Next morning,ishita open her eyes feeling his arms around her tummy .she look at him and smiled seeing him sleeping peacefully holding her protectively.she removed his arms and get off the bed.
Ishita-itni jaldi nahi Mr raman bhalla,jitni jaldi aapko maafi nahi milegi.its true that I have come to u but it's also true that I haven't forgiven u .main aapke kareeb toh rahungi par duri bana kar .main aapka khayal toh rakhungi par aapki biwi nahi banungi.kyunki aapki biwi hone ka haq toh aapne mujhse kab ka cheen liya hai.i am here just because may be u have come to know that this baby is urs. saying so she went to her room slowly .she freshened up and wore a blue colour saree .she combed her hair beautifully and tied it in a bun.applied a small bindi along with a pinch of sindoor.she closed her eyes and could feel him admiring her.
She blushed with her thoughts and finally went to the small temple in the house.she lited a diya in front of the deity and then went to the kitchen.and saw there were more then five cooks but noone was making anything.
Ishita-why u people r not making anything.
Cook-kya banaye madam , sir toh kuch khaate hi nahi .we r tired of making almost everything but sir never eat anything .kal bahut dino baad sir breakfast karne aaye the but kuch bhi nahi khaya.he just went .
Ishita-woh roz bina breakfast kiye chale jaate hai.
Cook nodded in yes.
Ishita-aur lunch.
Cook-lunch bhi kabhi ghar par nahi karte.may be in office,he eat something.
Ishita-dinner toh ghar par karte hai naa.
Cook-nahi ma'am,sir kabhi dinner nahi karte.almost everyday he came back drunk heavily.we take him to bed,kabhi kabhi toh couch par hi so jaate hai.
Ishita-and u people never said anything.
Cook-hum kya bol sakte hai,we r his servants.sir ka koi apna bhi nahi hai jo unhe samjha sake,unka khayal rakh sake.ek daadi Ji thi but she died.kabhi kabhi khoob sharab pee kar apni biwi ke baare mein batate hai,jinhe ghar se nikaal diya tha aur bahut rote hai.sach kahen toh taras aata hai.aisi zindagi se toh achchi maut hoti hai,naa koi apna naa koi unka gham baantne wala.he said sadly making ishita's eyes moist.
Ishita-now I will take care of him.aap log breakfast banaiye,i know how to make him eat.
Cook-aap kaun memsahab.relative hai.
ishita-main hi unki woh biwi ho.saying so she went while cooks were shocked to hear this.
Ishita went to his room and saw him still sleeping hugging his pillow.ishita sat beside him and softly caressed his forehead.
Ishita-kya haal bana liya hai apna.even all helps r feeling bad for u.why u r doing this to urself.mat kijiye aisa,aapko pata hai naa.i can't see u in so much pain.she was saying to his sleeping self and pecked his forehead lovingly.
Feeling her touch he opened his eyes and found her on him.seeing his open eyes,she composed herself and said-i was I was,just just looking woh main.she was fumbling with words when he got up and said kissing her forehead-good morning jaan.then he bend a little and said-good morning bachcha.saying so he got up and went to washroom to freshen up while ishita was shocked at his sudden action.
Raman walked into his room like nothing happened but smiled wholeheartedly remembering her soft kiss on his forehead.he went to the mirror and said touching the place she kissed-kitni bhi koshish kar lo ishita,u can't keep urself away from me .I know I did a big mistake but now I repent for my every mistake and will love u immensely and unconditionally so that u could forget the bitter past.thinking so he went to freshen up.
After about fifteen minutes ,he came out only to see her sitting in the same uncomfortable position.he went to her from back and picked her in his arms.he make her sit comfortably on the bed and said- thik se baitho ishita,tumhe takleef hogi.
Ishita just closed her eyes feeling his fresh fragrance after ages.the fragrance which always make her heart skip a beat which stop her breathing.she was just enjoying his fragrance when he softly pecked her forehead.
That broke her trance and straightened herself.
Ishita-listen raman sir,i am living here just because I don't have an apartment to live.agar aap aise karenge toh mujhe koi aur jagah dhoondhni hogi.
Raman came closer to her and asked-kaise karungaa.
Ishita look down not able to stop her naughty thoughts seeing him bare chest and so near to her.she was just want badly to throw herself on him and get lost in him.but she closed her eyes composing herself and then open her eyes to answer him only to see he has wore his shirt and was combing his hair.
Ishita-(St)ishita,have u gone crazy.u r suppose to be angry with him.remember he is the one who made ur life hell.he don't trusted u and threw u out.she was thinking when her heart said-but he suffered alot with me.jitni takleef mujhe hui utni hi unko bhi hui.mere paas toh phir bhi hamara baby tha but he was all alone.soon there was a battle between her heart and mind.
Ishita's mind-he suffered because of his mistrust on u.
Ishita's heart-but he mistrusted me coz he loves me alot and can't think of me with anyone else.
Ishita's mind-he threw u out of ur own house.
Ishita's heart-but couldn't throw me out if his heart.his heart is my home but his house.
Ishita's mind-he left u when u needed him the most.
Ishita's heart-but he was dying without me.i can't stop loving him.
Ishita's mind-but,
Ishita couldn't take it more and screamed closing her ears-stop it,mujhe kuch nahi sunna.
Raman who was busy in geting ready ,turned to her hearing her scream and ran to her.
Raman cupped her face and said-kya hua jaan,dard ho raha hai kya.he said with concerned filled eyes.ishita just look at her all lost and next moment she hugged him tightly.
Ishita- mujhe nahi pata kya sahi kya galat hai.i can't take this more.main aise do hisson mein bant kar nahi jee paa rahi.she said crying while raman just consoled her caressing her back.
Raman- tell me ,what's the problem.
Ishita-aap problem ho raman.she said crying.
Raman broke the hug and look at her all confused while she said-mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha raman.aap mere kareeb aate hai toh mann karta hai sab bhool kar aapki ho jaaun.but as a woman I can forgive u.main piss rahi hoon apne dil aur dimaag ke beech.mujhe aapke paas bhi rehna hai aur aapse dur bhi.main kya karun.
Raman made her sit comfortably and gave her a glass of water and said- first u drink water and relax.itna stress tumhare liye thik nahi.
Ishita just looked at him and start sipping the water.
Raman hold her hand and said- tum mujhe maaf mat karo.he said while ishita look at him all confused.
Raman-yes I am saying right,dont forgive me ,tumne mujhse bahut pyaar kiya ishita,bahut jyada pyaar,jitna tum kar sakti thi,aur jitna main deserve karta tha,unn sabse jyada.but it was my bad luck that I couldn't love u back that way.i broke ur trust,broke ur heart.maine tumhare character par ungli uthayi.nahi karna chahiye tha.yeh sochna hi crime tha ki meri ishita kisi aur ki ho sakti hai.trust me whenever I remember those harsh words mujhe khud se nafrat hoti hai.i said u characterless ,apne bachche ke liye itna bura socha.he was saying while tears were flowing fresly from both the pair of eyes.
Ishita tried to wipe them but raman said stopping her-dont wipe them,let them flow.meri takleef thodi kam ho jayegi.maine jo kiya,i lost u.kho diya Maine tumhe.and to be true I deserved to rot in hell for making u suffer.maine tumhara saath chod diya,tumhara haath chod diya.but now I want u back in my life.kisi khairaat ki tarah nahi,i want to earn u.i want to win u.tumhe phir se jeetna chahta hoon.tumhe bahut saara pyaar dena chahta hoon.i want to start fresh with u aur iss naye rishte ki shuruwat sach se karna chahta hoon.aur sach yeh hai ki Maine tumse bahut jhooth bole,pehle jhooth mihir mihika don't know about our relationship.this is a lie,rhey always knew about it.infact I was the one who send them to u.secondly mihika told lie to send u here.yeh dono jhooth Maine bole to bring u closer to me.but now I can't take this burden of lies anymore.kal ko tumhe sach pata chal jayega ,aur tum mujhe chod kar chali jaogi.yeh soch soch kar mar nahi paaunga.so now onwards I will only say truth .aur meri zindagi ka sabse bada sach yeh hai ki ,I love u like mad.paglon ki tarah pyaar karta hoon tumse.aur tumhare bina mar jaaunga.still if u want to go leaving me alone then I will not stop u.he said holding her hand while ishita was just looking at him with moist eyes.
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