Part 3I am Siddhant Bharatwaj...
The unlucky man in this world...
I dont know why... but whatever i start with i end up in failure...
I am good in studies...
I am good in sports...
I am good in intelligence...
Still what is the use???
Since my childhood none includes me in any game...
As soon i join their team in whichever game...
They end up in losing the game...
Though i might have got good scores in that game...
They feel my unlucky and made me quit their team...
I only play when they practice.. but not in actual games...
After i completed my studies.. my father gave the responsibility of handling the company to me...
Unfortunately we end up in failure of the projects we were handling...
He told me to just stay indoors instead of coming to the company...
He thought its better to handle himself instead of giving to me and ending up with losses...
I felt insulted...
How can i stay at home like that???
I started applying for job outside...
Not in our city...
Somewhere far from our city...
After much try for months together.. i got the job...
I joined the job...
I was performing well.. Very well...
Is my unluck following me even here...
The company is suddenly facing loss...
Surely not because of me...
Instead he got loss due to share market...
I know i got no hands in it...
But MD is in loss and cant afford to even give salary now...
He told us to quit the company...
What the hell is happening???
I came to home yesterday with all frustration...
I didn't had dinner...
I was not getting sleep...
I only hate my fate which is not letting me to shine in anything...
What sin i have done to face such life...
When i cant shine anywhere.. what is the use of even having such talent...
After turning sides the whole night.. now i am on the bed in this busy hours...
I was suppose to get up and ready for office...
I was suppose to rush to the office and start my work...
But not anymore... I got no office yet to work...
Now i need to start job search again..
Not sure how long it is going to take to get...
I feel frustrated.. dejected... depressed...
I got no mood to even get up as i got nothing to do now getting up...
When i was in all these frustrations.. i felt suddenly my mind is getting relaxed...
How can i feel relaxed when nothing around me is changed...
I felt like the heaviness in my heart was reduced...
Something soothing my heart & mind...
I forward my hand & kept on my forehead...
Some strange feeling inside...
I felt like being on safe hands now...
What the feeling is all about???
I was surprised...
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