Raman ran to ishita and saw she slit her wrist. He took her head in his lap and said- ishita,ishita,open ur eyes jaan.
She slowly open her eyes and said- u don't love me anymore Raman.I am going.saying so she fainted in his arms.
Raman scooped her in his arms and took her to Dr anshika's clinic.
Raman ran inside the hospital calling for doctor.Dr anshika saw him and sent a doctor to treat ishita while sat with Raman to ask what happened.
Dr- tell me Raman what happened to her.did she tried to commit suicide.if yes then why.
Raman cried and said- it's all because of me doc.I couldn't keep my words,I couldn't take care of her.he said crying bitterly.
Dr- tell me clearly Raman.
Raman narrated the incident happened at the party.
Dr- it's very bad,I have already told u that she is mentally sick and if u want to leave her then leave her right there but u said u will be with her no matter what .still u behaved like this.
Raman- I am sorry doc,main gusse mein aa gaya tha .I couldn't control myself.woh thik ho jayegi naa.
Dr- ab woh kitni thik rahegi yeh toh uske hosh mein aane par hi pata chalega.she was talking to him when the doctor called her.she went with her to check ishita while raman start waiting for them.
It been more then an hour since Dr anshika was inside with her fellow doctors while Raman was walking to and fro in worry.he wasn't understanding what will happen to him if something will happen to his ishita.yes he slapped her saying that he is irritated and suffocated of her and her behaviour but the truth is that he is now scared badly to loose her.
He fold his hands in front of the idol of matarani and said- matarani please save her,I can't live without her.agar meri iss galti ki wajah se usse kuch ho gaya toh I don't know what I am going to do.please save her,please save my ishita.he said with teary eyes when he saw the doctors coming out of the room.
Raman ran to her and asked- how is she.woh bach gayi naa.
Dr- yes she is good.
Raman sighed in relief hearing this and said- thanks God everything is fine now.
Dr- nothing is fine actually the condition worsen .
Raman- I didn't get u.
Dr- she is pregnant and I don't know how she is going to react to this news.
Raman was shocked listening to this,don't know how to react and what to say.he sat on the chair near by and start crying .crying as he couldn't control his happiness, happiness that they r going to be parents,happiness that he is going to be a father.
He hide his face in his palm and said to himself- my ishita is pregnant, now everything will be fine.ab sab kuch thik ho jayega.I will love her and our baby so much that her every pain will go away.an sab thik ho jayega.he said happily only to hear it from doctor- don't be so over excited Raman,just wait for her to gain consciousness. Even in her deep sleep she is saying,Raman mujhe pagal samjhte hai and crying.
Raman heart felt a pain hearing these words from Dr.his face fell and all he could say was- can I see her.
Dr- yes u can.
Raman went inside only to see her sleeping ,her make up was smudged ,her eyes were puffy and even in her sleep she was sobbing.his heart cried seeing her condition.he lovingly caressed her forehead erasing the lines of worry from her forehead.he softly kissed her forehead and said- congratulations ishita,u r going to be a mother.our baby is about to come.saying so he kissed her tummy ,caressing it he sat there waiting for her to gain consciousness.
After an hour,she opened her eyes only to see him sitting.she got up in a jiffy and said- why u r here.chale jao yahan se.
Raman ran to her and said- ishita,baby listen to me.I am sorry.
Ishita- no u go away from here.I am mad,main pagal hoon.chod do mujhe akela ,go to ur society.main sabke beech rehne ke laayak nahi hoon.sab mujhe kaise dekh rahe the,go away from here Raman,go away.she said shouting.
Dr anshika came running to the ward hearing her sound.
Raman- ishita jaan listen to me,I am sorry.jaan I have a good news for u .
Dr- Raman don't ,no,not now.she was saying when Raman said- u r pregnant jaan,we r going to have a baby.
Ishita became still hearing this.both,Dr and Raman was waiting for her reaction.
Ishita closed her eyes and shouted - no.
Raman tried to come near her and hug her but she pushed him and said- no I don't want to be pregnant. Mujhe nahi chahiye koi bachcha.
Raman who fell on the ground with her push ,got up and was shocked hearing this from her.
Raman- what r u saying ishita.
Ishita start hitting her tummy and said- nahi chahiye,nahi chahiye nahi chahiye nahi chahiye.
Raman and dr ran to her and hold her hand .
Ishita- chod do mujhe,mujhe nahi chahiye yeh bachcha.I don't need any baby.tum bhi wahi karoge naa mere saath.mujhse shaadi karoge aur phir mujhe maar daloge naa.
Raman was horrified hearing this from her.
Raman- why I will kill u.
Ishita- I know u will kill me ,mere bachche ko bhi mar daaloge paida hone se pehle .aur woh meri dusri bachchi sab dekhti reh jayegi.woh bechari akeli reh jayegi ,tumhe jail ho jayegi.woh akeli reh jayegi,uski amma mar jayegi ,appa jail chale jayenge,usse akela chod kar.she said looking at nowhere like she is telling her own life.tears were falling from her eyes.she was becoming silent from violent.
Raman and anshika was stunned to hear all this.
Raman hugged her and said- aisa kuch nahi hoga ishita,main tumhe aur hamare bachche ko kuch nahi hone dunga.
Ishita broke the hug and said- u will really love me and my baby.
Raman- ofcourse jaan,i will take care and love both of u.he said kissing her forehead.she closed her eyes feeling his gentle touch .she snuggle more into him like want to hide in him.he was hugging her tight when she recalled his words in the party.
She broke the hug and said- aapne mujhe pagal kaha tha Raman.aapne kaha tha aap thak chuke hai mujhse.u said u feel suffocated with me.she said with moist eyes.
Raman- I said in anger jaan.I didn't mean it.I love u ishita,I can never feel suffocated with u,u r listening ishita.he said shaking her but she was nowhere listening ,just telling one sentence again and again,u called me mad Raman.
Raman shook her and said- listen to me ishita.
Ishita look at him and without saying anything to him,she went to doctor and said- main pagal hoon,mujhe pagalkhane mein daal do.main pagal hoon. Saying so she went out without looking at Raman once uttering same words over again.
Raman cried seeing her condition.his harsh words have broke her beyond words.the girl who fight with everyone saying that she is not mad is today herself saying this,just because he said that.he ran to her and said- I am sorry ishita,hit me ,slap me but don't do like this.he said hugging her tight.
Ishita broke the hug and went inside the wards sayinv- main pagal hoon.
Raman crashed on the floor crying when anshika came to him and said- ur words have destroyed her.she couldn't take ur anger.let her be here only.
Raman- kya matlab main usse yahan chod doon.
Dr- let her be here only for sometime ,I will call u if she wants to meet u.
Raman- Dr please don't say like this.woh meri ishita hai.mujhse naraz ho sakti hai par mujhse alag nahi.I have to convince her.saying so he ran to the room where she was sitting.he went to her and hugged her.
Raman- I am really sorry baby.please don't do this to me.
Ishita broke the hug and said- Raman ne kaha main pagal hoon.
Raman- tum pagal nahi ho jaan.I am mad,please jaan come with me.ghar chalo.
Ishita- ab yeh pagalkhana hi mera ghar hai.u go Raman,go and live a free life.I will not bind u with me now.saying so she called the doctor and said- take me somewhere ,where noone can meet me.main kisi se nahi milna chahti.Raman se bhi nahi.
Dr- ishita listen what he is saying.he is apologising ishita.
Ishita- tell him to go or else I will kill myself .
Dr- raman go from here.
Raman- please doc don't say like this.send her with me.meri ishita,meri ishita ko mujhse dur mat karo doctor.
Dr- ishita do u wanna go with him.
Ishita- no .saying so she got up to go.
Raman held her hand and said- ishita please meri galti ki aisi saza mat do mujhe.he said crying but she went leaving his hand.he crushed on the floor crying.
Dr- u go from here raman.I will try to make her understand. And if she agrees to go with u I will call u.abhi jao,see we can't pressurise her much as she is pregnant and shattered with ur words.give her some time.
Raman- woh mujhe chod kar kaise jaa sakti hai iss tarah.itne din ka pyaar ek pal mein aise khatam kar diya jaise kabhi tha hi nahi.how can she do so Dr.kya woh mujhse bilkul pyaar nahi karti.
Dr- agar pyaar nahi karti tih shayad aise react hi nahi karti.for her u r her world and when u said those words to her,her world came to halt and now she want u to free from herself. Isliye toh joh ladki khud duniya se ladhti rahi yeh keh ker ki woh pagal nahi hai,today she herself went to mental asylum. Kyunki tumhare shadon ne usse tod diya.u broke her apart.now we can only wait for her to overcome that hurt.saying so she went to check on ishita leaving a stunned and shattered Raman behind.
That's all for now.enjoy and do comment and like.will wait for it.
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