RAAT 45
ANIKA'S LIGHT & REBIRTH
What a beautiful episode! Bought tears to my eyes. How much she has gone through, how much she must have endured. But not any more! As he walks her into her past, he stands stronger than before. So come join us with a walk into Anika's past and appreciate some beautiful vistas from the episode tonight.π³
Her movements spoke who she is. A lover and a survivor. A calm beautiful day she is with a storm in her full of passion.
Picking up from where we stopped yesterday, the episode begins with Anika entering her childhood home. A home full of memories of the three as a family. Coming back to her old life, as she walks by, she is able to recollect some memories from the past. Her heart telling her that its is her home but her mind signalling, "how it could be?". Shivaay all this while matches her each step, giving her ample time to warm n connect with her memories from within.
And finally she comes alive seeing the potrait of all three. Her heart skips a beat as she recognises Chutki first and then takes a good amount of time, to speak about the man of the moment, " yeh mere...yeh mere...mere...mere papa hai."π³ Ms. Chadna was so beautiful here, the amount of time she took to say papa was brilliantly done! And Shivaay engulfs her in his arms like a possession he holds so dear to life. Both borrowing some courage from each other as they hold this moment of hers with tears of happiness in their eyes.
When I look into her beautiful eyes and see inside, suffering filled with love for others, I cannot imagine how she does it.
More in her senses now, fully aware as her memory comes back gushing towards her, she gleams with happiness and joy and wants to show him the house around. Awww Anika.π³ Shivaay looks on radiating the same joyfulness as she narrates, why the TV was named Chalumati, how Chutki and she used to hug and sleep on Chumchum together every night. She gestures the warmth the hug holds in her arms while she cries for the feeling of emptiness that she has felt over the years.How her father was her hero and a brilliant cook. Not remembering much about her mother as she went away while giving birth to chutki.
They had a small family and papa used to come feed us during his lunch hours. So much talk about the man in question, but where is he? With full confidence in him she pleads for her father, "if you have found my house, you must know about papa too? Where is he?I want to meet him."
A magic & strength in believeing. She is the caterpillar that turns into a butterfly right before my eyes. She seems to know its not The End, its her rebirth as she flies as the butterfly.
Now comes the most difficult part. The declaration of half truth as decided by him but an extremely important one. He holds her close and sits facing her back. Making sure that her past has to seep through him as he prepares her towards the future. Cradles her close as he understand she needs more vigour to walk through the next set of emotions, "Tumhare papa ab is duniya mein nahi rahe, he died of an heart attack in the hospital." And the dagger pierces through her heart, pain seeping out of every crease causing an eruption of tears.

As she takes in the information her mind asks the most relevant question, " Why were we left alone in a mandir, we must have had some relatives?" And here my heart cant take it anymore just like Shivaay as he silently talks to self, " This is where I need to hold the truth now, coz of the accusations made on your father, nobody must have come forward to take care of you." She further adds spilling her agony, " If somebody would have taken care of us, my chutki wudnt have gone away from me." and Shivaay promises to bring Chutki to her soon.
Promises made, he leaves her in darkness for one last time, only to shower her with some instant fairy lights and confetti! Celebrating her for herself first n then him.So ladies and Gentleman rise and shine as today we proudly celebrate our sirf Anika as Anika Vardhan Trivedi.π³ We have been through this journey with her and finally we did see one of our dreams about Anika's past coming to life! & for that a big round of applause for our CVSπ
He making sure that her bitter memories of the past must pave way for more happy n sweeter ones, pleading her to cut the cake while he goes all chivalirous handing over the knife to his wife.π³
The couple share some beautiful moments together until Bua casts an evil eye on their happiness through the binoculars.πBut I say bring it on Bua, we were in dire need of some nazarpattu for this beautiful couple.π³ Chalo aap kisi kaam toh aayi!
So Bua amazed at his swiftness calls for Shivaay and challenges him upfront. "I did everything. From the setting fire to Kalyani Mills to murdering Mr. Kapoor & Mr. Trivedi. I have a suicide note written by Anika's father which SSO reads out loud and destroys in anger! I have enough copies of that but tell me how will you prove my crime in the court."
Not giving him any time to react she highlights his Dilemma, giving a him a sneak peak to her plan ahead, " My dear nephew, if you want to save your family, then Anika's father will be held guilty of the crime. And if you clear his name from the charges your family will be behind the bars. Who will you save now?" I like this!
Open challeneges are much better than silly blackmails though she does attempt one tonight finding it the only way to ruin, Anika's happiness, " Get married to somebody else" n m like where did this googly come from! But Shivaay gives a befitting reply to my agony and I love his reaction to this non sensical thought, " Tabiyat toh theek hai aapki." And I wanted to add, "budhape mein aap satiya toh nahi gayi bua!"π Billuji has come a long way ahead from getting blackmailing and that too for marriage. He has been there and done that.π Just wait n watch, what solution he comes up with to the problem you just threw infront of him.π³

So precap leaves us with the Shivaay Singh Oberoi's tadi in full form with his hair flick back. And as he walks out saying, "Jo karna hai karlo." Bua roars back giving him a timeline, " In 24 hours you will be back and do as I say." Leaving me baffled at the CVS at the marriage input, " Really! Thats all you can think about, atleast get a bit creative guys."π€£
Anyways we sign off tonight with some food for thought, " A man who could go to any length to bash those people in the orphanage when she narrated her reason for the fear of darkness. Shall leave no stone unturned to take out the demons of her life after whats
she has been through and as they once again challenge her existence. Back then she was alone now she has The strength of two warriors n a family of one too."π³
So my 2 cents to bua is, " Buaji, iss baar toh aapki waat hai woh bhi Shivika style mein! agar apni jaan pyari hai toh patli gali se vatak lo, abhi bhi waqt hai! baad mein mat kehna ki humne warn nahi kiya, woh bhi daanton daanton meinπ"
Edited by Thwisha617 - 7 years ago