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Posted: 8 years ago

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Banumathy Prasanna

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Posted: 8 years ago

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Part 4

Roli POV:

I reached the village...

As i went inside my grandmother in the village gave a warm welcome to me...

'Welcome Roli.. how many years went seeing you... how is your parents... Good that you final remembered us...' my grandmother was keep on talking while i was only restless...

'I wish take bath & come...' i excused her and rushed inside...

I kept the bag and jumped to the bed...

Yes.. there is a room in that village house for me always...

I stay there only...

I remembered the moments i shared with that stranger...

How dare i did something like that...

I am not someone who will get tempted to lust & do all these with a stranger whom i dont even see or know...

But what happened to me today...

How i lost my control...

Atleast i might have not accepted when he touched and whatever he did...

I might have protested against doing that...

Now what will happen...

I dont know anything about him and just rushed out from there...

Atleast if i know who he is i can try to marry him itself...

But now how can i marry someone else after whatever happened...

Its like betraying the guy who is going to marry me...

I went to take bath...

Tried to wash away the feeling he has created all over my body...

His touch.. his kisses...

The water failed to wash away any of these inspite of pouring more & more water on me...

I failed to get any difference by this bath and came out changing the dress...

I went down while my grandmother kept my breakfast ready...

I had breakfast and wonder what to do now...

If i stay there my grandmother will talk some or other...

But right now.. i am not in mood to hear anything...

'I will just meet my friends & come...' i told her and came out of the house...

Yes i got few friends in that village who i meet every time i go to village...

I started walking on he streets lost in my own thoughts...

As i walk i just crossed my friend house forgetting even that...

She saw me from inside and rushed towards me...

'Roli.. when did you came...' she puzzled...

That is when i came back to conscious...

She is one of the best friend i have with whom i share everything since childhood...

'Rani... i got something to talk to you.. please come...' i told and took her from there...

She was all the way trying to read my expressions...

We reached the garden like place where we used to spend time together...

There is a swing which used to hang in the tree and we both used to sit in that & play together...

We sat in that swing...

Normally its my usual to sit in that with all excitement...

But no such excitement i found today...

'Roli.. i heard your marriage is fixed... but your face is so dull & confused...' Rani asked...

'Yes Rani... my marriage is fixed.. but something bad happened which is the result of these confusions.. that is what i wanted to talk to you as i am really not understanding what can be done...' i told her...

'Tell me Roli.. what it is about...' she asked widening her eyes...

I slowly explained whatever happened the previous night in that house due to unexpected rain...

Her was literally shocked knowing the details...

'OMG... But Roli.. you are someone who is having good control.. you dont encourage any such as much as i know...' Rani asked...

'Thats what i am also wondering Rani.. i really dont know why something like that happened & how i allowed... Why i didn't protest... ' i almost got tears...

She hold my hand as support...

'I dont know Rani... i was not feeling him as stranger.. It was like we own each other... ' i expressed...

'Roli... but because of that stupid you lost something which you shouldn't have...' Rani told...

'Dont blame him alone Rani... May be he might have stopped if i protest or denied on first step... He is not a bad guy... He didn't behave like a rapist.. instead like a lover...' i certified that stranger surprising myself...

'Whatever Roli.. Now leave all those... Keep yourselves relaxed and get ready for marriage...' Rani said...

'What are you talking Rani.. how can i marry someone now... i lost that quality already to marry...' i said...

'Then what are you going to do??? Can you find that person who was with you yesterday when you didn't even know his name or his details... not even seen his face to identify... ' she asked...

'So what... does this mean i can marry someone else...' i asked...

'Roli... If you want to stop the marriage.. what are you going to tell everyone... Can you tell all these to your parents or others... The marriage is just in few days & every arrangement of marriage already happened.. even if you tell them... can they digest the truth... how they will face the society...' She alarmed me the reality...

'I really dont know Rani... ' i said with tears rolling from eyes to cheeks...

'Roli... whatever happened yesterday.. just treat it as accident and forget that... you dont know anything about that person to locate & marry him.. What will you do if he is already a married person or someone not fit to marry you... In anyway.. finding him & marrying that person is not going to happen... Then because of that accident you cant remain unmarried through out your life... your parents are well known in the society and this society kill them with questions...' she explained...

Its truth... my parents cant bear the truth and if the marriage is stopped.. then its very bad blow on them for the mistake i have done...

'What can i do Rani???' i asked...

'As i said.. just forget whatever happened and marry the one fixed by your parents... That stranger too dont know you.. So he is not going to come to tell anyone that he had such relationship with you in future too... Then what is there to worry.. just forget like a bad dream and move on...' she said...

'How can i Rani??? Even if my husband touch me tomorrow.. i really feel guilty..' i said...

'Roli... even after spending years together with someone.. so many are there to break up and marry someone else...you didn't do anything to betray him... just forget it which will be good for you & your life...' she advised...

I nod my head as acceptance...

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sheetal

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Posted: 8 years ago

#24

Nice updates dear eagerly waiting for nxt

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arisharosid20

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Posted: 8 years ago

#25

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

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Posted: 8 years ago

#26

Part 5

Siddhant POV:

I drive to my friend Vinay house...

Vinay was surprised seeing me suddenly in the morning...

'Siddhant... whats up.. you have come this morning itself...' he asked...

'Vinay.. can we go out.. i wish to talk to you..' i said...

We started from his house and went on a long drive...

Yes.. i was driving on the way the road was going without any idea of destination...

In fact i was driving fast...

I was in deep thinking & didn't utter single word to him...

'Siddhant... there is a park.. stop there...' Vinay bring me back to senses...

I parked the car and we went inside the park...

I sat on the bench with dry expression on my face...

'Siddhant.. why are you so disturbed.. what happened to you???' Vinay asked...

'Vinay... i want your help to stop this marriage...' i said...

'What??? are you mad... your marriage is in few days & you want to stop it... all the preparations done.. invitations distributed... Your marriage is the talk of the town now...' Vinay expressed...

'But i cant marry her anymore... thats why...' i said...

'Why??? what suddenly happened that you dont want to marry her... Did you meet her.. did she upset you.. didnt you liked her...' Vinay asked array of questions...

'No Vinay.. i am no more eligible to marry that girl...' i said...

'Siddhant.. what are you blabbering.. if you are not eligible.. then who is...' i said...

'I lost that eligibility last night...' i said...

I know he is confused... i explained whatever happened the previous night...

He laughed...

'Siddhant... you want to stop your marriage for this...' he asked...

'Yes of course.. after whatever i did with that girl.. how can i marry some other girl...' i asked...

'Are you crazy??? She dont know you.. you dont know her... in that situation you both crossed the limits.. Did she bothered about it.. if yes.. then she might have first of all not allowed you do so.. moreover she went leaving you means it clearly shows its just one night stand due to situational... otherwise she might have not left you and went.. instead might have wait for asking your details.. then tell you to marry her after whatever happened...' he explained...

'Whatever she did i dont want to comment about that.. but what about i did.. how can i touch some other girl after all these...' i said...

'Siddhant... i doubt whether you are such billionaire & even studied aborad... are you innocent that you dont know so many rich people play with so many girl life and cut their relationship... you didn't do any such.. instead it was just accidental.. She didn't cared about it and went away.. then why are you carrying it on your shoulder & trying to stop your marriage.. what reason you will tell your parents or society as reason to stop your marriage.. what reason you will give to the girl who is waiting to get you married...' he questioned...

'I know she is waiting.. that is why i dont want to betray her... She trust me so much to give acceptance without even seeing me or talking to me or trying to know anything about me.. now how can i face her eyes after whatever i did...' i said...

'Again Siddhant... its just happened situational.. just forget it and go ahead.. its foolishness to get your present & future affected by some incident about which you dont even have any clarity...' he said...

The discussions continued and finally i accepted to proceed with the marriage...

Engagment day...

We reached the hall where the function was arranged...

We were waiting for the girl & her family to come...

When they reached.. my cousin gave me the bouquet which we purchased to give to the girl...

I took the bouquet in my hand and marched towards the entrance to welcome her...

This is the first time i am going to see her...

Still the happiness was not inside me as i was somewhere feeling guilty inside...

I reached the entrance & the girl with her parents entered into the hall...

I forward the bouquet while she lift her face to look at me...

I looked at her face while instead of seeing her face...

I can only see the outline of the girl with whom i spent that night...

I closed my eyes for a moment & opened it slowly to wipe away that girl's remembrance...

My fiance was looking into my face with various expressions about which i dont know the reason...

Infact where my brain was working to read the expressions and understand it...

I felt like accepting the facts and run away from all these in search of that girl with whom i made love...

I finally gave the bouquet and moved inside...

I went inside the groom room which was on one side of the stage...

My friend Vinay came inside and console me to forget those past memories and behave normal...

Its easy to tell.. but i was not that easy to actually face...

I dont know why my fiance was reminding me about that girl more...

But i need to face the happenings...

I came to the stage...

Roli POV

With lots & lots of guilty conscious i got ready for our engagement...

When we reached the engagement hall and entered into the hall...

My fiance came with bouquet of flower to give me...

When i saw him... i only remembered that guy with whom i spent that night...

I really dont know when i am finding difficult to even see him and remembering that guy.. how i am going to marry and live with my fiance...

He gave the bouquet and went inside his room...

I went to my room as well which was on other side of the stage...

I drink some water and calm myself...

My mother took me to the stage...

Myself & my fiance were standing in the middle of the stage facing each other...

Ring was given to me and i forward my hand with the ring...

He forward his hand and i slide the ring on his finger...

But neither i showed any happiness nor i even tried to look at him...

I realised he is forwarding his hand with the ring...

I forward my hand while he slide the ring on my finger...

I slightly lift my eyes to look at him...

He was not showing any sort of excitement as well...

But before i could read about his expression.. he reminded the guy more...

I just down my eyelids and slightly closed my eyes to calm down...

Cake was kept in front of us...

I mechanically forward my hand to hold with his to cut the cake...

He feed me the cake & i feed him the cake...

But i dont know why.. his expressions & smile was as artificial as mine was...

May be its because of my state of mind or what i dont know...

Finally engagement done...

I am engaged now with my fiance while i already crossed the limits with someone else...

The thought itself was pricking me very hard inside...

I closed my eyes...

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arisharosid20

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Posted: 8 years ago

#27

Awesome update really cant wait..

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sheetal

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Posted: 8 years ago

#28

Fab dear waiting for nxt dear

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Raj

@RajRosid

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Posted: 8 years ago

#29

Awesome updates di waiting for next

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#30

Part 6

Roli POV;

Its mehendi function...

Beautiful mehendi was put on my hand with name 'Siddhant'...

I was feeling so guilty as our marriage near...

But was unable to show it in front of my parents or relatives...

My cousins tease me that my husband loves me a lot as my mehendi came so dark...

But i only fear whether i am worthy for getting his love...

Same day evening was Sangeet...

We gathered in the marriage hall where Sangeet was arranged the previous night of the marriage...

We were sitting beside each other...

But i didn't lift my face to look at him & i am not sure whether he lift his face to look at me...

After everyone complete dancing its turn of us to dance...

We went to stage and started dancing...

Whenever it happened him to touch me.. he was only reminding me about him...

I was unable to concentrate on the dance...

Still cant give up in front of everyone and rushed out of the stage once dance is finished...

My mother came near me...

'Roli are you ok??? why you seems to be dull???' she asked...

'Nothing mom.. i am normal only...' i said...

'No Roli.. you are dull since you return from village.. even your grandmother complaint me today that you didn't move normal with her when you were in the village...' she asked...

'May be due to tiredness & nothing more.. i am normal only...' i said and went to Bride room...

In a while she called for dinner...

I returned her telling not feeling hungry...

I am hungry.. but got no guts to meet him if i go to dining...

I dont know why he is reminding me about that night and that guy again & again...

May be the guilty conscious of betraying him after spending a night with someone else is the reason for feeling so...

I lay down in the bed and closed my eyes...

Still was only getting image of that guy who i should forget for god sake...

I got tears...

Siddhant POV:

We all went to hall for Sangeet...

I sat beside my bride.. but got no interest on that function...