistake I won't remember him...] how cutely she is remembering her LG.

But Deviy Mayya has settled things already in their favor. The moment Khushi walks out of the mandir after feeling safe in her mother's arms She meets with her king,her protector and her guide chosen by Devimayya by herself... Only for her.Piano mingles in for this beautiful and auspicious moment.Its an eye opening moment for Khushi as if the night prevailed with darkness for her the day launched brighter than ever...

The duppatta covering her face indicating an adumbrated vision , a confused picture of the situation, her minds will be filled with wrong aspiring thoughts of being pressure for wrong reasons but when she will remove it she will see a clear and true view she will accept Arnav as her true mate ..[ after revelation she will forgive him"kyuonkeh baat aapki hai iss liye agar koi aur hota tou nahin padta..."...then her confession to herself "'kyuon na iss unjane unsune ehsaas ko eik mauqa to do" all the way when he stands besides her during Dadi thingy while talking to Payal...."humnain bhi Arnavji ko khabi aise nahin dekha"...to the very end where she will submit herself to him for eternity.

while in the case of Arnav, the removal of his goggles indicates that he will finally unfasten his seat belt to fasten up with her by revealing his inner most thoughts and fears, he will let her into his world'..A world where his sister does not have any access'[mother's garden is one of em]..

Arnav approaches Khushi with concerns in his eyes, softness in his tone ."Khushi"'..while a hurt Khushi tries to leave.. A Passive Arnav with suppressed urgency tells Khushi ,"khushi, "main tumse baat kar raha hoon, tum aise nahin ja sakti," i am talking to you, you can't walk away."

"[I am talking to you,you can't go like that]...but a emotionally wrought Khushi who has had enough of this roller coaster ride .. She gives a piece of her mind to Arnav ,"kyuon nahi ja sakte'.yeh zindagi humari apni hai ...hum jahan chahain ja sakte hain'aapko humain order daine ka koi haq nahin hai....[Why can't I leave this is my life and I can go anywhere I feel like it] Arnav with gritted teeth,"Don't talk to me like that"....[He never liked when Khushi thinks or talks badly with him] leading ASR's rage to grab and hold her by force ..Khushi jerks her arm up with bafflement...But is Khushi worried about the pain or protesting that she has been held against her will..NO ... All she is fussing over by surrounding people because of stigma. ASR calms down by her concerns and the gripping hold turns into a gentle touch trailing down her arm making her lose her anger anticipating along with that, He brings up the injured hand exposing the wound

Arnav has the first look at the wound, An anguished voice escapes '."Tumhain "[you are hurt] [ as he could not believe that he actually had hurt her] by composing himself which only strives to increase Khushi's anger ..Khushi in her bickering,"hann tou aapse matlab"[So why do you bother'...Arnav,"Stop fussing"...".He grabs her hand, begins to wipe the traces of blood from the scratch ...

Loved the ferociousness in his eyes when Khushi says, "Chodiye", it was like I have every bloody right to hold your hands, Dammit ..Don't tell me what I should do !! and also his instantaneous look of concern when she hisses in pain.

Just at the hour of destiny [6:00 o,clock sacred time but on Shyam's watch], with God as witness ,accompanied with Sacred chants along with Manter [god's words], Arnav singh Raizada begins to tie the bandage around Khushi Kumari's Gupta Ring finger effectively wrapping his name with her's...

Hai Dhoop sa Woh Agar tou Woh Chandini raat si hai

This auspicious act is solemnized under the illumination of Sun..The star [the parents ] that is eternal witness to the sacred deed.. It is done at Evening/twilight the hour when Sun and Moon mingles symbolically suggesting that to Arnav as Sun is mingling with Khushi as Moon ..the Temple bells ringing in happiness as if immortalizing the this union of two daunting forces ..Devimayya's Chunri appears flying towards them as if protecting these two star crossed lovers ... and stamping the final seal of approval is the Devimayya's blessing in the form of Aarathi..which her devout child and believer Khushi receives but not atheist Arnav who still has a few more lessons to learn ..

He will be in Mandir taking Aarathi and doing all willingly by taking off his aviators just for KHushi but he will..

Addled Khushi with his intense looks and care,"humne mana kiya tha na," [I'd said not to.] Being offensive,"aap kya chahte hain humse,"[ what do you want from me?]... Does he have the answer ...?

The eternally bound soul mates have one of their contention again and swearing they will never see each other.. started walking away and out of each other's life under Tu hi bata mere maula spell [ as they fondly imagine ..yeah right right next day she is in his arms ] ..The united hearts[ring finger joined with his heart] continue their journey on parallel route, fully assured for not seeing each other again but forgetting that two opposing banks of a river can meet by a bridge and in the case of this parallel route..that bridge will be LOVE !!

They both are walking in the same direction unlike during Diwali meaning their paths are same and in the same direction

Lamha-e-Fikeriya[Thinkable moment: All the dialogues by Khushi about he realizing one day that what all he did was because God wanted him to do it...and that day she won't be around. That is true. She might be around but that day she will be so far away that he even won't have his tears to support him . I think that day he'll realize that Khushi was also a victim of Shyam like his Di and not a delinquent. He literally will have to work very hard to win her back.

Later during, Khushi I love you...He was holding her pom pom with tears "I can't believe its you ...I thought it's a dream" That day is connected here...He also apologized Khushi during remarriage.He also did play tricks to win her back when he promised he will make her his life partner for forever before the night of Khushi's Bday

Originally posted by: AdiGallia

always , if he is wrong he will mend his acts by making all correct

Originally posted by: Sadalakshmi

i love each nd every word u describe for our ipk ...

im realyy sry if hurting bcz of absence

Pleease for give me