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Part 19
Raman was sleeping peacefully on his back, burying his face fully in the bed . He sound sleep was disturbed with some sounds ,he turned his face to other side ,trying to sleep again ,then he thought something and moved his to ishita's side to check her but he didn't find her ,he opened his eyes to check her but didn't find her .He then got up and scanned the whole room ,tgrn checked washroom but she was not there ,that's when he heard some sound from kitchen and went there .He saw ishita was in kitchen and was searching something ,he went there and asked " hey ishita what are you searching ".
Ishita got startled listening to his sudden voice ,she dropped the vessel she was holding while she again got scared listening to the vessels sound and shouted loudly ,he giggled seeing her state and pulled her to him ,she recognized his warmth and hided herself in him ,he rounded his arms around her protectively and spoke removing hair strands from her her face " hey it's me ,why are you so scared ".
I(still panting)- no actually, it was so silent, I was alone ,got scared listening to your sudden voice .
Raman hugged her more firmly and spoke " sorry I didn't mean to scare you ,tell me what are you doing here ".
I- nothing,you were sleeping so thought to make coffee for us and also I was bit hungry ,thought to make something .
R- what you wanna eat .
I- kuch bhi .
R- ok you go and rest ,I will make something for you .
I- why you will ,I myself can make .
R- did you forget ,its our babymoon and I m here to care and pamper you .
I- wo to theek hai ,but what I will do alone .
R- ohh,so this is the problem ,I have a solution for it .
Saying so he made place in the slab, picked her and make her sit in the slab . She giggled on his action and spoke " arey I would have sit in the chair ,why here ."
R- so that you can sit comfortably , folding your legs ,you have to hang your legs if you will sit in chair and then it will swell.
I- humm ,wo to hai .
R- haina ,then sit properly and let me do my works ,let's see what's there in this kitchen .
Saying so he opened the rack and instant idli mix ,Maggie ,different type if noodles ,oats and many soups pouches. He asked what she will have ,she thought for a while and spoke " we can make instant idli ,it will taste good with filter coffee ."
R- ok as you say .
Saying so he took out the packet and started making it under ishita's supervision . Soon it was done will putting idli in the vessel ,he placed it in gas stove ,also coffee was boiling ,now he was free ,he went to her and asked
" now tell what else should I make for you ".
ishita rounded her arms around his neck and spoke pulling him to her " thank you so much Raman ".
R- for what .
I- for giving your precious time to me and making me feel special .
R- I m not making you feel special rather you are actually special .
Ishita smiled and asked " is that so ".
He rubbed his nose on her and spoke of course sweety ,its exactly so ,you are very special who is made for me ,its just I met Shagun but earlier ".
Ishita closed his mouth ,he raised his eyebrows asking what happened .She spoke " I don't want anyone here between us , just me and you no one else ,no subbu no shagun ,only ishita and Raman ".
R- (smiling naughtily )- seems you had a great plan .
I- not yet but its final that I want your all the time and attention .
Raman smiled at her possessiveness and pecked her lips softly while she smiled fully getting happy . Soon he was done with making hot coffee with steaming idli ,they had it together Raman didn't eat much while ishita had tummy full of it . After having their evening snacks Raman asked if they should visit lord Shiva temple .She agreed ,
they got freshened up ,she wore a red anarkali suit while he got ready wearing a white T-shirt with blue denim .Soon they were in lord Shiva temple ,which was not so far from there cottage . They entered the lord Shiva temple and gave their puja thal to priest ,he took it and asked " puja kiske naam se karni hai "(for whom the puja is to be done ).
R-hamare hone waale bachche ke liye
(its for our unborn baby ).
Panditji took the thaal and started doing puja while the ladies which were standing beside ishra started talking .
L- such a lovely couple na .
L2- newly married hai shayad .
L1- but see ,the girl has come to temple for performing puja and had not wore any signs of her marriage .
L3- ye aaj kal ki ladikiyaan na.
L2- they are outsider ,I heard that people live together without marriage also ,may be they are also like that .
They were talking loudly fully audible to ishra ,though its not a big thing ,people gossip like this always but as ishra were actually in same position ishita's face fell listening to this . Raman saw her and can feel her sadness ,he took a pinch of sindoor from the aarti thaal which was kept on front of them for taking aarti ,and filled her partition , scolding her that she often forget to wear her signs of marriage giving chances to people talk about their relationship .Ishita just saw deep into his eyes while he pressed his eyes assuring her .Soon the puja was done ,panditji gave prasad to them ,they took blessing from him and went from there .Ishita was lost in her thoughts looking continuously at him while he was climbing down the steps holding her protectively. Raman then asked now where she want to go ishita denied saying now she don't want to go anywhere just want to spend some lone time with him only . He agreed and both went to cottage ,he asked what she wants to have in dinner ,she say they can have something from outside as she want him to be with her only .Raman agreed and ordered their food from outside.
Later in night she was standing beside the window feeling cool breeze while he was doing some work in his laptop .They didn't talked anything further about temple incident .
There was a pin drop silence in the room ,only the typing sound of laptop and the sound of cool breeze was listened there . Raman was busy in his work but his mind was on Ishita ,he was time and again checking her in between his work .He was done with his work and then walked to her ,she saw him and again started looking outside without saying anything ,Raman was noticing her and at last asked " ishita what are you thinking ".
I; nothing just aise hi .
R- are you searching something outside .
I- nahi to .
R- then what's bothering you .
I- kuch bhi nahi .
Raman was trying to talk to her when his phone buzzed ,he saw it was toshiji's call ,he picked the call and talked to his mother .She was asking about ishita ,how she ,how she is feeling about her health , did they went anywhere or not .Raman talked her for sometimes and then hung the call ,he the saw ishita who was now sitting in the bed . He walked to bed and sat beside her ,he caressed her hairs and asked " ishita what's it ,you are looking bit tensed, will you please tell me what's bothering you ".
Ishita shook her head negatively and spoke " nothing Raman ,I m ok ".
He held her face ,turned to him and spoke " have you ever thought ishita that your this behavior can hurt me ".
Ishita saw him with sorry face when he spoke " that day you were angry with me saying I only bother about baby and you also told that you can't say anything to me because you don't have any right on me but you ever thought that how I feel whenever I ask you something and you deny . I know you didn't liked me filling your partition in temple na ,you are still not ready to accept me as your husband, yes its it only either you would had shared everything to me without any hesitation ."
Ishita saw him ,her eyes got wide in shock listening to him ,she hugged him tight and spoke " Raman please don't say like this ,may be we are not tied in the nuptial bond but for me you are my husband , my life starts from you and will also end with you ,you are the only person who touched me and my soul and will be the last one also .please don't tell like this ".
Saying so she hided more in him ,he smiled listening to her confession and spoke pulling her from his embrace " then tell me what's bothering you ".
I(making patterns in his chest )- nothing .
R- again same thing .
I- chodo na ,its weird.
R- haan to tell me ,I m here fo fulfil your very wish, didn't matter how weird it is.
Ishita didn't answered him rather she was down casting her eyes still playing with his shirt buttons ,Raman lifted her face and spoke " its too much , now tell me either I am going out alone and will return in night ,you be alone here in this chilly night ".
Saying so he got up ,when ishita pulled him to her and hugged him tight saying " please don't go ".
He smiled and spoke " then tell what's it , this is the last time I m asking ".
I- ok I m telling you don't go anywhere .
R- bolo .
She nodded but still looking down without saying anything ,he spoke " I m waiting ".
I(meekly )- Raman woh ,I want you ,I mean to say ,I and you ,aap samajh rahe ho na.
R(making a confused face )- nahi main bilkul nahi samajh raha ,will you please speak up ."
She closed her eyes and spoke in a go
" I want you to love me again like that day ". He took a minute to realize what she said ,he then looked at her who was clutching the sheet tightly ,closing her eyes feeling too nervous and awkward to mouth her desire openly .He at first saw her for some minutes then smiled fully ,held her hand and spoke kissing the back of her palm " ishita you are looking like red apple due to shyness ,open you eyes ."
She opened her eyes slowly and cleared " don't know why ,I was alright till evening but suddenly I recalled that night and ..."
Raman kept finger on her mouth and spoke " no need to give any excuses or clearance ,I too wanna love you but will it be safe for baby ".
I- don't know .can we ask doctor.
R- pagal hai kya ,what she will think that how despo we are .
I- haan wo to hai , any friend .
R- haan hai to but ,he will think that Shagun is pregnant and then it will ruin everything .
I(tensed )- ab kya Karein.
R- Google ,we will google ,it has all the answer .
I- humm ,this is right .
Saying so he picked the laptop and started searching " will it be safe to get intimated during first month of pregnancy " .They were happy as they got positive results with some precautions and do's and don't . They read various pages and different articles related to it and finally got their answer that its safe but they have to be slow and patient . Both smiled fully looking at each other ,as they were going to be one again with their wish not because of any mocking or any depression but just love .
That's all for now ,hope you like this .Enjoy reading and do comment.
PS - got very less likes in last update ,want 200+ likes and lovely comments for next update.
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