The doctors and interns put raman in the bus and told the driver to drive as fast as he can to the hospital.in the mean time,the senior doctor checked his wound and said- omg it's wound is too deep.we have to treat it now,we can't wait to reach hospital.warna yeh mar jayega.saying so he opened his bag and took out cotton along with spirit.he sprinkled spirit on Raman's wound and start cleaning it.he cleaned the wound and was bandaging it to stop the blood when they reached the hospital.
The interns ran to get the stretcher and soon raman was taken to the operation theatre.he was in OT for around six hours and finally doctor could save him.
He was shifted to the ward,after around five days Raman opened his eyes.he tried to get up but his body was not moving.he tried to shout for help but he couldn't shout also.words were not coming out of his mouth.he was getting restless ,he tried to move his neck to couldn't do it either.he was trying hard to look around when his eyes fell on the big picture of his parents along with him twenty six years back when he was born.
His eyes filled seeing his parents pic as he remembered the fatal accident.he want to cry remembering his parents death but he couldn't even mourn.he start feeling restless and soon he loose his senses.
He was again unconscious for many days,the hospital administration tried to get information about him and the people who died in the accident but couldn't find anything .
Slowly time start passing,at first the doctors showed much interest in making Raman fine but as the time pass they assumed that Raman can never improve,so doctors visit to his room decreased.he became just like a furniture kept in the hospital,compounders too started giving less importance to him and the environment around him.his room was filled with dirt ,lights were gone, fans wasn't working.he was just living on the compounder's mercy.whenever raman open his eyes all he can see was dirt and loneliness.slowly he too start loosing his interest in living.he too start thinking that it's better to die then living such a pathetic life.he has given himself to death and was just waiting for death to consume him when suddenly everything changed with the coming of a doctor.
Raman's POV
Yes everything start changing as dr ishita iyer entered my life.after living a hell for around six months dr ishita entered my room and said smiling-hi ,I am dr ishita,ur new doctor.
I was just looking at her trying to observe such a sweet voice after ages when she started her chit chat.she was talking to me as we r best of buddies.she provoked me to see the life with a new aspect.u know I started reacting to her when she was talking to someone about me,raman Kumar bhalla. at first I thought she knows me but she was just fooling someone may be her mother taking my name.she is cute and naughty.and I feel living again when She look deep into my eyes and told me that she wants me to get better.i thought she is also a normal doctor which will soon give up on me,but I was so wrong.i got to know her determination on me the day,she bring those lilies to me.
God I so like her fragrance,i was just smelling her fragranceclosing my eyes and nose but she thought I am liking lillie's smell .and next moment she brought me a bouquet of lillies.
I start feeling suffocated with lillies fragrance.i started feeling like it's an end to my life,feel like I will die any moment and then I saw her,her eyes were brimming with tears.
Tears coz she thought he hurt me,tears out of fear that I could die due to her ignorance along with prayers on her lips for me.her tears and prayers gave me an unknown strength to get over that suffocation and yes I could finally did it.yes I could finally overcome one of my fear after ages.i could save myself.
That day she came to me and caressed my rashes like soothing my pain saying sorry for such a thing which wasn't her fault.but that day she was determined that she will make me ok.usne mere ander ki ek umeed jagaa di,that I can be better.jeene ki ek khwahish paida kar di.
Yes I too wanna live,i too wanna be ok and she said,that she will make me fine.dont know why but I started trusting her that she will surely make me fine and I too promised myself that I will help her in making me fine.
Next day she took me for various tests.at first I was so scared as from childhood I have hospital and injection phobia.i always tried to escape the situation to going to hospitals but look at my bad luck ,I am in hospital since long.
So where was I,yes I was afraid of those big machines and like she understood my fear.she held my hand firmly giving me the much needed strength.
It was feeling so good that I have someone to hold my hand tight when I am afraid of the situation.we started talking in our sign language.i started responding to her with eyes and she too start understanding my untold words.like we have developed an untold relationship which is yet to be named and flourished.
She start spending all her time with me,infact she came to stay in hospital hostel just to be with me.i am amazed by this girl's dedication.koi bhi doctor apne pateint ke liye itna committed kaise ho sakta hai that she don't even think once before risking her life for me.
The day when that fire broke down,she came into the fire just to save me.uss din agar main mar jaata toh shayad kisi ko fark nahi padhta,yaa shayad padta usse padta.may be that's why she saved me risking her life.
Uske forehead se khoon nikal raha tha still all she was concern for me,for others.she was going to help others forgetting her own wounds but I didn't let her go.i held her hand firmly and requested her to take care of herself before anyone else.like she understood my unspoken words and came with me to get treated.i was so happy seeing her ok but she was tired so I shifted a little to give her space to rest.we rested together.
After few hours she took me to my new room,i thought the room will be usual but no she made the room special,just like a beautiful garden.she bring back the colours in my life.
I always thought why she do so much for me and today I got my answer.she loves me,how.woh kaise mujhse pyaar kar sakti hai.i mean she don't even know me,mere baare mein kuch nahi jaanti woh,how can she love me.kehti hai mujhse hi shaadi karegi but how can I marry her,how can I love her back.kya msin kabhi bhi uske pyaar ko reciprocate kar paaunga.will I ever be able to love her.he was thinking when ishita came to him and said-kya soch rahe hai,mere baare mein naa,i am sure aap mere baare mein hi soch rahen honge,ki main kitni besharam hoon,apne pyaar ka izhaar kar rahi hoon.but kya karun I can't help it.khud ko rok hi nahi paayi aapse pyaar karne se.toh Maine bhi soch liya,khud ko rokungi nahi.aapko apna bana lungi.i know very soon u will be all ok and will love me back.she said settling herself in his lap and wounded his arms around herself.
She kept her head on his chest and said-now I don't need stethoscope to hear ur heartbeat.aapko pata hai jab bhi main aapke paas aati hoon ,aapki heartbeat badh jaati hai which proves that u too love me the same way I love u.she said snuggling more into him while he was just looking at her .
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