Hello friends again back with new update .Part 20
Few more days passed Ishra has come more closer than earlier ,now they had accepted each other wholeheartedly, hugging and kissing has became normal between then ,its just they were not sharing physical relationship as ishita was weak after the miscarriage and more than that they were bit scared alsi thinking what if ishita got pregnant again .They now wanted to complete their studies and get successful in their Carrier after that only they wanted to plan a new baby .
Their exams are approaching with great speed and also they were preparing sincerely.One day Raman was gone out and after returning he went directly to their room thinking ishita us studying there but he didn't found her there ,he called her " ishita ,ishita where do you go ."
I- I m here only preparing for dinner .
Listening to this raman walked towards the kitchen and saw her washing the veggies ,he went to her and asked "have you gone mad ."
I- isme pagal hone ki kya baat hai .
R- yaar ishita kal se hamaare exam shuru hone waale hain ,aur tu chula chowki mein lagi hai .
I- to kya karoon ye bhi to mera hi kaam hai ,what we will eat if I will not prepare food .
R- we will order from outside ,what's the big deal .
I- jitne time mein aap order karenge utne time mein I will prepare waise bhi tomm is our exam so it will be better if we eat homemade food .
R- ok I will also help you to jaldi ho jaayega then we will study together .
I- ok.you chop veggies till I m kneading flour .
R- why you will knead flour ,you chop veggies I will knead flour as it require much energy and you are still not that strong .
I- bas karo ,I remember how you made paste out of flour last time .
They recalled the last incident when raman was full of flour in process of kneading flour and laughed aloud .
Raman walked to her and spoke " haan to mujhe bahut achche se nahi aata hai ,you didn't even reached me ever , aunty (his maid) ko bhi tune mana kar diya aane se ,now you have to do everything alone ".
I- that's not the big deal ,jyada kaam nahi hai .
R- dont talk much complete this work as soon as possible and then get back to your studies .
I-( irritated)- kar to rahi hoon.hamesha padho padho.
Raman saw she was irritated ,he smiled listening to her and spoke back hugging her ," is everything ok ".
I- hato ,let me do my work soonish.
R- oops seems someone is so angry with me .
I- nahi bahut khus hoon , you go I will and let me do my work .
Raman turned her to him and asked cupping her face " ishita is everything ok,you are looking too upset ".
Ishita hugged him back and spoke " Raman its your final exam ,after this you will go back to your place and I will be left alone ,how I will live without you. no body even knows about us , your mom was talking to you about your marraige earlier also ,what if she will pressurize you ,aap doosri shaadi kar loge ".
Raman saw deep into her eyes and spoke hugging her more ," ishita how can you even think about that ,if I have to marry to another girl ,I would had accepted maa's proposal earlier ."
I- I m sorry Raman but the truth is I can't live without you ,aspke bina life main soch bhi nahi sakti .
R- even you are a part of my life ,how can I live you.ok don't panick let me think something.
Ishita nodded and continued her work .They had their dinner and then get back to their studies ,Raman was studying seriously while ishita was disturbed ,he was studying and noticing her at times, at last he asked " ishita what's up, are you feeling sleepy ".
ishita shook her head negatively and asked " had you thought anything ".
R- what .
I- (almost crying )- dekha you didn't even remember ,you told that you will think something for us .
Raman recalled it and noticed that she is actually very much disturbed ,he opened his arms for her ,she crawled to him and engulfed herself in his embrace. He removed all the hair strands from her face and made her look at him ,both shared a serene eyelock ,Raman then bend and kissed her temple ,her eyes got closed with his soft touch .He adjusted her in his lap and spoke caressing her beautiful face
" you are not studying and not letting me study ."
I- I m trying but its not happening ,I m thinking this from many days .
R- tomm I will talk to everybody and will take you all to my home for a week after our exams are over .
I- usse kya hoga.
R- you will also come with us and meet everybody ,you try to impress ma and in the mean time I will talk to her about us.
I- what if she don't like me .
R(making an irritated face )- hamesha negative ,kabhi to positive soch meri ma .
I- OK,ok but positive soch liya but we have to be ready with plan be also .
R- koi plan B nahi ,if our parents will not agree then we have to leave house as after living together as married couple we can't live away .can you ?
He saw her with waiting for his answer while she snuggled more into him and spoke " never ".
R(thinking something )- kya the hum aur kya ho gaye ,haina .
I- actually only one night has changed everything ,kaash us din main party mein nahi gayi hoti ,you know I was not willing to go but mihika convinced me ,she herself talked to warden mam and my parents ,never ever had thought that ,a time will come when I had to lie to my parents like this and more than that we are ready to elope .
R- are you regretting it ?
I- can't say precisely that I m regretting it or not but yes I m happy with you and want to live my life further with you .But at the same time the guilt that we had cheated our parents will always be there .
R- we didn't had any choice ishita .
I- I know ,we did everything for someone who was actually a mistake of ours and who is not at all there between us ,our destiny had played a very dirty game with us .
R- we can't help it either .
I- Rsman hadn't you ever felt bad ,you were always with me ,besides me protecting me always .don't you ever thought that what you will say to your parents .
R- many times ,I had thought it many times that how I will tell this to my parents ,how they will react and all .And you know ,I always reach to only one conclusion that's only truth .
I- means .
R- means ,I know very well though may be ma will like you but our financial status will surely come in between us , if it will be so I will tell all the truth to ma and papa .
Listening this ishita got silent ,she slowly teared herself from him and tried to study taking her books ,he snatched it from her and spoke angrily " what's thus we are in middle of something ,bolo na kya hua".
I- Raman you pitied me na.
R- (irritated)- yaar ishita how many times I told you that was my genuine concern for you ,I don't know what you call it in your words but at that time I couldn't able to leave you . I can't exactly name the feeling but main tujhe us haalat mein nahi chod paya. I m genuine that time I was sheltering a girl who was mother of my baby ,now I m living with my wife whom I actually love a lot and want to start afresh with her leaving all the baggage of past .
Ishita's eyes become teary listening to his honest confession ,she hugged him tight and declared closing her eyes " I too love you a lot raman ,I really do ".
They remain in each other embrace for sometimes then ishita teared herself again and asked " raman what if your parents will think that I trapped you ."
R- (making faces)- ishita we are already married for last six months and you had chosen today's date to ask your queries, meri ma ,mera question bank my parents are smart enough to recognize people .(folding his hands )- now if you got the answers of your queries ,can I study for sometimes ,I had my final exams tomorrow.
I(making a puppy face )- padho na Maine kab mama kiya hai ,main to bas..
R- ishita if you are done you can sleep ,but let me revise .
I- ( keeping her finger on her month)- OK baba will not say anything further .
Sating so she too started studying but his words that he loves her was continues ringing on her mind ,she was smiling like idiots recalling their moment ,she so wanted to crush herself against his hard chest and kiss him passionately but the fact that tomorrow is their exam was stopping her .
Any how they completed their revision in late night and lays on bed to catch some sleep ,ishita lays too close to him ,he smiled and asked " what happened ,everything alright ".
I- nahi kuch nahi ,just wanted to ask you actually love me .
Raman smiled fully and spoke " tu abhi bhi wahi soch rahi hai ".
I- you were jocking na .
R-pagal hai kya ,why should I .I really mean my words buddhu ,I love you and will live my whole life with you only .got that .
Ishita snuggled more into him ,he smiled and asked " kya ".
I- if we will make love ,I will again get pregnant.?
Raman laughed listening to her and spoke " ishita chup, now sleep we have out exam in morning ,kal kya exam mein yahi likhna hai (do you want to write these all in exam).
I(with puppy face )- please bolo na .
R- ok, no this time we will take precautions ,got your answer ,happy now can we sleep .
I- humm ,only a kiss .
R- if you will demand kiss so cutely ,I will eat you up .
Ishita blushed and hided her self in him ,he turned to her and raised her face to him ,she looked down shyly while he bend a little and capture her lips for a deep passionate kiss ,she closed her eyes and pulled him more to her ,while he demanded entry in her mouth ,she opened and let him enter,He explored her mouth with his tongue as she parted her lips more to give him the way to go inside.. ,she wounded her arms around his neck and pulled him more ,while he was busy in relishing her flavors ,they were almost on each other ,not willing to part but had to ,due to need of breath and then slept peacefully snaking each other .
That's all for now ,hope you like this ,enjoy reading and do comment.
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