It was more then an hour since ishita was inside, Raman was waiting impatiently for the doctor, to come and give him some good news but all he was getting was long wait.
Mihir was sitting beside raman while he was sitting silently on the chair waiting for the doctor. Romi simmi called raman finding ishra not in home only to get to know that ishita fell off the stairs.
They came to the hospital asap and came running to raman.they hugged raman tight and cried saying-bhabhi maa ki kya hua bhai achanak.
Simmi-she will be OK naa, bhai. Both were crying and saying while Raman was all silent. He was feeling guilty for being the reason of this mishap. His words acted like venom for her and now ready to consume her now. He cried hugging his siblings tightly not able to take the pain.
Two hours passed like this, all was waiting anxiously for the doctor to come out and say that ishita is out of danger but all they were getting was a long wait.
After sometime, which seems like ages for them, finally the doctor came out.
All ran to him and raman asked-how is my wife now, doc.
Doc-she is not good, infact she is very critical. Did she ever had any head injury before.
Romi -nahi toh, she was all OK since she is with us.
Doc-remember anytime her head banged with some thing hard.
Raman remembered how her head got banged on stairs when she was saving him from fire.
Raman -yes, I remember she got hurt once. Her head got banged with the stairs.why ,what happened.
Doc-i think she got hurt in the same place again and that's why the wound is too deep. I afraid we will be able to save her or not.
All got stunned hearing this,raman couldn't hold himself and crushed on floor crying and said folding his hands sitting on his knees-please save her, please save my ishita. Usse kuch ho gaya toh Main mar jaaunga. Please save my wife doctor. he said sitting on his knees folding his hand, almost begging for Ishita's life.
All eyes turned moist seeing Raman's condition while romi simmi too start crying hearing about ishita. They too hugged raman and cried bitterly.
The siblings cried for long for ishita and finally settle down side by side waiting for some good news.
After sometime, mihir sent romi and simmi to have coffee and snacks as they have not eaten anything for long.
After they went mihir sat next to Raman and put his hand on Raman's shoulder. He looked at mihir and said-its all because of me mihir, agar main woh sab nahi kehta toh ishita kuch nahi sunti and she would be fine. It all happened just because of u.
Mihir-yes bhai, it all happened because of u. Actually not u but because of ur misconception. He said making raman look at him all confused.
Mihir-yes bhai, it all happened because of ur misconception. Aapki yeh soch ki aap pyaar nahi karte bhabhi se, jimmedaar hai bhabhi ko condition ki. Jab ki sach toh yeh hai ki ,u love bhabhi madly. Yes bhai I can see it and feel it. Aap bahut pyaar karte ho bhabhi se. And I really don't know how u even thought that u don't love her.yeh toh tadap hai, yeh jo bechaini hai aapko bhabhi ke liye, this is only love. I know u may have some insecurities as bhabhi always has an upper hand in this relationship, actually she is the base of this relationship. But yeh jaruri nahi ki joh pehle pyaar kare ussi ka pyaar mahaan ho, ur love can be equally great as her.and seeing ur desperation I can say that ur love for her is not less then hers for u, if not more. Bhai pyaar ko naapne ka koi barometer nahi hota, so I can't measure ur love for bhabhi, but one thing is sure, u love her very much. Aur rahi baat physical hone ki toh only u can pin point the reason behind this. No one can make u understand it's reason nor u should discuss this with anyone else then her. It should be between u two only. I hope u r getting what I mean to say. Aap samajh rahen ho naa bhai.
Raman nodded and said-yes I am getting what u want to say. Shayad yeh meri hi galti thi ki main apne pyaar ko hi nahi samajh paaya.always thought and believed that I married her just to keep her happy. But sach toh yeh hai ki uska mere saath hona jitna uske liye jaruri hai utna hi, yaa shayad usse jyada mere liye. I want her near me to keep me happy and contented. I want her in my life mihir. I need her to be alive. Mujhe uski zarurat hai. Meri ishita mujhe wapas de do mihir, main mar jaaunga uske bina. He said and hugged mihir tight, while he consoled raman saying, everything will be fine bhai.
Few hours more passed like this, all were waiting to get some news regarding ishita .mihir brought coffee for them, he offer coffee to Raman also but he was sitting like stone. He was just looking at the red bulb and waiting for it to switch off.so that someone can tell him about his Ishita's well-being.
He was looking at the door continuously and was remembering the time she entered into his life spreading her beautiful smile. He remembered how she use to take care of him, how he use to wait for her, how she shaved his beard for the first time and complemented him to blush. How she saved h from that fire and how she confessed her love for his and their first kiss, how he felt at peace whenever she hide him in her arms and how good he felt when appa gave her hand to him.
Raman -i know ishita, I hurt u so much. But I am really sorry, please wapas aa jao mere paas, I need u. I need u badly with me. Main nahi jee sakta tumhare bina. He was thinking and tears were flowing endlessly from his eyes.
Yeh dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Yeh dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Kyun rooh meri yeh sahe
Main adhoora jee raha hun
Hardam yeh keh raha hun
Mujhe teri zarurat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zarurat hai..
Yeh dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Yeh dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Kyun rooh meri yeh sahe
Main adhoora jee raha hun
Hardam yeh keh raha hun
Mujhe teri zarurat hai..
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Andheron se tha mera rishta bada
Toone hi ujaalon se waakif kiya
Ab lauta main hoon
In andheron mein phir
To paya khud ko beghana yahan
Tanhaayi bhi mujhse khafa ho gayi
Banjron ne bhi thukra diya
Main adhoora jee raha hun
Khud par hi ek saza hoon
Mujhe teri zarurat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
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