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Part 18
After their talk ishra return to their home ,Raman announced to everybody that ishita is going to her parents house for some days .Raman was already silent after listening to ishitas decision of going to her parents abf after listening this his parents along with simmi also become sad .
T-( cupping ishitas face )- ishita puttar do you have any problem in this house.
I( with teary eyes)- no mummy ji ,mujhe kya hoga .
T- then what's this why are you going to your parents house suddenly .
R- ma ,aap bhi na ,arey it has been many days she has not visited her parents ,that's why she want to go there .
T- arey they live in same city , she can go meet them and come back what's the need of going for some days .
S- mamma ,aap aise bol rahe ho ,agar meri shaadi me baad meri saas ne mujhe nahi aane diya to aapko bura nahi lagega .
T( thinking for a while )- lagega bilkul lagega but I was just telling this because she has became a part if our family and if one family member will be missing the house will feel empty .
Ishita hugged toshiji and spoke crying "mummy ji please don't say that ,it is difficult for me also to go leaving you all .
Mr bhall - puttar why are you crying like this as if you are going for always .
Till now Raman had not thought that ishita may go leaving him for always but after listening to his father he got scared ,his heart sank with this thought ,all were still talking but he went to his room .He dropped himself in couch like a dead person and closed his eyes , a teardrop fell from his eyes making him realise that he is crying .He wiped the tears which were continuously coming from his eyes ,he was wiping them and calming down himself that ,his father just said this with a flow, she will surely come back to him but actually he himself was not sure .
He was fighting with his thought when Ishita entered he room ,to hide his years he took his cloths and almost ran to washroom ,he stood under the shower and switched it on ,his tears got mixed with the water. He remain there for much time ,his eyes became red and puffy due to continuous cries ,he was so lost in his thoughts that he didn't realised that he is in washroom from last one hour .Ishita has done with her packing ,after doing it she realised that its very late till he is in washroom ,she knocked the door and called him ,he got ready in jiffy and came out .Ishita saw him but he hided his face with towel in pretext of wiping it ,he saw her luggage and again got sad while ishita was looking to him with hopeful eyes that may be he will stop her from going but little did she know that he is holding himself to fulfil her wish .Both were in same state but were hiding their sorrow and sadness .He didn't talked to her ,settled himself in couch and pretended to do something in his mobile ,actually he was watching her each and every activities .He noticed that she was keeping and picking same thing again and again as if she is all lost ,and cannot think rationally while he was trying hard to hide his tears . Atlast he managed to wipe his tears and spoke " ishita are you searching something ."
I( irritately )- nothing ,you do your work.
Saying so she wiped her tears and again started doing same thing ,Raman couldn't hold himself ,he got up from his place ,walked to her ,turned her to himself and spoke cupping her face ,making her look at him" ishita what happened ".
She looked at him while tear made their way from boths eyes ,they looked at each other without blinking their eyes ,boths eyes were red and puffy screaming that none wanted to saperate from each other . Raman didn't waste time and pulled her for a bone crushing hug ,she also wrapped her arms around him and cried bitterly, he also didn't bother to stop their tears,they remain there for long time .After getting little light he tored her and dropped a soft on her forehead ,she closed her eyes to feel his touch. He slid his finger in her hairs and spoke caressing " ishita what happened ".
Ishita was still silent ,he again asked ,She told meekly " Raman I want to go but its not happening ."
R- then don't go na ,mat jaao ,if you don't want to stay with me ,you can shift to simmis room .if you want i will not talk to you ,i will not look at you ,if then also you will feel uneazy then i will go early to office in morning and come late ,if you don't want to see me in office ,i will go to gurgoan office but please don't go ,don't leave your Raman alone .
I- Raman I want to be with you only .
R- to raho na kisne roka hai ,I m yours only yours but don't go away .
Saying so he again pulled her for a tight hug ,she closed her eyes to feel his presence near her .They were still in same position when they heard knock at the door ,she opened the door only go found simmi there .She was standing there with a beautiful red designer saree ,she handed it to is hits and spoke " ishita uncleji has already arrived ,make it fast .mamma ne ye saree di hai kaha hai ki ise pahan kar jaana ."
I( tensed)- but simmi ..
S- but wat khuch nahi ,get ready uncle and aunty are waiting for you .
Ishita looked helplessly to Raman ,he blinked his eyes to assure her that he will talk to them .He went out of the room to talk to their parents and she alsl followed him .They saw both Mr and Mrs iyer has come to pick ishita ,looking to them Mrs iyer got up from her place ,walked to ishra ,cupped ishita's face and spoke " my baby ,you never remember me na ."
I( stammering )- no amma nothing like that .
T- arey Ishita puttar you are still in this saree ,go and get ready your parents has come .
R- ma ,actually we have some important project to work with ,so we are thinking that ishita may not go .
Mr iyer - this is not fair ishu kanna ,you have almost forget us .Don't you want to spend sometimes with us .
Ishita turned and looked at Raman with questioning eyes and spoke meekly " no appa ,nothing like that ."
Amma- no ishu it seems like this only .
Mr and Mrs bhalla also joined ishitas parents and insisted that ishita should go with her parents for some days while ishra gave a helpless look to each other .Before they can speak anything ,toshiji told simmi ,to take ishita and get her ready .simmi take ishita with herself leaving a confused Raman behind ,he started thinking ways to stop ishita but it was too late,their parents has already decided and talked that ishita will live in iyer house for fifteen days as after that simmi's marriage preparations will start ,Raman tried to talk to them but nobody listened to him.Soon Ishita was ready in that red saree looking very beautiful as always but Raman noticed her today and was lost in her while she looked at him with questioning eyes ,both looked at each other and had a brief eyelock which was broken by her father .
Appa- ishu kanna ,let's go .
Ishita nodded and went to take her stuff to her room ,Raman also followed her .They entered the room ,the help came and took her luggage ,now ishra were alone again ,both wanted to talk somuch to each other but neither they have words nor time .They were just looking at each other ,waiting for other to speak , they didn't spoke anything and were called ,ishita doencasted her eyes and was going when Raman held her hand .She turned and saw him with questioned look ,he just managed to speak " ishita you will come back na ,I will wait for you ."
Ishita just nodded and was going but Raman pulled her and she landed on his chest ,he immediately caged her in his arms, both closed their eyes as if feeling each other .Again they were called ,they broke apart ,ishita went slowly while Raman was looking at her retreating figure ,after a while her image get blurry due to the tears he had in his eyes .
Ishita has mixed emotions when she was leaving the house ,she was happy as she got to know that she has a special space in his heart also she is going yo her parents ,she was sad as she was going away from him ,she was confused of his feeling as well as she was even angry of herself because she broke down in front of him ,not able to hold her emotions but Raman only had one emotion ,he was only sad because she was going away from him ,because he was unable to understand the feeling he have for her ,because he didn't tried to stop herself .He ran to balcony to have a glimpse of her but she has already entered the car ,he stood there ,with a hope that she will at least look for once before leaving and he was right.Her car started ,she took out her head from the window and looked at the balcony ,she smiled widely noticing him standing there for her,soon the driver ignited the car and they went away from.his sight .
That's all for noe friends ,hope you like this .Enjoy reading and do comment .
[Authors note - Ishita love him unconditionally ,so she can never be happy seeing him sad ,its a fact that you can never be happy making your loved one sad that's why I wrote this ,hope you all will agree with me .]
Regards Pooja
This is for my writers ,friends I m lil busy as well as unwell so I m lil late in commenting but doing it slowly ,have a lil patience. Hope you all don't mind .
Edited by Divanru - 8 years ago
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