Rikara FF: Tu hi meri Manzil(Index: Pg 1, Chapter 28 on Pg 84) - Page 29

<Chapter 16>

He moved his right hand which had the dressing, slowly and placed it on her waist. "Gauri".. he leaned over her crook of the neck and was nibbling it. Gauri's was thrownback for a moment. She never expected he would openly seek her physical proximity with this much comfort. She wanted to get away from this now, but not knowing ways to stop him. His warm mouth savouring her neck and earlobes were clouding her senses while his hand held her still.

"Omkaaraji please" she tried to frantically voice him to stop but he wasn't in a mood to listen.

"Omkaaraji nahi.. call me om"

He moved up while showering kisses on her face and his legs wrapped hers to cocoon her to himslef. She was feeling lost in whirlpool with her senses eroded by his passionate proximity. Her anticipation rose by alarming levels without she being aware that she is responding him enough to increase his passion to infinite proportions. Remotely a thought which rose in her mind about them getting engulfed by lust was calmed down by his passion filled embrace which was a tell tale of something more than just a lust.

"you know Gauri, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever met" his passionate tone and his sincere yearning in the eyes threw her off balance.

"tumhaari aankhen itni sundar hain ki kabhi kabhi main isse dekthe hi reh jaatha Gauri"

"sach?"

"Yes.. and your lips are so tender pata hain. Rose petals jaisa"

She is hearing such a passionate narrative about herself from a man. The way he did it with so much intensity in his eyes, made her yearn for more. He admired her neck and was savouring it uncontrollably for few minutes.

"Iski aage bhi describe karoonga agar tum sunna chahthi ho toh. Bolo, sunna chahthi ho?"

He was very clever enough to evoke strong anticipation from her to make her ease out into him as comfortably as possible. Gauri wanted him to continue badly. She was embarrassed as to how to acknowledge it before him.

"Om.. please" She wished he knew what she thought.

He gave a victorious smile at hearing his name as he wanted.

He moved near her earlobe and held it between his teeth "Bolo" do you want to hear his voice was a whispery seductiveness.

Gauri's naivety didn't stand a chance before his expert ministrations. "Haan" she couldn't believe the words came from her mouth without control.

"You know it tempts me beyond control to fit these glories in my hand. This is such a right size of rounded perfection and absolute lusciousness"

Gauri blushed hard red while he caressed it a little over her dress. She flinched under his touch and stopped his hand from moving further.

His male valour was already basking in glory accentuated by the blush in her cheeks. Her surrendered state invoked alarming levels of passion in him, and his body burned. He rolled over her, thrusting his entire weight forgetting that he was having a wound.

"Om aapki chot"

"I don't care" he leaned down towards the nape of her neck with a raging passion. Every moment she was being pulled deeper into a pool of sensuality and she did have a very little control over her senses. She twirled and squirmed in his arms while her entire lower body was wrapped within his encircled legs.

Gauri landed to earth all of a sudden. She was floating in an ocean of ecstasy. Somewhere realization hit her that her heart and mind belonged to this man, who also happened to her husband of strange sorts. He had managed to touch her heart and soul effortlessly else her own body wouldn't have acknowledged his touch to this extent. There was a moment of silence between the realizations of what had happened just now, between the two. Omkaara pulled an immense strength to regain from the state when he had almost lost himself to her. He had to do this for him more importantly for her. His love might have overpowered him to loose his control temporarily, but he regained at the right moment for he valued her self respect more than their impulsive feelings at the moment. She was looking so very lost than him, since it was the first time she experienced the realms of physical intimacy, though not fully, but was sufficient enough to blow her mind away. What felt more surprising to her was everything felt right on looking at his dark caramel eyes? The endless amount of love, care and concern displayed in the eyes gave her a answer to the silent questions of her heart

He broke the silence, while setting her dress right.

"Gauri.." his voice was deep and hoarse, a very proof that he might be undergoing what she does right now?

"Hmm..." She could manage only to pull the sound from her throat whilst busily looking away from him to hide her blush or embarrassment?

"Mujhe pata nahi main kya kahoon. Jo jazbaat itni khubsoorat ho, usse main galti maan ke, sorry nahi kehna chahtha. Agar kahoon to phir wo jazbaat ki value hi nahi rahega. Mujhe pata nahi tha Gauri, ki tum mujhe itni affect karti ho. Ajeeb baat yeh hain, ki main aisa mehsoos kar raha hoon. I am very serious person when it comes to relationships and marriage. Aur jo phase main undergo kar raha tha, uski chakkar mein mujhe toh shaadi, pyaar sab insignificant hogaya. Par jab se humhaari Safar shuru hui, I am starting to feel more relaxed and moving towards my own self. Issliye kyunki mein tumhaari saath zyaada comfortable ho raha tha. Par ab mujhe lag raha hain, I have feelings for you" he paused to gauge her reactions. She was still looking down with no expression face.

"Meri oor dekho na" He lifted her face.

She looked at him, confused.

"Gauri.. tum samajh rahi ho naa, ki main kya kehne ki koshish kar raha hoon. Main iss shaadi mein rehna chahtha hoon aur tumhaari opinion jaana chahtha hoon"

"Par Omkaaraji, yeh kaise ho saktha hai?"

"Kyun nahi"

"Yeh shaadi sirf ek temporary arrangement thi naa? Aapko bachane ke liye? Aap ki status, family sab kahan hain aur kahan main. Hum dono saath mein reh rahein aur aapko mere saath comfort aagayi, issliye hum wo saari issues nazar andaaz nahi kar sakthe hai. Humhaari aur aapki beech mein ek lakeer thi, hai aur aage ki zindagi mein bhi hum usse mita nahi payenge.."

"Gauri jo tum keh rahi ho, status, paisa, khandaan ye sab mera aur mom ko help nahi kiya. Tum thi wahan. Mujhe yeh sab se koi matlab nahi aur aage bhi nahi hain"

"Par Omkaaraji.." He closed her mouth with his fingers

"Please Gauri. Kuch negative mat bolo. Agar tum iss baare mein sochna chahthi ho, to time lo aur socho. I know tumhaari mann mein bahut saare sawal hain. Please ab yeh status, paisa yeh sab ki baare mein mat socho. Bas yeh socho ki tum iss marriage mein rehna chahthi ho kin ahi. main sirf yeh jaana chahtha hoon"

She looked at his choclate orb eyes for 2 minutes and heaved a sigh. She wasn't sure if this is right thing for him, even thought it might be for her.

"Hum thoda.. wo.. yeh hogaye.. issliye aap aise to nahi keh rahe hain na?"

"Gauri tumhe lagtha hain main bina jazbaat se hi, tumhaari saath yeh sab karoonga?

"Par.. mujhe pata nahi chal raha ki main apni aap ko sambala kyun nahi, Omkaaraji" Her petrified expression looked like that of scared child.

"Gauri kya tum guilty feel kar rahi ho?"

"Guilty nahi.. Par main humhaari shaadi ki baare mein aisa kuch nahi soch rahi hoon naa, jaise aap soch rahe. Issliye mujhe bahut ajeeb feel ho rahi hai"

"Gauri. Main bata saktha hoon. Par main chahtha hoon, ki tumi khud ko introspect karo aur iski jawab doondho"

She just noticed that dressing had totally come off, and wound was exposed.

"Dressing khol gayi. Main dobara karti hoon" Her concern despite all this confusion she is undergoing, gave him immense hope.

While she was standing and fixing the dressing again, he was looking at her so deeply.

Once she was done, he hugged her waist and brushed his nose. Gauri felt goosebumps. "Iam very happy today" the unusual glint in his dark caramel eyes were giving her undercurrent vibrations.

"ab humhe so jaana chahiye. Raat bahut hochuki hain, waise bhi" she settled at her corner of bed, very much aware of changed circumstances. He was lying very near without touching her, thinking she might feel uncomfortable.

After few minutes, she was feeling his breath at nape of her neck. He rolled over and held her as she gave him a surprised look.. "Ab aadat hogayi mujhe' he winked.

<to be cont>

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