Part 5 -
" Congralution Mr Handa you wife is pregnant " Mohindar hugged his wife in happiness. Both in cloud nine , little Geet looking at her presents confused .
Mohindar pulled her on his lap " so my princess tell me what do you want ? Sister or brother ? " He asked kissing her forehead ..
But to his surprise her big eyes start flooding with fat tears " can I have a dog please ? "
she managed to utter with quivering lips . Mohindar couldn't help , laughed hard at his innocent daughter's wish . Geet felt hurt and run out of room . She was running not realising where she going , suddenly she triped and about to fall but her father saved her . Mohindar hugged his daughter tightly . He doesn't even want to think what would have happened if she fallen from long stairs. He wiped her tears ..
" hey princess don't cry , you want dog right your papa gonna bring one "
" promise " her big hazel light up with hope
" promise princess " finally her face broke into big smile but again she became sad
" but you will love me more ok ..more than dog " her father smiled at his innocent daughter's question . Her fear , her insecurities he can understand all
" my princess is best , she will be always papa' s favourite "
she came out of her sweet memory as her phone ring . It's her sister , she ignore the call as not want to hurt another person with her rudeness . She went to washroom..splash some water on her face . She looked herself in mirror. for others she may looked as broken sad but she knows she looking like a monster .
A heartless selfish monster who lost ability to think right or wrong . How she became like this ? She was not like this before , she was her father's innocent princess , where that innocence gone ? What happened to that Geet ? She doesn't know this Geet . She fallen on floor remembering what she did in hospital .
She run out of Dr Sen chamber even didn't stop when Maan was calling her . Seeing no option he run after her and somehow hold her arm but Geet jerked away in anger .
" don't touch me you mad emotionless fool ..just stay away " she was shouting not caring , people start gathering to see or say enjoy the scene .
" look Geet "
" why don't you just vanish and leave me in peace " Maan fist his hand tightly still no trace of anger on his face
" let's go Geet will talk at our home " he only said in cold voice and literary drag her to his car . She stop fighting realising what he said . After her shameful outburst , he still said their home not his . As soon as they came home he did the same not caring if he hurting her with his tight hold .
" what do you think of yourself, some queen ? For your kind information I'm not dying to stay with a heartless girl like you . A girl who don't even care for her father how can I expect something good from her . A selfish daughter can never be a good wife I know this . Still im trying to maintain this relation because unlike you i don't disrepect this scared bond . You are a mere selfish, self centered woman , and you know what " he point at her as tears start flowing ...
" you are just a mistake of my life ..a big mistake . Even if you would have left only girl on earth I would never married you " saying he gone without giving her another glance .
Sometimes we don't need to hit someone to hurt , words are enough . Maan did the same . He shown her mirror what she is doing, with herself , with her family and her husband .
' A mistake ' the same word her father said when she refused for this alliance , even Dev told her same before ending everything . She never accepted this fact that she is a mistake but now she can't even deny it . Her husband said right . What he got by marrying her ? Her ignorance rudeness .
More over what she did in hospital totally a sin . Dr uncle told her everything and she reacted like that . How could she call him mad ? She can't even imagine how he grown up all alone . How he survived till now . His life was not smooth like her still she rubbed her frustration on him . Calling him with those names . How she gonna make up for this ? ..
uncontrolled tears falling , yes she is frustrated with everything that happening in her life . First her father blackmailing , then this sudden marriage to Maan who so hard to understand and last the news of Dev getting married .
Even she married too so , she can't blame Dev for doing that can she ? . In her pain she hurting all , her father , her family now her husband . She humiliated him in front of so many people. If he wanted he could do the same , but he didn't. He calmly stood there bearing her nonsense . If someone else in his place may be would left here that place but Maan didn't. That make him different from others , from her too.
And what she doing with her father too. Yes he forced her but did he forced her to marry some abusive man no he choose a person who wants a future with her even after hearing her past . There she punishing her father for marrying her with an unknown person . A father can never want bad for his daughter still she thinking so negative .
Her father never refused her for anything . She got everything just in one command of hers. she came back last year and refused to settle down soon , her father listened to her , gave almost a year what more she can ask for . She quit job not for once he questioned her . From childhood he gave her everything, first time ask something her marriage with Maan and she said no . Can she blame him for blackmailing her ? No...any father would do the same . Father wants his child's happiness only . But she failed him badly .
" Maan is so right I'm so selfish . what I have became ? " . She was never like this . People always adored her for her kindness but now , she herself hating this new Geet .
She recalled how Dr Uncle was hopeful that she will make Maan's life colourful again . " What im doing with his trust ? im became an animal who only want to hurt people ..."
She closed her eyes as Maan's angry eyes flashed before her when she said those things " why can't I become blessing for someone rather than a mistake ? " .
Past is gone , will never come back . But she still prefers to stay in them. And she knows because of this she hurting all people related to her . The selfish side of her winning against her sane thoughts .
Edited by Keepdreaming - 7 years ago
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