Hello friends back with new update .yeah I know most of you want , le tera hua jiya update ,I will update that next but before that I m updating this as its pretty late I had updated it .Friends you people are nighter giving much response to this story nor letting me to hold it .I got only 168 likes in last update ,at least give 175 likes so that I can continue this story .Below is the next update .
Part 5
Mihika was still silent while shita took her phone and dialed Aman's number and forwarded it to mihika signalling her to talk to him .Mihika was thinking what to talk ,and how to talk when she heard hello from aman ,which broke her trance .She composed herself and spoke "hello ,aman this is mihika ,I want to talk to you something ".
R- what .
M- its about ishu .
R-(straightforward)- listen mihika ,I don't want to talk anything ,besides talking to me ,it will be better if you can make your friend understand.
M- I tried but she is not understanding anything, instead she wants to marry you .
R- but mihika ,make her understand ,its not good for her ,you know my condition na .
M- yup I know but why are you being so rude with her .
R- mihika I m also not liking to do this to the person who has became my family in my bad days ,when I was all alone she supported me ,but I have to because she is just too adamant
M- (bit angrily)- she is not adamant but loves you truly .
R- I don't have any doubt on it but its just that I don't want to hurt her .
M- at least talk to her once .
R- nope mihika please ..
before he can complete his sentence mihika passed the phone to Ishita as she can't convince aman because she herself know that aman is right at his place .Aman became quite listening " hello " from Ishita while she just asked
" you went without meeting me in morning ".
R- (feeling bad on her state )- yeah actually I told you na ,I m searching a new appt for me .
I- shaam ko ghar aaoge .(will you return to home in evening ).
R- Ishita I have to go and see two more appts and...
She didn't let him complete and spoke " after that you can come ."
R- ya I will surely come but ..
Before he can speak more she disconnected the call leaving both mihika and raman confused .
M- ishru what are you up to .
I- nothing ,I just want to talk to him for once .
M- ishu please try to her understand, for a chance this time you are wrong and he is right ,it's not good for you .
I- that we will see after talking to him .
After trying to make her understand for sometimes mihika too went from there . In was about 12.30 in night when Raman came back thinking that ishita must has slept but to his surprise she was still awake waiting for her .He saw her and asked surprisingly, " arey Ishita you are still awake ,I was getting late ,you should have slept ".
Ishita got up from her place and asked
" you intentionally came late so that I should have slept ,haina ".
R- nahi Ishita wow project ...
I- don't you dare lie me ,I talked to uncle, he told that you went Lil early saying you have to see appts for you ,he also had told you that y to search for a new house and allotted one of service appts, which are in companies name . So your house problem is solved ,then tell me where you were .
Aman was speechless ,when ishita continued " just give me answer of one simple question, after that I will never bother you ".
R- ok ask .
Ishita held his face with her hands, make him look at her and asked " Aman you really don't love me ,or just denying because of your medical state ".
Raman got silent listening to her ,she asked again " answer me aman ,your mere no make you get rid of me for life time ."
He downcasted his eyes and spoke " yes Ishita I don't love you ."
I- why are you looking down ,look at me and say .
Saying so she make him look at her ,he saw in her eyes and spoke " no Ishita I don't love you ".
She left his face as soon as she listened this from him and ran to her room while Aman stood in his place like a statue .She bolted the door and cried a loud leaning on it ,aman walked like a lifeless body to her room ,he too leaned on her door and cried silently .
Next morning ,ishita wake up , freshened up and went out from her room and saw his note again ,she read it ,it read .
I m so sorry Ishita for giving you so much pain ,I know I m reason of your pain but don't want to trouble you more ,so I m leaving.
If possible forgive me .
Aman .
Ishita read it and cried again ,she cried for sometimes and them spoke wiping her tears " no I will not cry henceforth ,I myself told him that I will not bother him ,if he actually don't love me .He had admitted that he don't love ,so I should also leave him , may be he is not my destiny. "
Thinking so she took her stuff and went to her hospital without having anything . In hospital she told everything to mihika, she got angry on him . The whole day passed ,mihika was noticing Ishita ,though she was doing her work normally but she was gloomy ,she didn't smiled or eat anything whole day . Two three days passed ,in these three days ishra didn't met or talked .Ishita was getting weak by each passing day ,she was not eating and smiling from the day he left ,mihika even asked her that why she is doing his with herself ,for this ishita spoke that " she is trying to live without him ,and will get habituate in few days " .mihika too left it thinking may be she will be ok in some days but her health worsen day by day .
After a week mihika's father was having breakfast with her ,that time he informed that now a days Aman has changed ,he don't talk to anyone ,only has busied himself in work ,he remain in his cabin whole ,mihika thought to meet him for once .She went to his office and saw him at first she didn't recognized him as he has became much weak and dull .Mihika was shocked to see his state because he was looking more sick and worse than ishita ,before she world call him ,he was gone to his cabin ,mihika followed him .
She entered his cabin behind him and saw him engrossed in his work ,smoking a cigarette .She went to him and asked scolding him " aman you are smoking cigarette."
R- humm ,had you come here to ask this from me .
M- look at you aman ,ye kya haal bana rakha hai ,looking so worn out and sick ,that you are smoking cigarette .it can harm you .
R(smiling sarcastically)- jeena hi kaun chahta hai .
M- kya matlab ,what you want to say aman .
R- nothing mihika ,please go I have much work .
M- nope I m not going anywhere ,atfirst you tell what's wrong with you .why are you like this .
Aman keep on denying for sometimes then spoke " a person who is all alone in this world ,has also left his love ,his only reason to live ,wo jee kar kya karega ,bolo what should I do with this life ,i had hurt ishita ,she is sad because of me ,but main uske paas bhi nahi jaa sakta .aise akele ,ghut ghut ke jeene se to achcha hai ki main mar jaaun ( it's better to die rather than living this alone life ).
Mihika made a dirty face and spoke " Raman are you mad ,what have you done to yourself .if you can't live without ishu ,then why did you left him ,even she is in same condition like you "/
R- I know but gradually she will learn living without me.
M- and what about you.
R- mera kya .
Sating so he lighted another cigarette, at the same time mihika received a call from one of her fellow doctor ,she informed that ishita has fainted ,mihika told that she is coming .Saying so mihika held amans hand and took him with herself .He without asking anything went with mihika .
Soon they reached hospital ,they went to meet Ishita and saw her laying in bed ,IV was attached to her body .Both sat beside her ,nurse gave a prescription and said to bring medicine from outside as this was not available in hospital ,Aman took it and went to bring medicine .In the mean time ishita gained her senses she opened her eyes only to get scoldings from mihika ,ishita listened everything silently and then spoke " miku I tried a lot to live without aman but its not happening ,death is more easier than this life."
Same time Aman entered the room , mihika saw him and went out from the room . Aman walked to Ishita ,she saw him and her eyes became teary .She turned her face to other side ,Aman went and sat beside her .He make her look at himself ,ishita saw him ,she threw herself in his arms and sobbed , he pulled her from him and asked " ishita ye kya haal bana rakha hai".
I- why are you here aman .
R- I listened that you fainted ,so I came here .(mihika has already told him about ishita's condition )
I(pushing him )- aman just get lost from here ,at least I m admitting that I love you but you are so coward that you can't even accept that you love me .jaao yahan se .
R(with teary eyes)- I love you .
Ishita was shocked listening this as she has accepted that he don't love her and has gone from her life ,she saw deep into his eyes ,he just nodded his head and pulled her to him ,she again pushed him and spoke " why did you lied ".
A- I thought we can survive without each other but its difficult actually almost impossible.
I- I too tried but cannot ,main mar rahi thi aman. I need you as I need oxygen to live .
A- mera to sab kuch sirf tum ,sab kuch bas temhara .(you are my everything ).
Saying so he hugged her tight she too reciprocated the hug happily .
Main toh tere rang mein
Rang chuka hoon
Bas tera ban chuka hoon
Mera mujhme kuch nahi sab tera
Main toh tere dhang mein
Dhal chuki hoon
Bas teri ban chuki hoon
Mera mujhme kuch nahi
Sab tera, sab tera..
Sab tera, sab tera..
Phir dil ke raaston pe
Teri aahat jo hui
Har dhadkan jashan mein hai
Yeh inaayat jo hui (x2)
Main toh tujhe milke jee uthi hoon
Teri dhadkan mein chhupi hoon
Mera mujhme kuch nahin
Sab tera, sab tera..
Sab tera, sab tera..
Jis pal tu saath mere
Uss pal mein zindagi hai
Tujhe paake paaya sab kuch
Koi khwahish ab nahi hai
. main toh bas tujhse hi bana hoon
Tere bin main bewajah hoon
Mera mujhe kuch bhi nahi
Sab tera, sab tera..
Sab tera, sab tera..
That's all for now friends ,hope you like it ,enjoy reading and do comment .
PS -175 + likes for next update .
Edited by Divanru - 8 years ago
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