\\IPKKNDRewind//...Aag aur Paani... Episodes 21-169 - Page 34

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She tells him everything

Every single detail of her pain

how easily she knows he will know exactly how does she feel

in return making him realize that she knows how does he feel

he was harsh that no one knows how does he feel but this night under these stars he and she gets connected with this pain

A thread, a dhaga which has been knotted to bring them closer

Episode 101

Tu hi bata mere Maula Special

Luck "Taqdeer", Destiny which always plays a role in our life though some of us believe in writing by ourselves .

Shyam is playing with a heart whose voice can be heard by any invisible force of divinity  in this world but the forces around him who are hell bound to force a relationship on a pure soul[Khushi] thrown  by the forceful Scorpion's sting.He is taking blessings by hurting a helpless guy . Such a poltroon ---😡

 Buaji and Garima is fixing Khushi and Shyam's marriage and Scorpy's stingy smile is killing one heart who is totally helpless in front of this force but totally unaware of the smile of destiny which is going to abate this evil force once and for all.

Destiny is playing role with these two sisters along with  Arnav and Khushi .Akash wants to be with her in her distress but can't because of the created circumstances .He calls her to find out about her dad and the family but Payal tells her the difference of status they have and because of that they shouldn't be talking to each other .Payal always shows a mature and astute attitude towards practical life.I really like the way she keeps her self respect up front just like Khushi but Khushi sometimes goes submissive for the love of her family  or in other word channel has to show a perfect Bahu which Payal did the same later.

Arnav comes to hospital to rectify his mistake as he couldn't hug her back or console her but  as he is man of action not words ,he is here to pay all the bills for her and wanted to leave without being in the picture but again Destiny is playing his role she finds out and she did not like it as she did not forget his words "tum jaisi aukad ki larki paisoon keh liyeh khuch bhi kar sakti hai"[a gal like you can do anything for money]She does not want him to think she hugged him because she wanted money as he thinks of her not more than a "gold digger".She is standing in front of him with her self respect "Hum apne Babuji ka ilag khud karwa sakte hain---hum par koi ehsaan mat kijye-hum she nahin payengey[I can take care of my father's treatment-----don't do any favor as I can't tolerate it]

He is perplexed too ,"I know you can take care of everything and I felt my accountant shouldn't cut the TDS."

Khushi with her contrariant and unmixable shaky emotions realizes what is she saying as he is here to help her but nothing .She walks away and he sees her with his uncertain emotions but he sure knows her shaky and tempestuous state and he can't leave her like that .He comes close to her while she is pouring her pain out by crying bitterly which is unbearable for him .Again subconsciously she relies on him ,depends on her pillar of strength and tells him she can't lose her father again ,she can't go through with the same pain again and starts sobbing by covering her face .He hesitantly and slowly picks his hand and puts on her head to assure her "he is always be there for her no matter what." She looks at him and his hand receives his unsaid words as she knows he will be.

They both steal glances of each other and then walk away in different direction with the Sufiana Kalam [Qawali] in the BG and every note is indicating their state of Divine Love which is strange but bonded together by FATE and every element of this earth is joining hands together to bring em together.

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula, Tu Hi Bata Mere Raba,

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Kabhi Ye Mil Payenge, Nahin Kisiko Hai Pata,

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Faasle Meelon Ke Hain, Dono Hain Alag Disha,

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Mil Paaye Kabhi Dono, Kya Teri Isme Hai Razaa...?

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Yun To Badhe Hain Inke Kadam, Inhe Raasta Tu Hi Dikha

The dots of the Sufiana Kalam[Qawali] are sending notes to connect these dots for them or in other words praying and playing with destiny to bring them an inch closer each time.

1st TIME:"jab who tumhari zindagi mein ayegi tou tumhain pata bhi nahin chalega aur who tumhari zindagi ka hissa banjayegi"[When she will come in your life you will not even realize it how will she be a part of your life] ...His Di told him that and that day there dots were connected from Lukhnow to Delhi.

Khushi told her Jiji why don't we search for boys who are brothers then we will be together and a thunderbolt connected those dots as her wish along with Anjali's wish got accepted and which was written by Fate already, but at the same time Akash and Payal's destiny was written too .Indeed these two selfless souls who can go any length for their family then how the destiny make em disappointed by not taking care of them. That time ASR was playing odd games to keep her away but was he successful.His odd games entangled him in her red saree and then drenched him in the rain hug for her safety . Destiny proved stronger than ever.

THEY BONDED BY AIR[from Lakhnow to Delhi until now where they feel each other]

2nd TIME: During Bherserai but until then they were already in this union stronger than ever.He lost his heart while saving her in guest house and she planted a seed of thoughts of him as a savior other than Rakshus,He broke her fast during Teej and couldn't resist feeling his right over her and she did the same by showing her annoyance and anxiety over La's proximity for him which did not go unnoticed by him either .They both bonded by destiny here by dropping sindoor on each other and her innocence bewitched beauty  behind closed eyes melted the mighty shell of ASR.BUT don't forget Destiny also making Slouch Scorpion to dig deeper pit for himself so he cannot come out of it when he fell in it .Teej brought him to Anjali[ so Destiny was trying to warn him too but making him the reason to bring these souls together.]

THEY BOTH BODED BY WATER[breaking fast] AND EARTH[Sindoor]

3rd TIME:Today He is putting his hand ,his circle of protection around her and she is receiving it with bafflement but in her subconscious she knows the meaning of it regardless of her denial .From Bherserai till now they both can't stay from thinking about each other ,their "mehsoos" is stronger than ever they feel each others pain and above all they both care for each other in the time of need regardless of their denial and egoistic nature .Her smile is his strength and she is getting accustom to his anger [in Nainital]"humain tou sochna pade ga na kyuonke ghuse mein tou aap dimag ladana hi band kar dete hain"[because you stop thinking in anger] ...She knows he does not look Laad Governor while he laughs .His possessiveness over her is way too much as he can go any length for her and she witnessed that [while beating goons]...She can do whatever it takes to save him as he witnessed that while he fainted and then in Nainital during her Nautanki but her intentions were pure and 

He puts his hand on her in Nainital but she did not know that but today again he is doing it but they both acknowledging it just like she rested her cheeks on his palm and she had no clue about it but he felt every bit of it by the bottom of his heart.

              [4th element FIRE will play along during the night of forced marriage when they will be bonded together by fate regardless in hate but Destiny fulfilled  connecting dots to bring these soul mates together but without this Qwali] 

Khushi comes home and Buaji & Amma talk with her for her marriage and after finding out about Shyam she refused to marry not because of Shyam but she does not think of him like that and she made him clear to.His calling her "Khushiji" in a certain modulation cleary shows his Psycho state 😡but he covers him up quickly  with his slouchy moves as he was doing this all for Babuji.Yeah right you Scum bag----[Buaji and Amma's force and push for marriage is unbearable to watch and shows the weak mentality of our culture]

 MOMENT OF THE DAY

Episode 102-small Part 103

Dreams ,wishes, and desires are the driving forces

Khushi's dream,"Humne socha tha jab pyar hoga to asman mein sitare aur bhi chamkne lagey gain . har jagah sirf wohi nazar ayengey. aur jab woh samne ayengey to phool barasne lagengey, anchal mein sitare chamakne lagengey, charon taraf  sirf hansi aur khushi ka mahol hoga"

Translation:I thought in love stars will look brighter in the sky.He will be seen  everywhere . When he will come near to me flowers will be showered  and stars will sparkle in my Dupatta and there will be laughter in the surroundings.

This is Khushi's dream where there is no room for Slouchy Shyam .Period

Payal knows Khushi's excitement for the wedding since her childhood and she is not seeing that on her face.As an elder sister she is trying to make her understand the difference between dream and reality,"tum aur tumahre sapne!.Kahan se dhoondegi eik aisa bewakoof jo tere har bewakoofi bhara sapne ko pura karega?Bata  hai koi aisa Nazar 

mein !"

Translation:You and your dreams!  Where are you going to get such an idiot who will fulfill all of your idiotic dreams. Do you know anyone ?" 

Payal has no clue Her idiot has accepted her with all of her idiotic dreams and she is connecting the clues because Hey Hey is echoing in her dreams now all she has to do just acknowledge it with open eyes.

Buaji scolds at Khushi for leaving for work but Khushi with her mature dreamy reality to work for her father's medical needs makes her remember her NandKishore who only gives her dream to force Khushi to marry Scorpion.Khushi's maturity has no limit by her age and she has a courage to crush her dreams in that way too.

Mamiji is showering her dreams on Akash to sabotage his dream of Payalji.His reluctant nature irritates Mamiji but Anjali knows her brother's choice and when he tells her his dreams unintentionally ,her happiness has no limits and she insinuates him to pursue his dream.

Akash goes to GH to cross his dreams over window glances with Payal.[I am saying here all RM boys are just like "Gadhe" in love no clue at all]Payal's dream crushes by the reverberation of Mamiji's words and she opens her eyes to come back to cruel reality .I always love her sensibility and living on factual life not fictional life.

Love this parallel scene as Payal's words unintentionally takes her back to Nainital where Arnav's beating up goons for touching and hurting her makes her urge to connect the dots for her Bewakoof along with his consoling hand on her head in the hospital really shaking her up to come to reality as Raba Ve rubs in and shows  how intensifying this matter is as its rhythm brings him into the picture too. If she is flustered so is he.He is capitulated in Khushi's thoughts over her hugging him in the hospital  and their yearning looks for each other which makes him closing his eyes as he can sleep peacefully after letting her know "he cares".

His distress and restlessness is written all over. His denial mind is afraid to face the reality as "Kal Tak tou mein uss se pareshan tha tou phir aaj -------" is clearly making him to surrender but how far he can go with that------as his feelings for her weaving its net in his mind as heart is already behind bars of Khushi's dreams.[He is chakki peesing as he is hankering over her]

Khushi comes to work where cleaning for Diwali is on the peak as "The Mighty ASR" is cleaning by using pink and blue broom .LOL ! Just like always they sneeze together..Bless you both!-----

Arnav  covers his mouth by using hanky because of allergy .Khushi thinks of him as a lazy worker and scolds at him ,"Why are you sitting during work? do you know whose home is this?If ASR will see you ,first he will say What the and then fire you instantly as he can smell lazy people like that ..." Khushi monologues,"seems to  me he is here." Her "mehsoos" is stronger and she knows he is here.

Arnav amusingly by putting his hanky down with small layer of smirk,"You were saying something" ------His constant caring gazes make her astounded and she runs away from there in her dumbfounded condition leaving him behind all averted and amused.

Anjali scolds at her making Khushi confused and scared like that but she is way happy to see him doing all this for her and her beliefs .He makes excuses of workers for being there...yeah right Yummilicious you want to be close to your Temptalicious after that hug and putting a protective hand on her head...you can't hide it from us dear...

He was upset by her and now she is upset by him following her everywhere as she can't talk during her DhakDhak .She can't fight with him as he is not Rakshus anymore...She can't focus at Buaji's Bhashan either as he comes to her asking about her father.She answers by putting herself together,"He is fine ...we brought him home"----He walks away but did not forget his signature turned look to his Khushi...Yummilicious in white and hanky around his neck[just like in 1st epi scarf around his neck]

Preparation of Diawali is on the peak.La shows Khushi her embroidered cushion and Anjali thinks Aksh instantly as this was done by Payal.So sweet! Khushi remembers Buaji's words to buy some gold or silver for this day

While reading newspaper she drops Vase accidentally and everyone runs to see what did she break.Anjali gets scared as this was Arnav's fav Vase but surprisingly before Khushi could confess he tells everyone he broke it accidentally.

Remember he never let anyone knows who threw tea on him ,the same here.They both remain their secrets among themselves.

Anjali's smile is skeptical ,she always knew there is something in between her bro and Khushi but she wanted him to figure out as he brought  La in the house as his gf . Khushi got one step further with her dream with her " Bewaqoof" in this bafflement...

While everyone gives their precious orders to Om Parakash [Om ..God's name],Khushi asks him to bring 20 Chamko detergent pack which Arnav overhears.A tycoon  is hovering around Khushi all day long for the sake of cleaning...yeah Khushi's Bewaqoof is making us Bewaqoof...hmmm

-Love Mamiji's dialogue as it is referring to the future."phatee saree ki chamak ko phele hi koi chura keh lai gya hai"[someone stole already her shine]

Indeed Shyam will get engage with her as he is "Phata Packet"[a married man]

Khushi is hesitant while opening the packets while La and Anjali's excitement and encouragement gives her strength  and finally she finds 2 silver coins in the last packet and her sadness changes into smile .She jumps like a child with her beautiful smile which someone was adoring with delectation .This secret admirer is the one who is behind this big smile which in return is the reason of his .[He is one who puts the coins in the packet and Om Knows it as Om is God's name ]When did last time he smile with that relaxation''hmmm

-Again there are 25 jars [in a messy kitchen] in front and behind near the window and at the top cabinet again represents Divine force so all the symbols basically in these epis pointing at God and His moves for keeping the harmony and balance around humans which they can't see but its for their own good.

He comes forward with his cool fake fuss and acrimony to hide his tracks ,"Why are you jumping?" which makes her embarrassed as she fixes her Dupatta which he adores.Then La tells him about Khushi's achievement as she never won anything.[Indeed Khushi did have won Arnav's heart and not you La]Khushi with her bafflement ,"These days ads are wrong as it says one coin not two"  hmmm ...I wish he would've placed one coin but Fate is dragging you there to be smudged by Slouchy Scorpion first...uhhh...

She wants to go back to return it but Arnav threats her again for salary cut if she cuts the day off...as he wants his secret to be safe.Anjali as usually a pillar of hope ,tells her keep it as a "Good Shagun" and Khushi's smile comes back with the thank to her DM which brings smile on her admirer who gives her ,his signature turned around look which is really killing ..seriously at some places and in certain scenes this guy looks really Yummilicious actually more than that...

Everyone sees Khushi's honesty here including Arnav,then how come he was still thinking of her as a gold digger after seeing her with Jijai and not accepted her truth when she tells him about Shyam after GH track.

EPISODE 103

 Fairy Lights...

Entwined, interlaced, and amalgamated moves by humans to weave things around intentionally and unintentionally always make us see through things at a different angle

Slouchy rook  is running his stingy moves through Buaji and Garima ,his pawns as he is using  Babuji's health as a bait to grab his prey [Khushi] .Khushi's refusal is unacceptable as he is steaming up with rage but again as this is Scorpion's nature it stops and stays still before his real action .He comes right behind khushi to entwine new thoughts of guilt in her head at the top which Buaji and Garima already planted as THIS IS BABUJI's Wish and he is using the same to interlace her guilt along with her answer ."You did right Khushiji,as I couldn't say no to marriage but you took that burden out of my chest.I'm sure Babuji will understand."What a honey tongued , web caster Slither who is now ready to sting and grab any time with his Scorpy moves.

Khushi's distress becomes heavier with this guilt but Babuji's distress becomes lighter which Slouchy Rook makes heavier again by enlightening his intentions . What a sardonic and coward but again that is true nature of Scorpion to attack from the back not from the front.

Pause here:Didn't like Buaji's frenzy nature at all but Today she is praising Scorpion too much but later she will be the one who will be ready to cut him into pieces .True to her character.

Khushi is teaching La how to keep Dia  lightening longer when Anjali wants  OP to fix poolside fairy lights.[What a double meaning dialogue She wants Bhagwan to fix Arnav's entangled life] Khushi ask her permission to do that.Khushi in Eternal Heaven[poolside]  entwine herself in those fairy lights and talks to herself "Anjaliji ne tou poolside par kaha tha par humne tou khud pe  hi  laga dia. Kia ab humain sari raat murtiki ki tarah khada rehena parega.[Anjali told me to put light around poolside but I wrapped myself in it,now Do I have to stand like a statue whole night.]

While passing hallway Arnav gets to know that Khushi is fixing their Eternal Heaven's lights and his face enlightens by hearing this.

The moment he turns on the lights he sees Khushi  is enfulgent with fairy lights.He stops at this  mesmerized and resplendent beauty. The romantic tune of Rabba vey oscillates the pendulum of charming notes in their surroundings which makes them to dive in it . 

Her clumsiness and his concern is worth to watch,"Dihan se"[be careful]-----He moves towards her, holds her hand gently by keeping his gaze on her eyes. She closes her eyes while breathing heavily as his fingers touch her bare neck along with his brushing breath  to disentangle her from the lights . He slowly  turns her around to remove the rest of the tangled lights carefully but his actions are making her breathless .It seems he is kissing her from the back with his burning and sensuous breath along with his gentle fingers .If his seductive touch was driving her nuts so does hers to him.Her essence while turning her around and the gazes of her bare back were enough to make him lose his desires too. His crawling fingers not only touch her in this process but also shiver her to her spine .If  she is quavering by his touch he is intoxicating with outpouring desires .  The same with Khushi as the warmth of his touch is consuming her with flooding desires .Her uneven breath by his warm touch and  burning gazes makes her palpitating . The other day he couldn't embrace her ,hold her ,assure her that everything will be alright but today he is showing her his presence ,his assurance that"sab theek ho gyega".Today he is embracing her though in seductive way but message is being delivered .

He showed her his complete right on her and she let him.He could feel the burning intensity the same way she could during this proximity and above all they both forgot to turn the lights off meaning Fate wants them to be entangled with each other with all the lights , happiness on in their lives under the stars ,under the sky, even their parents want that too.

The amazing part is this even he disentangled her from the fairy lights , neither he or she couldn't be able to move. 

Arnav asks her with concern, "Tum theek ho? [Are you alright?" ]

Even Khushi nods yes, he asks her again,"Are you sure?"

As usually intruder of private moments Anjali is here and she gets concerned about Khushi. But Arnav's entwine answer makes Khushi entangled with thoughts "Khushi Ulajh gaye"[Khushi got entangled] The way she looks at him with trepidation and the way he couldn't blink ,couldn't breath  is simply breathtaking.During this whole scenario he does not take his eyes off of her even though she leaves feeling awkward and his signature turned gazes don't stop.It's hard for him to let her go..."This is the moment when Di's word [during 1st Tu hi bata mere Maula] "Sansain ruk jayengi" are coming into action.I wish Anjali could  see it.

Khushi as percolating  down the street is thinking of Arnav by  flashing all the recent encounters in between Arnav and her. In Nainital , how he took care of her, then how he disentangle her from the entwined fairy lights. Her feelings surely is making her more interlaced and amalgamated with the current situation which is arousing her growing desires for him.  As "Dono tarf aag hai braber lagi hui"

Arnav in his Eternal heaven[poolside] thinking and feeling Khushi while touching fairy lights.He remembers how he engrossed in her pearly touch [he wants to keep the pearl now what a difference].Her touch is creating havoc in him...😳 as this is his right the way he has this relaxation and pride at his face...

If he is entangled with her pearly thoughts so is she.She is contemplative with her Laad Governor who she is calling with love Arnavji now by turning on and off light as she is trying to turn her brain light on which is flickering by these entangled thoughts. She remembers how he put his hand on her and how he removes the fairy lights but she dejects herself by Buaji's words and mutters herself ,"Why are LG's thoughts over and over hovering me?"Why am I going against my family? Shyamji is a good guy then why I can't agree to marry him?" She wants her DM to disentangle her from all of these interweaved questions .As I want to hit his head ,I really want to shake this innocent soul to bring her back to reality .Seriously they both are simply playing with fire, Fire of burning desires...

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Episode 104

God has mysterious ways to give us signs and "Ishare" to let us know or warn us about certain things. 

Khushi is asking DM to show her signs in order to find the answers of her questions and these epis are leading up there.

Payal and Akash scene is small yet shows this side of blooming love.Payal has intuition that Akash bought the dia for her after hearing his convo with seller and returns it because she doesn't want to take any favor from Akash as she is vey aware of her self respect. Unerringly She is avoiding him because of  Mami's torturous words which are still agonizing  her brain. I really do admire her a lot with this attitude."Hamesha sar utha keh" love it.[Horizon we need to talk]

Diwali celebration is so on in RM and so in Khushi's head as Khushi entered RM praying DM that she must not do any gadbad. She is totally confounded with her new Dhak Dhak melodious tone which arises only by her LG's proximity. It also sends current through air to her ears by his name too so when OP was muttering his name"Arnavji" she jumps up .awww' She beguiles upon his absence .So sweet missing her LG'Khushi requires her Jalaibi upon OP request and La already knew it. What a lovely double meaning scene she wants her LG[jalaibi]  and asks from OP[God] and La knows it [She always knew it but in denial too] and at the top she is going to explain her the meaning of Diwali.hmmm'..bafoon La as Naniji is right her mind is always on "Vanvaas"

Mamiji's taunting tantrum puts some concerns for Anjali and La but Khushi is busy talking with her DM as today she does not want any Gadbad, any Dhak Dhak.

Her aberrant attitude reaches to certain peak when Anjali mentions Chote's name and her mumbo jumbo with DM starts non stop .She does not want to see him at all . When La mentioned she tries to convince him but he refused ,she thanks DM for being such a good friend.Her blabbering goes brusque non stop with DM when Anjali wants her to convince Chote as she knows Khushi is the one who did miracle on Janmashtami and now again she is the one who can bring Ram from exile .She surely have a love of electric signals ,shock , and current passing through her still after his touch and constant gazes which makes her monologues to DM more electrifying.

La goes to call Arnav but he refuses angrily as his work is getting upset because of Di's happiness .He tells her to ask Khushi as she was doing the same yesterday on their Eternal heaven[poolside] and before he could say anything the reverberation of fairy lights current runs in his body while extricating her but the flare up and ardor is still flaring on his face with agony.

Khushi's dainty chat with DM becomes repulsive when La and Anjali tells her to bring him down.She knows she has no other choice but to go and bring him down.Khushi always blabbers too much when she is upset as recent events like,Babuji's illness, constant pressure of marriage with Shyam, and the top this Gadbad,Dhak Dhak after fairylight incident. Among all of this her unanswered questions for which she wants sign of DM.Why is she thinking of him, why is she refusing to listen to her family for the firtst time?Why doesn't she want to marry with Shyam?Among all these entangled thoughts  she just doesn't want to see him today. but that's not possible is it...

Khushi comes to Arnav with some entwined fairy lights her hand,"my light is not turning on...Arnav confusingly,"what"

Khushi really entangles herself in her own words which makes Arnav's exile,Vanvaas more longer to get back to RM

Khushi doesn't give him any chance to understand or talk back and leaves leaving him perplexed.

Khushi's elated thoughts get air signals as his misty wind blows on her face and here is Ramji from Vanvaas right in front of his Sita .As their connection is getting stronger and all the divine forces are doing whatever it takes  to bring em closer.So Khushi's acknowledgement of Arnav's feelings starts right here as she is getting closer to the reason of her Dhak Dhak ,Arnavji who is the soul owner of this melodious tone , a current which passes in both of them during that TOUCH of his fingers over her milky skin because he can't get away from it either  as his confounded behavior yesterday shows it clearly.His concern, gazes, and melting with her touch and beauty and now the nutty driven memories which make him crazy is written all over.Her thoughts only about him by turning on and off lights are also indicating the same but denial and ego is playing big role here.

Can he say no to her,no way Anjali Di,she is his life and breathing air around him and who can live without breathing.uhh... or in other words you know but you don't want to know.hmmm.La's concerns and  lines on her forehead are sending different currents to these lights. She is also in denial ...as any blind can see his burning gazes on Khushi while Di and La is talking to him ,and Di you are saying Khushi asked him once and he came...yes he is here because of her not for anybody else and "jhoot bole kawa kate purple kawe se dariyo" he is here to check whether Khushi is doing any Gadbad...

Arnav Bitwa she entered home today for not doing Gadbad and you are saying she is.

Anjali and Khushi are making Rangoli  while La and Mami are making Kheer and LG are sending electric current through his stealing glances and gazes to His Khushi.

Khushi,"DM, Aajkal na aap humse buhat ukhdi ukhdi si rehti hain... lagta hai pichhle hafte joh prasad humne chadhaya aapko achha nahin laga,"

Translation:DM, you seem angry with me ,it looks like you didn't like my offerings last week. Khushi's monologue to her DM... pretty much blabbering as she is restless because her questions couldn't find that sign from her DM yet that's why her bribing is so on.

Anjali's concerns for her got one answer from "Shadi" marriage and current passes through Arnavji's Howard brain and what a look like his Brain's light turned off.First he became statue and then turned without breathing.Yes she is going to be taken away right under your nose .

Anjali,"whose marriage?"

Khushi,"mine" and her gazes on him and his on her.OK how can they both not getting these vibes seriously."Joote padne wale hain iss Yummy and Tempty ko "

Their gazes sent and received messages in those moments.He gets so relieves by hearing "no I mean your marriage."

Anjali asks  her why is she talking about marriage for her it was easy to fall in current I mean Love with Shyam .Argg...😡. But Khushi's next question is one of a kind and really how does anyone know that he or she is in love?

I love Anjali here as she is really a true Di to both and they both self reflected in her words ,What an attractive enchantment in between these two.

Anjali leaves but she gave the realization to each of them .She went to bed thinking of him...Last night He was in his eternal heaven touching fairy lights like touching her, feeling her, thinking her...She couldn't see you fainted and you can't see her in tears and above all you both don't like any other in the proximity of either one of you either its La or wavy style goon and still you both don't know WHY ? Unbelievale ! Jan keh anjan..." inn anjano ko kya naam doon..." 

They both keep looking at each other ,they both know but again don't want to know as even Sad Raba Ve agrees with me..She tries to leave and the moment passes him warns him about his tilting stool but too late as "Yeh tou hons hi tha" [no vail] He falls down and takes her with him on the rangoli.Colors scattered as they are playing Holi with joy of their union.A boy and a girl in each other's arms staring at each other comfortable ,what a romantic and sensuous scene is .She tries to get up but again falls back on him entangled with him just like yesterday intertwined with fairy lights today in his arms .Hey hey rubs in to make it more pleasurable.

This is an iconic scene as Whenever they fall he always takes her in his arms safely

They both deject themselves by squiggling  and then he pulls her up and she falls forward by touching his neck accidently with Rangoli powder.The moment she tries to clean it he grabs her hand and shows her the reason but doesn't leave her hand and she doesn't mind either.Their yearning for each other along with their eyes convo is on ...Is she getting sign from DM ..yes she is... but Is she receiving it...This intimacy is taking her to her question"Why am I thinking of Arnavji?"

Episode 105

Mysterious ways to have signs and "Ishare" to know or  about certain things ad Khushi is asking DM to show her signs in order to find the answers of her questions and today she finds one..

Everyone runs on the spot and Mamiji 's words indicating future.They will be playing Holi together.La takes Khushi to her room where she wants to practice wearing saree but Arnav seems unhappy as his stern gazes are still  following his Khushi as she also looks back at him.Love is gripping its roots in their hearts but minds are still in jiggle and wiggle mode.

La's room Khushi acquaints her about saree and she tries but gives up after few abortive attempts and tells Khushi to show her. When Khushi starts drapping the saree she feels misty wind ,his presence again. She looks outside and finds him watering the plants as her presence being felt by him too.His burning gazes are fixed on khushi. Her heartbeat is erratic  and can be seen by his heaping chest .Arnav's yearning eyes and Raba Vey in the BG makes the moment more romantic and erratic. Khushi gets nervous while draping saree under his radar but he just can't take his eyes off of her. They are looking at each other profoundly . Khushi Dhak Dhak is raising and she tries to cover herself with saree as being exposed. He is so  devouring her beauty zealously and forgets about watering the plants.

He comes back to his sense after notifying by La. Khushi can't breath ASR's hankering and aspired gazes any more and makes excuse for not feeling well and needs to take medicine.

 In Epi 47 when water was over flowing "ja rahi hai tou mujhe Farak nahin Padta" and today"farak padta hai jab nazron keh samne ho"'hmmm '..Big difference '..

Since Sheesh Mahal his gazes are becoming his signature but now after her reliance on him in the hospital and then disentangling her from fairy lights these eyes just can't let her go and why do I feel he is trying to find the answer of the same question in her eyes which she asked from Di"how do you Know about love? " 

Khushi with her blabbering , is walking  and seeking strength from DM and wondering why on earth she is thinking of Arnav all the time! She gets flummoxed seeing him pretty much every where and in every other guy from auto man to watch man which reminds her words," when you will fall in love you will see him everywhere." She asks DM anxiously what kind of disease she got!  she is extremely astonished but puts herself together by consoling herself that nothing happened to her. She runs back to RM  gets baffled to see Arnav as dhobi oh I mean dhobi as Arnav is waiting for her," "Shubh deepavali khushiji."

Khushi  promises and decides to keep her eyes shut for not seeing Arnav. She is really getting frenzy and walks by closing her eyes.Her words," I thought when I will fall in love, flowers will shower and stars will twinkle in my veil." bump into her ears after bumping with Arnav with closed eyes. Hey Hey' wiggles in the BG with the darkness and flowers truly shower on both of them. Arnav is showering his smile on her by throwing  stars. Khushi twirls and whirls like merry go around holding her dupatta[aanchal] .Arnav calls her,"Khushi" and she comes back from her dream.  Khushi astonishingly looks for the stars which were gone from her dupatta?"

Arnav is disconcerted at her perversity ,"you went for meds'."

Khushi says in enmity," No, I think medicine will not work, So I didn't go as It's not like usual fever." And runs away leaving him perplexed.

Constant thought of Arnav is making Khushi completely frenzied.

                 

                 

Disarrayed Khushi  in the street keeps blabbering to her DM, "What you did DM. I just asked for one sign" she recalls her words,"I thought when I'll fall in love he will be seen everywhere." And she remembers how she saw him everywhere as an auto-man, watch man and dhobi.

Her words rebounds again" when I'll fall in love flowers will shower from the sky,and  my Dupatta will sparkle with stars." She recollects how they both were under the showering flowers and stars in her dream.

DM answered all of her questions  regarding with marriage with the signal of thunderbolt and gusty winds and She says in perplexity," I just asked for one sign and you gave me so many."

Rabba Vey in the piano makes her feelings intensifying. She mutters ..."hum... theek nahin hain... tabi tou hum shadi nahin karna chahte."

Translation:I am not ok...So 'that's why I don't want to marry."

"And That's why I think of Arnavji all the time" but she did not get the right answer yet ,did she ? No a girl just found the reason why she does not want to marry but still wiggles and jiggles with the same question...and that part I love it...[my pov]

Hats off to everyone for this curiosity in all of this snuggling moments...

Khushi comes to home completely delirious after finding the answers of all of her questions and above all "Why is she thinking about Arnavji all the time?. Buaji gets mad at her sanak and frantically tells her there is definitely someone did MAGIC on her.hmmm...yes Buaji she is under the spell known as "LOVE" and she has no clue how to handle that. Khushi is captivated in Arnav's thoughts and her new realization which is now making her more oblivious. She needs a pillar ,her strength ,her father and here she is.She starts her prattling about Diwali Lantern and her childhood memories when he was used to give her his special Amiriti [just like Jalaibi],his love only for Khushi which surely she misses that much.After seeing her father's meditative condition poor soul tries to cheer him up.She leaves the room to hide her own tears

Khushi sitting under the stars very susceptible ,crying talking to her parents, the stars.The Slouchy Scorpy who is responsible for all of this and  have heard their convo brings Jalaibis to rub in his sweet sting."I know its not good as Mausaji but I wish This Diwali brings sweetness in your life like these Jalaibis."

She passes a pensive smile to leave his stingy company but he beguiles her with the lights and eloquent words. ,"no matter how deep is the darkness, I'll always try to brighten your life and I'll always be by your side." Shyam's words launches hospital scene in  khushi's head when arnav put his hand on her t assure her he 'll be by his side forever. She already knows that as she got her answer from DM

Shyam holds her hand while rubbing her sweetness . [What a loser?]...but khushi snatches it away in a jolt and at the top refuses his sweetness too . She runs inside the house. Shyam's ecstasy is visible again

When khsuhi comes inside the house her mom catches her like it was already a set plan but Khushi refuses Amma too and goes away.

Khushi's Jalaibis are back to runway from her craziness .She is thinking about LG and the pressure of marriage totally making her abhorrent with her decision. Khushi and her dreams...She even looks ineffectually with Shyam in her dream too but with LG she is melting with his touch . Khushi has no clue what does he think of her...you are his Queen...Temptalicious!

Khushi berates herself, "Stop thinking like that. Enough of making jalebis now."

She takes out jalebi with a spatula from the sugar syrup and gets astounded seeing Arnav's name in Jalaibi's form. Awww...Thoughts of Arnav is making her insane.Is this another "Ishara" [sign] from DM for her Sanka Child and her pagal child knows it too as DM sent her all the time in front of him regardless she is  abstaining it from."Pareshan hall, ishare samjhna nain chahti" why is she in Arnav's land all the time Don't worry Payal is here to take her back there in RM. Love her eating Arnav's name Jalabi...It must be more sweet though...Yum!Yum!

Episode 106

Shyam plays another round of intimacy with family to make them embarrass in front of neighbors as he as a "Slouchy handsome   "hovering around with two beautiful girls and that serves his purpose and to instigate Buaji more to push at that edge where she can force Khushi ,he gives her "gold bangles"..hmmm..."Rani Sahiba hai na iss kam keh liyeh..."

He emotionally weakens Buaji by showing his respect for her and he can do anything for it.He is pretending to go out of this house for that sake.His work is done and Buaji is ready to get Khushi back to this Black Magic Potion named as "Shyam Manohar Jha."...Smile as much as you can because  Fate is smiling at your brilliant idiotic slouchness..."Bachu Arnav keh hote Khushi tere Haath na aye" 

RM, Arnav is getting ready and goes to Khushi land while taking out his clothes from the closet.Her proximity which arouses his desires all the time.Yesterday's floundering entangled moments of Rangoli were throwing different colors in the air reminding him of her touch, he essence, her propinquity and above all her heartbeat which was very much  heard by him too.Anjali brings him back from his Vanvaas this time.She knows his perplexity and the reason behind it but not clearly as she wants him to realize it .She gives him hint "tells him that it happens when someone is worried with their work or  in love"  and he gets annoyed by this love.

"Pyar tou tumhain hai hi"[You do love...} and then she deliberately does not mention La's name first and when he jolts up by this word "love" and then gets lost in Khushi's thoughts for a sec and then agitates by" everyone knows you love La"...hmmm..

Arnav still does not want to believe in Love"What rubbish Di.Love and me."His agitation makes him slam the closet's door as he is tired hiding his love for Khushi and wants La behind that closet .Anjali is worried about this lost soul and her solution is "Nimbu and Mirchi"[lemon-pepper]...for the beautiful "evil eye" of Khushi...Regardless his beliefs he keeps it for his Di's sake.Love this brother.[I wish I had one]

Naniji is skeptical about La's stay in RM but Anjali as usual convinces her for more time so she can mold Arnav for marrying La.Mamiji is in YES YES with Anjali to save her son from being "Sadhu"...

Diwali's celebrations are so on.Anjali asks Khushi for anything for her while  making list which provides Mamiji an opportunity to taunt her as she does not want her to have the same as hers ...so shallow...

Khushi shuts her up as she makes Dias for her celebration but Mamiji throws that shallowness in the gutter and rolls with the roll of parsimonious by mocking Khushi"its for extra income".But our Bishop is here to control the rolling dice of mamiji's sixes .Love Naniji ,she always praises Khushi no matter what...

Every one gets amused by her thoughts over fire crackers ...indeed Diwali is the celebration of lights not noise.

Khushi is ready for making Dias but she forgot main ingredient "mud" [mitti]is the future indication as she will be ready to move on after realization but Arnav is not as he is the main ingredient of this Love.

khushi starts taking out dia making stuff and suddenly she feels the misty wind of him and he is here. Arnav steals glances at khushi while passing through hallway. Nani tells him to join them but he makes an excuse of conference call to attend,hmmm.Talking to Nani but keeping eyes on Khushi .why don't you tell Nani "yeh Larki mujhe pagal kar de gi agar mein yahan ruka"[this gal will make me more crazy if I stayed here] so he leaves, but doesn't forget to give his signature turned look to khushi  occasionally .Love his yearning as its getting out of is control. Khushi also looks back at him with aspiration. The longing in their gazes is so visible. Nani is frustrated, "people work to have nice meal but  if someone gets so busy that can't even have his meal properly, then what's the use of too much work "

Anjali calms her down by telling that Arnav has engaged in many occasions this year because of La.,,and even working from home too..."..hmmm, "But  Nani defies her," not Ms, Kasyap's influence, in Chote's life, but khushi's influence in La's life...Elderly wise words so true.

Episode 107

La is ordering Mud cake as Khush's  mud dias making her craving for that.La even you orger mud ,but seed has been planted and got its roots in this soil already dear.Mamiji is hilarious as she eats mud instead of mud cake.As Mamiji and NK always give us fure hints and yes this is one of em.She is going to take this bitter taste of Khushi and Payal as her Bahus regardless of her Royal taste.

Khushi is abhorrent to go to the eternal heaven [pool side] for bring mitti[soil] as she does not want any gadbad either by seeing him ot letting him see her.After constant pressure of La she goes by telling DM "aap dekh laina.." [you just keep watching.] She gets what she wants Arnavji right in front of her eyes I mean dirt in her eyes ok either way...but in second attempt.First she made such a muddle during this process of getting mitti and he followed that to reach her.

She is getting soil from him and at the end he gives her soil either way she is getting opportunities to move on with her answers and she will but even though he is giving her vibes and a set of opportunities to start believing in but scattering and muddling of soil is the chaos which is around them and he followed it so he will follow chaos to step back and broke her heart and dismantle her beliefs .At the top soil ends up in her eyes ...now you got real answer Love hurts Khushi...[No kiss]

He said I planted seeds in it.hmmm...yes he provided all the opportunities and he is providing em unintentionally...From Sheesh Mahal till now.From pearls, manta ki chabbi,and her payal which is almost surfing up soon and he is taking care of em like his plants. 

She found him or he found her under the stars of soil particles that end up in her eyes. She fidgets in her nervousness and starts cleaning her eyes which makes him anarchy.He berates her for not touching her eyes.He brings her to their  recliner but she can't stop hee fidgeting,Arnav gets annoyed,"eik minute seedhe baithne ke liye overtime daina parege kya (do I have to give you overtime to sit still for one minute?) His holding her hand and coming close makes her leaning back but he firmly pulls her towards him and she couldn't say no either to his burning and yearning eyes but to surrender.He completely owns her at this moment.He blows the dirt out of her eyes as always removing obstacles.

She closes her eyes during this anticipation.He touches her ,hovers his fingers over her soft skin, inhales and gulps this bewitching beauty who is sitting in front of him with closed eyes causing erratic desires .He caresses her hair with his fingers which are seducing and devouring this delicate but enchanting  and enthralling beauty.She can feel his misty smell and warmth of his touch too which is making her breath uneven and that is very much noticed by him too which arouses him more towards flirting and seductiveness.

The moment he loses his control to linger his fingers on her soft skin she jolts up and catches him in his wrong action. 

He liberated her hand immediately due to embarrassment. His stepping back with an introvert look and her turning with timidly saying their unsaid emotions, Both can't look at each other for a while. Her hyperventilating is very much seen by him amusingly as his yearning is back on.

He never could resist Khushi with closed eyes ,always adores her,talks to her while she sleeps..."jab tum soti ho .tum se baat karna kitna aasan ho jata hai".some of my fav

Arnav is giving her permission to take soil ,meaning saying go ahead and embrace the opportunity.

His blowing her eyes to remove the dust does not stop here

Diwali, and Karva chauth is my fav

Unlike last time when  she never let him come close in Bherserai when he wanted to remove Sindoor from her eyes.They came really that far...

Khushi,"So that's why I am seeing him everywhere..." as he is hanging Lemon pepper and muttering to his blue tooth and Khushi sees him doing BLACK Magic [jadu totka no idea why ppl do it] which she can't even imagine Gadbad and Arnavji but he always put me introuble...Buaji's magical words and Arnav's Cute Magical avatar brings a bright magical idea in our Khushi's pagal dimag.She finds something in her magical 200Rs bag and mixes in his juice.That cause him sever coughing that will cause interruption in magical words [how no idea never saw or experience these ill actions heard yes]

Khushi's vexation reaches no limit after finding the truth and she scolds heself for putting him in trouble and her stupidity of thinking him doing such an act.

"Apni jan peh khail keh unhain sach sach bata dain" and that is her next magical mission.Other side His anger with his ASR BG is throwing magical tones on her face when her angelic face pops up like a pigeon in your pocket.

He drags her in and she drags herself in astonishment after exploring her magical act on the laptop.

Originally posted by: xZoyax

Her tears effect him so much, he gets made at her, says all but at the end gets the pain in return...

Haan nahin hai dil 

really, you have the heart no one else out there like that but she will understand him and will never let this gem of his side let it go away and he will prove to her a true prince of her