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Shivika OS: My sunshine!☯️
6/2-2017
Not everyone can get the love of their lives. Many have experienced unhappy love, and unfortunately have I also been trough this, or I have not gone trough it. I am still there, The sorrow is still there. There have only been one day, but I wish that it had gone a year. I want to burry myself.!
5/2-2017
I burst out of my bed, grabbed my robe and hurried into the bathroom. I just wanted to forget yesterday, everything that had happened. When I arrived in the bathroom, I was dizzy. Probably because I stood too quickly. Ugh. I saw myself in the mirror. What I saw was sadness, hatred, panic and yesterday's makeup. Yesterday had been terrible. Two men had been arguing. Arguing in public. They went for a hostile glance apart. I stood again, again in the cold, snow. I felt like the snow. Cold, white and easy to melt.
My mobile rang. I ran back to the room and took it. The voice I heard was familiar. I wish it was with me forever. "Anika, how are you?" Asked the voice uneasy. His voice was soft, light and absolutely stunning. It was Shivaay. My sweet angel, my taadibaz. "I'm so sorry about yesterday, but he is so annoying. He never leaves us in peace. Never. It was he who started it violent," said Shivaay with his soft, concerned voice. I felt it running down my cheek. Damn! "I realize that you may not want to answer with, Anika, but will you meet me at the gate?" He asked. Then I grinned . "Yes, gladly!" I replied happily. Finally we get to be together, alone! Shivaay chuckled. "See you there."
I got on me some clothes, and then ran out of my little house and down to the gate. I already saw Shivaay many meters ahead of me, and he saw me. We waved and smiled at each other. When I came to him, he took around me and our lips met. After we both had been breathless, he released me and we went to the nearest cafe. In peripheral vision, I saw another man sitting at a table. He seemed so familiar, but I could not put my finger on who it was.
Shivaay took my cold hand in his warm, and led me over to a table by the window. We sat down. He looked at me with his light blue eyes, and I looked at him with my dark brown. He's just ... Ah! He is so amazing, beautiful and magnificent! The black hair, his kanje ankhe, and his smile spread wide. His skin was golden and clean, and the heart was the greatest thing that existed. No one could have a bigger heart than Shivaay, my sweet angel. I felt whole with him, like a flower that gets sunlight. If the flower does not get sunlight it dies, and that's exactly how I feel without Shivaay. The next words that came out of his mouth was warm and good.
"Do you remember when we fell for each other? I felt for you in the first sight, when you broke the glass of my ar. Remember how we talked to each other? hehe, "he said in his soft, bright voice. I loved how he made me feel. My smile was even bigger, if that were possible. I could feel that I blushed. "Do you remember that time? When we first met? "He asked with soft and playful voice. I nodded and looked down at the table.
"The first time I saw you I thought; 'She has what I need. She makes me wild. ' "His lips did not close. They were open, as if he was not finished talking. "The way you make me feel. You were the pretty girl with the high heels in your hand, "said Shivaay careful. I chuckled with relief. He had never spoken to me like this before. It was so romantic. He smiled at me, the kind of large, but shy smile. He leaned over the table, lifted my hands up and took those around his. The next few seconds were absolutely brilliant. I had never felt this way ever. He was open, romantic, and then it became more passionate. We got up slowly up from our chairs to hold around each other. It was like we melted. This kiss was the most beautiful and enchanting kiss ever.
Then kiss ended, and our lips parted, he looked at me with adventurous eyes. I smiled, because I had not seen that look in a while. Last time I had seen that look was when we tried to be adventurous, but it had not gone so well.
"What if we just go on an adventure? Go away from here, to a completely different country, to a more exotic location. We can live in a wooden house, and I can sing for you. We can eat fruit that we find in the jungle, or vegetables if you would rather have that. This can be a great thing just we two can do, "said Shivaay breathlessly. He had used up all the air his to kiss and talk. His eyes were excited, and his arms held me close to him. My arms did the same around him. I was pretty sure I was not as excited as him.
"Shivaayy, we've tried this before. Remember the last time? How it went? "I said sad and upset. His eyes were still as excited. "Does not matter. Come on! We do this together! The best part is that we get away from him ... you know, "he said quickly. I nodded. "Yes, let's do it. We have to go together with each other, "I said. The smile of Shivaay was large and gracious. He took both his hands around my face and gave me a passionate, and big kiss. I kissed him back. Shivaay ended the kiss, took his hands away from my face, and was heading toward the front door. "I'm outside with you in an hour. Just pack the most necessary , we will not drag around so much baggage "He stopped right at the door. "See you soon, my little apple. I love you, "he said and gave me a flying kiss, then he disappeared out the door.
When I got home I found out a great fit bag and let toiletries, underwear, shoes, some warm clothes and light clothes in the bag. I felt like a flower, a flower that had sprung out. I was a blooming flower, a flower that would live long with their sunlight. The sunlight would be there by my side all the time. My cell phone rang. It read, "My angel" on the screen. I took phone in pure joy.
imply wrap with you the most necessary. We will not drag around so much baggage. "He stopped right at the door. I remained at the table. "See you soon, my little apple. I love you, "he said and gave me a kiss, too, he disappeared out the door.
When I got home I found out a bag and let toiletries, underwear, shoes, some warm clothes and light clothes in the bag. I felt like a flower, a flower that had sprung out. I was a blooming flower, a flower that would live long with its sunlight. The sunlight would be there by my side all the time. My cell phone rang. It read, "My angel" on the screen. I took phone in pure joy.
"Im standing outside, come out my little apple." said Shivaay. I listened to his voice, he looked like a little kid who looks forward to Christmas Eve. I bet my lip and smiled. "Im coming down, my dear angel," I replied. Eyyy! As I can not wait to get away from this place. I took my bag, walked out of the apartment, locked the door and went out in the parking lot.
In the car park stood my dear angel. He was wearing a red, classy shirt that was laid down gently in the black, great pants. He wore black patent leather shoes. On his head he wore a stylish, old-fashioned, black hat. Such a 20-century type. He was just amazing, absolutely gorgeous. No one could be more beautiful than him. Beside him stood his white car. It belonged to his grandfather. I walked towards him with open arms. When he saw me, his face lit up. His smile got bigger as the second passed. Shivaay ran towards me with open arms, and when we were close enough to each other, he took his arms around me and gave me a biiig hug. The black, curly hair smelled love and warmth. I loved the smell of him. It was homely.
"It's nice to have you here, and it's nice to go away with you, my little apple. You are the dangerous girl, the pretty girl with your chappal in your hand. But I cant help it for I love you and I can not stay away from you, "whispered Shivaay with the sweetest words. I felt myself blushing.
The next thing that happened was totally unexpected. Shivaay jerked, as if he got a shock. His arms remained still around me, but his legs lost its balance. It was as if he leaned toward me. "Ah!" Cried Shivaay. It was one of the most painful scream I've ever heard. I looked at his face. It was full of sweat, his mouth was screwed up and his eyes were wide open. Eyes showed that there was pain, pain everywhere. I could not say anything. It was absolutely awful to see him so much pain.
"Shivaay? Shivaay ?! Answer me !!! "I screamed. I would simply look to see if there was anyone else in the parking lot. There were no other. It was too dark to see. I looked down at Shivaay again, he was quite pale in the face. I felt panic pouring in.
Shivaay! You are not allowed to go from me! "I yelled to him. his weight was too much to keep up, even if he is not so heavy, so I let him down gently on the ground. Frantically, I tried to see what was the cause of what had happened. While looking, I felt the drops came, and they came faster. They ran down my cheeks. Stop, stupid drops! Stop! I could not anything other than to let them drain. Gradually I felt that the flower began to fade, because its sunshine walked slowly away. Shivaay looked at me with wide eyes, as he lay in pain. It was as if all of him was in pain, and even his hair.
"My little apple, I do not know how long I can hold out," whispered Shivaay with deep words. He lay on his back. I saw still sweat trickled forward on his forehead. Oh, I could bear no more! I just looked at Shivaays's brave eyes, and he looked at my terrified. Suddenly there was something that caught my sight, and it was bad. The flower was about to fade.
It ran a little red river down from Shivaay. It smelled rust of it, and it came from his back. My eyes were wide open, and his was even more painful. He closed his eyes again with pain. "Ah!" Cried Shivaay. Without thinking about anything I turned Shivaay so he came on the side. He panted. It must have done terrible pain, for what I saw was absolutely intolerable. The red his shirt had become even redder, very deep red, at some point. At that point, there was also a small hole. The deep red mark got bigger and bigger and I could not stop it. It was as if I had stopped. I heard that he was trying to talk.
"What is it, my little apple?" He asked weakly and bright. I could not endure this. I turned Shivaay against me. Now the tears rant faster and faster, too fast. Shivaay was more scared the more he saw my tears. He tried to stand up, but I held him, for his pain too great. I took my arms around him and let his head on my lap. One arm of Shivaay stroke arm my careful. He caressed it. He looked up at me with painful and loving eyes.
"I am going now, my little apple. But do not be sad, for we meet again. I promise, "said Shivaay with the sweetest words and tried to smile as best he could. "And I promise, because I love you." He raised his hand high enough to caress my cheek, also dropped his hand down and so did the eyelids. His smile was no longer there.
"My dear angel ..."
The flower wilted. The sunshine was gone, but the love was still there.
Out in the parking lot I saw a man coming, the other man. He appears in the light of a street lamp, and in his right hand he holds a death machine. I felt the anger come, and it grew bigger and bigger every second I saw this man. I looked down at Shivaay's lifeless and serene face. Revenge is what I have! Revenge!
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