Raksha Di This Is For You...
PART 4
Raman: yes because I don't want to kill her..he said looking straight to kakka
Kakka:why?
Raman: don't know..but I don't want to kill her..bas ithna patha hai mujhe..
Saying he looked at her laying figure and an unknown pain felt inside his heart..
Har ghadi badal raha hai roop zindagi
Chaav hai kahhi hai dhoop zidnagi
Har pal yahan jee bhar jiyo
Jo hai sama, kal ho na ho
Har ghadi badal raha hai roop zindagi
Chaav hai kahhi hai dhoop zidnagi
Har pal yahan jee bhar jiyo
Jo hai sama, kal ho na ho
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It was night at 12.30,ishita was still laying unconscious in her bed,raman and mihir was also there..
"raman,can I go to my home beta?" asking kakka comes to the room taking two cup of coffee..
"my wife and kids are alone..so I have to go..now it's 12.30 na"..
Raman: but ishita..
Kakka: you two here na...I will come early morning..
Raman: teek hai..mihir you also go and drop kakka on the way..
Mihir: but bhai how can i.aap yehan akele..
Raman: don't worry mihir..i am ok here..you go..
Mihir: ok bhai..kakka come lets go..
After mihir and kakka went raman settled himself on the room couch where he get a clear view of ishita..
Due to tiredness Raman too closed his eyes for sometime but he was very conscious in his sleep about ishita..Suddenly he heard someone's murmuring sound, looking towards ishita he find her getting restless in her sleep..
He quickly gets up from the couch a runs to her..when he sat beside her she was sweating very badly.getting no idea about her condition raman tried to calm her..but it went wail..
"Ap..pa..Ap..pa" she whispered in her sleep like calling someone's name..
Raman bend little more to her for hearing what she is saying..
Suddenly raman felt ishitas hold on his hand, and she starts to hold it tightly like fearing from something..
"appa.appa" she again called.this time Raman understood what she is saying..
Holding his hand tightly she again murmured..
"Appa..you..you are..here na"..
Raman: Appa? Means..Father,yah she is calling her father..but,
"Tell me na appa..you are here na?" she again asked. and took his hand close to her heart like he is her father..
"Hmm" raman hummed making her believe that her appa is here..
She smiled lightly and placed her head on his palm and drifted in to sleep gain...and for the first time raman see some emotions in her face..
Due to ishita holding his hand he didn't able to move from his place. and he didn't want to take her back and disturb her sound sleep which is he felt she is having after ages..so he too settled himself comfortably on the bed side chair and leaned his head to the pillow..After looking at her face like eternity he too slept like that only..
At the morning the sun raised peeped through the window and it straightly touched ishitas face..Which made ishita to stir in her sleep and she opened it very slowly..Getting a little up from the bed she tried to tie her hair on back..but when she tried to get her hand she felt some hold on it..Looking what is it she find her hand engulfed with someone's..she is unable to see his face because his face was opposite to her..Widening her eyes in shock ishita jerked her hand and pulled it making raman wake up from his sleep..
"ishita" at the sudden action he takes her name fearing something happened to her..Without saying anything ishita was looking at him with no expression..
"Are you ok" asking raman tried to come near her...
"who are you?" asking ishita take a back which made Raman surprised...
Ishita: you..you are his man na..han..i..i know..you are his man..i know...Go away from here...Gooo...
She screamed in her high volume..
Raman gets up from the chair and tried to go near her..
Raman: ishita..calm down..please.. calm down..see I am not that one what you are thinking..
Saying he forwards his hand to take a hold on her but in a jerk she get down from the bed but falls on the floor crying..
"Ahhh" she screamed holding her right leg..
"Kya hua" asking raman runs to her in pain..
Sitting on the floor with her raman touches his feet to see ahere she got hurt..but this time also ishita pulled her feet back and said..
"don't..don't touch me..do..go away..i don't want any one..go"
Saying she tried to gets up from there holding her paining leg but cant..seeing all this raman got a little angry and in a jiffy raman took her in his arms..through ishita struggled a lot but he didn't mind her struggling..
Placing her on the bed raman again tried to check her feet..but she is adamant to not make him check her..she again starts to struggling and throwing pillows on him..
Raman: ishita..i am telling you..chup chap baitto yehan..
" I don't want any ones help..go away" she starts to beat him on his arms, seeing all her try going wail she gave a tight bite on his hand..
"Ahhh pagal ledki.." he stood straight holding his red hand..seeing him little away she again tried to get down from the bed...
"Tu aise nahi manegi na"..(you won't listen na?") saying raman pulled her back and tied her both hand with the duvet..
"you idiot..chodo mujhe..leave me.."she tried to get out from his clutches...
Her hands were tied by him so she starts to beat him with her legs which guides Raman to tied her legs too..but her nonstop shouting was not stopped and at last he closed her mouth too with his hand kerchief..
Unable to move a bit from the place ishita glared him angrily..
"now..you will listen to me..he said pointing finger on her..ishita looked away from him..
When she felt his hand on her feet she glared him again and tried to move it..
"Na.don't try to move" saying he holds her feet with his left hand and began to fold her jeans up to see what happened..
Ishita closed her eyes when she felt his fingers on her bare skin and he continued to search her feet all over but didn't find anything hurt..
"is it paining here?" Pressing her knee with his thump he asked to her..Hearing his question she didn't replied anything but turned her face like she is not interested to tell him anything..
"Stubborn" saying he tightly pressed on her one side of knee which made ishita wins in pain..
"See..Here you got heart" raman said looking at her..
Raman: where is the balm..he asked to her only to not get any answer..
"it's ok..i will find it..Saying Raman starts to search the draws..Finally he got a balm and comes back to ishita..
Folding her jeans a little more raman starts to apply it on her knee..Feeling relaxed ishita again closed her eyes while he noticed a drop of tear in her closed eyes..
"ishita" he called his name in his slow voice..
Ishita opened her eyes and looked at him..
"I am sorry..he said to her looking down..she looked at him amazed like she was hearing a sorry from someone for the first time..
Raman: I am sorry for what I did now..i don't want to tie you but what can I do..you are not ready to listening me...he said thinking her eyes got teary due to him..
Raman:" I am going to untie you..But promise me you will not try to run..?
Ishita didn't said anything but looked at him without blinking her eyes..
He felt like she will not try to run so he starts to untie her..After untying her fully Raman said her to get fresh and she didn't protest her but silently went to washroom..
After about 20 minutes ishita comes out from the wash room wearing a simple white pink combination top and skirt..Looking for her with a two cup of coffee Raman lost in her beauty..
"Until when you will stay here" she asked seeing him still in her room..
Hearing her question Raman gets up and comes near her then said..
"until you will tell me about yourself" he said giving a cup of coffee to her..
Ishita:there is nothing going to happen like that..she said walking to the window..
Raman:your problem will never go away until you deal with it..
Ishita: I don't want anyone's suggestions..Especially from a stranger..
Raman: look ishita.. Everyone has problems. I've never met someone who has a perfect life.even I too suffered a lot in my life..you know one thing, sometimes na a stranger can also help you..
Ishita: I said I don't want anyone's support and all..before I will lose my control get lost.. ek kaam diya tha tumhe, woh bhi tum nahi kar paye..phir?..take your sympathy with you and get lost..she said throwing the cup away..
Raman:kisse bhaag rehi ho tum? (you are running from whom?)
Ishita: its none of your business..
Raman: yeh..till yesterday night..but now..now I want to know about you..why? why are you doing this to yourself..tumhe patha hai kabhi bhi tum mar sakthi ho..(you know anytime you can die)
"ithne saare goons ko paise dekhar khud ko marwana (giving money to many goons for killing yourself) ..its..its just madness..
Ishita: han tho..i am mad..by the way..what is your problem..you didn't want to complete your job na then ..why are you behind me?
Raman: I don't know why I am behind you but one thing is sure I will not let you die...
saying Raman went out from the room leaving a shocked ishta..after her appa there is no one in her entire life who wants to see her alive..And today..Today a person who she met to kill herself is trying to protect her from her problems..
"why..why murugan..main mar jana chahthi thin na phir aap ne mujhe zinda kyun choda..Mere har koshish ko aap naa kam karthe ho.aur ab yeh aadmi yeh mujhe kyun bachana chahtha hai.he is just a stranger..mere apno ne mere saath jo nahi kiya woh, yeh mere saath kyun karega...(I want to die na..then why you leaved me alive..You destroyed my every efforts and this man, why he wants to save me?)
Her eyes starts to get teary remembering her bitter life..Watching her like that ramans eyes too got teary who stood at the door way..
"I don't know ishita..what I am feeling for you..but I swear I want to see you alive.aur main chahtha hun ki tum woh sab cheese mujhse share kare jo tumhe thakleef dethi hai..aur tumhari vishwas jithne keliye main apni tharaf se poori koshish karunga jaha thak ki tum khud mujhse sab kuch share kare..yeh mera wada hai ishita..apne aapse bhi aur tum se bhi..(I want you to come and share everything to me which hurting you..i will try my best to that level when you yourself share it with me..its my promise ishita..)
Saying to himself raman went from there..after some time kakka and mihir comes there and the trio were sitting at the living room that's when they heard her voice..
Ishita: dharm shaala samajhke rekha hai kya iss khar ko? She asked angrily to them..
Including raman they all turned to face her..
Kakka: babiji woh..
Ishita: bas.what all this han..yeh log ab thak yehan kyun hai..see kakka when I return I don't want to see them here.its my warning...saying she began to go..
"where are you going" asking raman comes in front of her..
Ishita: excuse me..you asked something? She asked folding her both hands to her chest..
Raman: I asked..where are you going?
Ishita: and who are you to ask me this?
Raman: tum kahi nahi jayegi...(you will not go anywhere..) he said in a straight voice..
Ishita: tumhe aisa tho nahi legtha hai ki main tumhari baath maan jaungi..(are you thinking that I will hear you)
Raman: it's final you are not going anywhere..
Ishita: hey mr. don't interfere in my matters..i am not your wife,just stay away from me..aur han,its my house not yours..so get lost..saying she again tried to take her step out but this time raman stopped her holding his hand..
At the sudden hold ishita got angry and shrugging her hand from her she slapped him on his cheek..mihir and kakka get shocked seeing all this..
Ishita: don't touch me ever..she said in angry mode..
Raman: you won't listen na...he asked in a soft voice..
Ishita: hothe kaun ho tum?
Raman: I am nothing but now I will not let you go anywhere..chahe tu mujhe mare yah peete..
Before ishita can reply anything to him raman took her up and placed her crossing his shoulder and walked to her room..mihir made a "o" shaped face seeing the scene in front of him,he was wondering seeing his bhai's this avatar..
Leave me..idiot..leve me" saying ishita starts to beat him with her soft hands on his back..
Raman: keep quite warna..he warned her..
Ishita: warna kya? Chodo..chodo mujhe..kakka...say this scoundrel to leave me,kakka...
Hearing ishitas calling kakka tried to go to them but mihir stopped him saying..
"don't worry kakka..bhai will handle her.."
Kakka: but beta..babyji bohoth gussa honge( she will get angry)
Mihir: bhai hai na..you relax here..saying mihir smiled and made kakka sat at the sofa..
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Getting inside her room raman throws her on the bed and went to close the door..but the nick time ishita gets down from the bed and runs to him to stop from closing the door..but raman was fast enough to close it..
Clutching his color with her hands she shakes him angrily..
"I will not leave you..i will kill you...saying she again starts beat him..
Holding her both hands with his he made ishita turn around and clutched her hands to her back..
"aahhh" she winced in pain..
Taking his face near her ear he whispered..
Raman: don't make me do that thing which I am not want to do"
"kya..kya karonge tum..han" she asked trying to get out from his cluth..
Raman: you know what I am talking about..he again tightened his grip which made ishita more angry and she pushed him taking her all strength..
Ishita: you all men want this only na..she asked with a blood red eyes and raman was shocked seeing her this much angry..
Raman: ishita..i didn't mean that..i..i was just trying to make you calm..
Ishita: yah offcorse..in this way only na..actuall all mens wants only women's body aur tho kuch chahiye hi nahi unhe..
Raman: ishita..calm down..
Ishita: why? Why I will..jab baath ledki pea the hai thon a koyi rishtha dekhtha hai na koyi uski feelings..bus chahiye tho unhe sirf ledki ki body..hai na..(when its comes to a girl ,there is no one see the relations and the feelings..only they want her body..)
Raman: ishita..mind your language..i am not like that..saying he holds her shoulder to make her look at him..
But she again shrugged his hands away and said..
Ishita:muhe nahi sun a kuch bhi (I don't want to hear anything)..bohoth kuch dekh chukki hun main..abhi aur himmath nahi hai mujh mein..issliye mar jana chahthi thi..(I faced a lot but now I don't have that much courage, due to this I want to die.)..saying she cried her heart out and sat on her knees in front of him..
He feels very bad seeing her state, he wants to sat with her and console her, take her in his arms and hide her in him from all her fears. But cant, she will not allow him to do that..
"ishita..listen to me..he said in his soft voice..but ishita didn't looked at him..
Sau dard hai sau raahatein Sab mila dilnashin ek tu hi nahin
Rookhi rookhi si yeh hawa
Aur sukhe patte ki tarah
Shehar ki sadko pe main
Laawaris udta hua
Sau raaste par teri raah nahi
Sau dard hai sau raahatein
Sab mila dilnashin ek tu hi nahin
Behta hai paani behne de Waqt ko yunhi rehne de
Dariya ne karwat li hai toh Saahilon ko sehne de
Sau hasratein par tera gham nahi
Sau dard hai sau raahatein
Sab mila dilnashin Ek tu hi nahin
So friends that's all.i am expecting a good response from all...thank you..ignore typing mistakes..
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