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PART 19
Ishita was shocked hearing this and said looking away -aap kya keh rahe hai, I am not getting anything. Aur jaan kya hota hai, aap yahan se chale jaiye. She said and turn to go only to held by hik again. He pulled her closer and said -dont try to be unknown, I know that u know that what I mean. I am just not understanding that why u r not accepting the truth.
Ishita -kya kehna chahte hai aap, I am not understanding. Aap please yahan se chale jaiye. She said and was going when Raman pinned her to the wall and caged her between his arms -achcha, tumhe samajh mein nahi aa raha ki main kya keh raha hoon, I am trying to say that I know that who r u, I am trying to say ki yeh joh sindoor hai naa tumhare maang mein yeh mere naam ka hai, yeh joh mangalsutra hai tumhare gale mein woh mere naam ka hai, and i am trying to say Mrs bhalla, ki iss Mrs bhalla ki Mr bhalla main hoon, Mrs Ishita Raman Kumar bhalla. He said pushing himself on her making her eyes moist.
Ishita -and when u got to know about this, when I make that food for u, tab aapko pata chala that I am ur wife, woh Shagun nahi hai aapki biwi. Pura Ek mahin,do din, aur aath ghante uske saath bitane ke baad, today u got to know that actually I am ur wife not her. Have u even know what I have gone through in this one month. Kidnap ho gayi thi main, was tied in ropes, they slapped me hard, they were scaring me to rape me but still I was happy as I got to know that u got ur eyes back. Khush thi main, I was hopeful that u will still recognise me, if not by my face then atleast by my fragrance. Aapne kaha tha naa ki mujhe meri dhadkan se pehchaanenge, toh kyun nahi pehchaan paaye mujhe raman. Kyun nahi jaan paaye that, the girl standing next to u is not ur jaan. Kyun nahi pehchana ki woh nahi hai aapki biwi. Kya shakal aur naam sab kuch hota hai, pyaar aur ehsaas kuch nahi. Have u never loved me that u couldn't recognise me, kyun nahi pehchaana raman, kaise nahi pehchaana ki woh aapki jaan nahi. She said holding his collar while tears were falling continuously from her eyes.
Raman bend and kissed her tears drinking them. Ishita want to push him but like her body got numb to his touches and was surrendering herself to him.
Raman kissed her tears and then her forehead, she was just sobbing continuously when Raman said -i knew jaan, I knew. Mujhe pata tha ki meri biwi Shagun nahi tum ho. I always knew it jaan. I knew ki woh ladki joh mujhe itna pyaar karti hai woh Shagun nahi tum ho. He said making her shocked.
While he continued -aaj se nahi kai mahino se pata hai that u r my wife, tum meri biwi ho, I knew it jaan.
Ishita -jhooth u r lying raman.
Raman -no I am not, Kyunki bhale hi maine Shagun se baat nahi ki thi shaadi se pehle but seeing her social life on various social networking sites I have guessed what kind of girl she is, careless and self-centered,aur tum uske bilkul opposite thi, u were caring and loving, that makes me think that u r not Shagun. Then my parent's and even Shagun's parent behaviour towards u made my doubt more firm, coz maa papa could never ever treat Shagun like that, not giving u clothes and jewelleries make me think the reason behind their behaviour.
Ishita -i never wanted ur property raman, all I wanted is u. She said crying.
Raman pecked her forehead and said -i knew jaan, thoda samay lagaa but I got to know that u r not that bloody shagun but a different girl ishita, who loves unconditionally.
Ishita -aapko mera naam kaise pata chala tha.
Raman -tumhi ne toh bataya tha.
Ishita -maine?? Kab??
Raman -u remember, u brought blue roses for me, saying that's my favourite.
Ishita nodded in yes.
Raman -noone knows this other then u, not even my parents. Uss din mujhe pata chala that ur name is ishita.
Ishita -toh aapne mujhe kabhi bola kyun nahi that u know that it's me.
Raman -everytime I start to talk about ur identity, u start panicking, so I prefer to be silent as I just want to see u happy. And when I got to know that I can be fine, I prefer to stay silent coz I want to confess my love to u as u after getting my eyes back, coz I wanted to see ur beautiful face and ur happiness when I propose u, but meri buri kismat, I had to wait more then a month to see ur beautiful face.
Ishita -par jab Aap sab jaante the, then why u were standing with Shagun, aapko pata hai mujhe kitna bura lagaa, I was dead, jeene ka mann ho nahi tha, why u were standing with her and smiling.
Raman -i had to jaan, coz u were kidnapped by my parent and my father was ready to even kill u, if I get to know the truth. He said making ishita shocked.
Ishita -kya??
Raman -yes jaan, I am shameful that they r my parent. They don't care about me but their prestige and status. They were ready to kill my love just to save their fake status. So I had to play along. I had to stay with them to keep u protected.
Ishita -but main nahi thi unke paas, main ussi din bhaag gayi thi.
Raman -yes, I got to know that afterwards, mujhe pehle nahi pata tha, I was thinking that u r with his goons only. That's why I was staying with them and trying to find u.
Ishita looked at him with questioning eyes and with a baby pout.
Raman -what??
Ishita -aap Shagun ko saath rehte the, Ek kamre mein.
Raman smiled seeing her possessiveness and said -agar rehta hoga toh.
Ishita looked at him with moist eyes and said -kyun rahenge Aap uske saath when u know that I am ur wife, aur sirf mujhe adhikaar hai aapko choone ka.
Raman -arey mera possessive baby, no I wasn't staying with her. I didn't even let her enter our room, kyunki uss par aur mujh par sirf tumhara haq hai. Sach jaan I was craving for u, Aise kaise chod kar chali gayi tum mujhe, Ek baar toh mudh kar dekha hota. Ek baar toh mujh par bharosha kiya hota that ur raman can never forget u ever. Tum soch bhi nahi sakti how I was dying without u, Ek Ek pal bhaari tha mujh par. I was living in hell without u, cursing u and our fate for the day we decided to get myself treated. Main bina aankhon ke ho khush tha tumhare saath, mujhe tumhari zarurat hai jaan, inn aankhon ki nahi. Why u went leaving ur raman alone, Ek baar nahi socha ki mar jaaunga tumhare bina. He said and start crying bitterly. She hugged him tight and said -sorry raman, it was my insecurities that didn't let me trust ur love. I am really sorry but I was also dying without u, Ek Ek pal mari hoon aapke bina. Bas mari nahi, kyunki kahin Ek choti si umeed thi ki shayad aap aaye mujhe dhoondhte hue.agar yeh umeed bhi nahi hoti toh shayad main mar hi jaati. She said and start crying bitterly. Raman too hugged her tightly and both start crying uncontrollably pouring their heart to each other.
Sometime passed like this, both were crying when Raman felt ishita is getting exhausted and leaning more on him. He remembered that doctor told her to be stress free as stress is not good for the baby. He composed himself and start consoling her while ishita was crying uncontrollably not able to control her emotions while Raman was trying continuously to console her but in vain, she was in much pain to hear anything.
At last, when she was total out of control, he took her in a bone crushing hug and said -chup jaan, chup ho jaa. Itna kya rona bachcha, see I came naa.
Ishita hugged him more tightly and said -why u took so long to come raman, I was dying every second without u. Aapko pata hai, zindagi zindagi hi nahi lagti thi aapko bina.i was just a lost soul without u, aapke bina aapke pyaar ke bina, I was dying every second, every minute. And the thought that u don't even know anything about me, the thought that u can never come to me, was killing me more. I was so alone without u, I was so alone.why u took so long to come raman, apni jaan ki dhadkan pehchaanne mein Itni der kaise lagaa di aapne, Raman. She was saying and crying.
Seeing her stopping nowhere, he took her lips in his and start kissing her ever so softly caressing her back lovingly and gently. Ishita closed her eyes feeling his touch and her cries start to lessen. He was chewing her lips slowly while his hands were busy in opening the knot of the dori of her blouse. After opening the dori, he opened her blouse hook one by one. He broke the kiss and start dropping kisses on her face. She moaned in pleasure and pulled him more to her.
Raman bend and start dropping open mouth kisses on her jawline making her go senseless. She leaned on him for support while he picked her in his arms and took her to the small bed in the room itself. He make her settle on the bed and adjusted himself on her. He opened her blouse and start caressing her front making her go senseless. She poked her nails in him and kissed his earlobe making him smile at his bold wife. He bend and took her peaks in his mouth removing the last piece of cloth off her body. Ishita moaned his name in pleasure and ripped off his shirt making him bare chested. He pulled her close and start kissing her every curve hungrily making her feel heavenly under his touch. Soon both were lost in each other while their clothes were scattered on the floor. The room was filled with their loud moans while they were busy in pleasuring each other.
Soon he adjusted himself on her and was about to enter him when she said -dheere se, hamara baby hai. She said blushing hard.
Raman kissed her forehead and said -dont worry, I will be as gentle as I can. Will not hurt my jaan and our chotu jaan. He said and entered into her. She closed her eyes in sheer pleasure and both rocked in sync. Soon they reach their extreme and he fell beside her cautious enough not to hurt her. Ishita pecked his forehead and said -i love u raman.
Raman kissed her cheek and said -i love u too jaan, actually I love u too ishita. He said and took her in his arms.
Both rested in each other's arms for sometime and then Raman caressed her tummy and said -I Am so happy jaan. We r going to have a baby. I am going to be a father, aur tum meri jaan, my baby, is going to have a baby. OMG how I am going to handle my two cuties. But u know this is the best feeling in the world, my jaan is in my arms and the symbol of our love is in ur womb. We make a complete haply family. He said and kissed her flat tummy.
Ishita closed her eyes feeling his touch and said -aap khush ho naa.
Raman raised his head and look at her and said -khush,actually not khush. Kyunki joh main abhi feel kar raha hoon naa, usse express nahi kar sakta. I think meri khushi ke express karne ke liye koi word hi nahi bana hai, coz I am very very very happy.
Ishita -aur aapki family, kya woh khush honge. She asked reluctantly.
Raman cupped her face realising her discomfort thinking about their future and said -meri family tum aur hamara bachcha hai, I don't care about anyone else, waise bhi unn logon ne mujhse kabhi pyaar nahi kiya, I really wonder how can any parent treat their only son like this and how they can be so cruel to their son. He said while his eyes got moist.
Ishita hide his face in her front and said -no raman, aise rote nahi.
Raman hugged her tight and cried -noonw loves me jaan, sabke liye main sirf Ek object hoon, jiski koi feelings nahi hoti and no-one even bothered that they were actually killing me from inside by separating u from me. Kisi ko iss baat se farak nahi padhta jaan that I am in pain. Jab main andha hua mujhe apni zindagi se baahar kar diya aur jab aankhen aayi toh wapas bula liya, they even snatched u from me, Ek baar bhi nahi socha ki agar mujhe sach pata chalega toh main kitna tut jaaunga. My father was even ready to kill u for his fake pride aur kya kaha pata hai, he said that I will cry for one or two days and then I will be fine. Unhe koi fark nahi padhta ki unka beta royega, dukhi hoga. No nothing, just no feelings for me. He said and cried again nit able to hold his emotions.
Ishita pecked his forehead and said -please stop Raman, I can't see u in pain. If not for anyone else then for us raman, mere liye ,hamare bachche ke liye. Please stop crying .she said wiping his tears.
He hide himself in her and said -tum naa mujhe hamesha sabse jyada pyaar karna, hamare bachchon se bhi jyada. Always treat me as ur first baby ishita. As I have noone to love and care. Please mujhe hamesha sabse jyada pyaar karna. He said still sobbing.
Ishita pecked his temple, her lips stayed at his forehead a little longer and said -i will always love u, sabse jyada. Hamare sab bachchon se jyada, yes Raman u will always be my first baby. Now stop crying and have some sleep. U must be tired.
Raman closed his eyes and said -haan, bahut tired hoon. I couldn't sleep since that time u left me alone. Now hide me in u, so that I can sleep peacefully. Bahut bhatka hoon tumhare liye, now I want solace in ur arms. He said and rested his head on her front. Ishita was just caressing him lovingly and soon he was slept. Ishita pecked his temple and closed her eyes too to get a nap.
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Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon
Jodha Akbar
