After driving for two hours ,Raman reached Dr anshika mehra's clinic and ask to meet him ASAP showing her card.
Rec-let me ask maam,she came just an hour before.
Raman- please make it fast.he said waiting for an answer.
Receptionist called her and she called Raman inside.he went inside and greeted her.
Dr- I was expecting u,but didn't thought that u will come so early.bahut pyaar karte ho usse.
Raman- yes,and I am very worried for her.kya hua hai usse.
Dr- look Mr,I can't say anything without knowing about her but I thing I can say that she is very insecure yet strong.she has the courage to fight with the world but not to fight with herself. The way she is behaving I can guess,she had been through some mental trauma and only u can tell me what's that.
Raman- I don't know much.all I know that her parents died in a plane crash and then her fiance dump her when she needed him.so she is very insecure about relationships. Actually she don't believe in relationship.
Dr- then I wonder how she agreed to marry u.
Raman- we r not married.
Dr- I didn't get u.
Raman- actually we met nearly one week ago in our company party.we git attracted to each other and did it.after spending a night with her,I started falling for her.she is indeed a very beautiful lady which can attract any man and I was not an exception.but what attracted me more was her innocent and soulful eyes.that were so pure.I wanted a relationship with her but she didn't agree and went back to Chennai.all this week I just dream about her and went to meet her at last but I was scared of her reaction.what if she don't remember me at all.
Dr- but she reacted in a very positive way,may be she had hugged u tight and told u to love her.
Raman- exactly,we kissed and then did it.she was so happy with me.she surrendered to me as she was waiting for this.I even want to marry her but she shrugged the idea saying she don't believe in marriage.after my much insistence she agreed for a relationship which will be purely physical.woh ajeeb hai kabhi kehti hai mujhe chod kar chale jao but don't leave my hand.kbhi mere liye roti hai kabhi mujhse dur jaana chahti hai.I don't understand what she want.
Dr- first u tell me why u r with u.
Raman- matlab.
Dr- matlab she is not ur wife not ur responsibility. U just spend few nights with her and she herself is telling u to go away then why u r still with her.u r handsome and dashing,u can get another good girl why u r wasting ur time on a mad girl like her.my suggestion is that u should leave her isse pehle ki woh tumhare gale ki haddi ban jaaye.
Raman- what do u mean by leave her.she is not a trouble for me.I love her and after making love to get she has became my responsibility.shaadi hui ho chahe naa hui ho ,when we r in a relationship I am bound to her and can't leave her.haan woh muh se mujhe jaane ko kehti hai par uski aankhen bolti hai not to leave her.her insecurity her touches her every gesture scream that she loves me and I can't leave her in pain.if u can help me then tell me or I have to look for another doctor for her.I love her and will go to any extent to make her OK.
Listening to him Dr smiled and said- sorry I told u so but I just want to be double sure that u will not leave her.coz the pain she is going through is something only true love can help her to overcome and when u said u guys r not married I thought to ask u.kyunki agar tumne usse choda woh Mar jayegi.she is fragile like a doll.
Raman- so now u r confirm that I am not going to leave her now tell me what I should do.
Dr- see it's a mental disease and more then anything else she has to trust u first that u will be with her always. At first u have to remove her insecurity and then u have to make her agree to come to me.kyunki woh khud ko bilkul sahi samajhti hai ,this is not going to be easy.it may take months or may be a year.but u have to make her believe in ur love and make her agree to come to me then only I can start my sittings with her and can know about the trauma she went through.then only we can start treating her.
Raman- till then anything which will make her feel secured.
Dr- ur unconditional love.bas usse yeh vishwas dilao that u love her and will never leave her no matter what.
Raman- thank u doc.I think I should go.will keep u informed.saying so he was going when she said- all the best ,but let me clear u one thing before hand that it's not going to be easy.u have to be very pateint with her,tumhara thoda saa gussa thodi si jhalahat sab kuch kharab kar sakta hai.tumhari choti si galti shayad usse hamesha ke liye tod de and she may take some extreme step.so be very careful.
Raman- I will take care of it.saying so he went and drive back.on the way he was thinking about doctor's words and he was determined to make her OK.he reached house only to see her nowhere.he searched the whole house but she was nowhere.he shouted on the help for being so careless.
After searching her,he called her only to know that she is in a meeting with her new office mates.
Raman- u could have i informed me,I was worried for u.
Ishita- oh come on raman, I am not a kid and u r not my father or husband that I will keep on informing everything to u.OK bye I am busy will talk to u later.saying so she hung the call.
Raman felt bad hearing her words that he doesn't mean anything to her but made up his mind thinking it's just her mouth.he knows that he matters to her the most.thinking so he too got ready and went to his office ,whole day they were busy in their respective work and didn't get time to even talk.
At evening Raman was busy in his work when he received her call.
He picked it and said- hello.
Ishita- Raman where r u .come naa,I want u with me,I am feeling so alone without u.
Raman- did u reached home.
Ishita- yes,an hour ago.and u r taking so long to come.aao naa,I am missing u jaan.
Raman smiled hearing her words and said- coming to u in an hour jaan.
Ishita- make it half an hour Raman.I wanna see u,touch u feel u.it's been hours since we see each other.
Raman said closing his laptop - I am coming as fast I can.
Ishita- come fast,a surprise is waiting for u.
Raman- I am already on my way to home.saying so he sat on the car and start driving.he was smiling remembering her words.
He reached home after forty five minutes and entered in a jiffy only to see the hall decorated beautifully with scented candles with flowers.a smile crept on his lips seeing her.she was waiting for him wearing a net saree of black and red combo along with a backless blouse revealing much more it could hide.her hairs were curled beautifully, she applied a dark shade of lipstick with a dark later of kohl giving her eyes a smoky look.
Raman went inside smiling and said- what's this ishita.
Ishita came to him and said wounding her arms around him- my way of saying how much I missed u whole day.saying so she took his lips for a passionate kiss.at first he was surprised but later gave in to her passion.he kept the laptop bag on the table and start kissing her passionately. She start moaning his name in pleasure in between the kiss.after kissing for a long time they broke the kiss and Raman said- such a lovely surprise jaan.love u .he said pecking her lips.
Ishita- I have one more surprise for u.go and freshen up.
Raman obliged and went.he came back after ten minutes only to see her arranging food for them.
Raman- wow who made it.
Ishita- I made it for us and I give all the help leave.now only u and me r there.everyday they will go after I came back so that we can get ample time for each other.saying so she sat on his lap and start feeding him.Raman was enjoying her pampering .after the dinner ishita took him to their bed and soon they were lost in each other.she slept cuddled in him while he was wide awake.she is still a mystery for him.sometime she is like a open book and some time like a close chapter.
Raman kissed her forehead and said- I will love u no matter what u r.saying so he too slept beside her.
Time started flying,two months passed like this.ishita sometimes behave very normally sometimes weirdly.she work like a professional in her working hours .never even call him but after she came home,she want him near her.she make dinner for him ,they had their dinner together and then they spent all their time on bed.at first raman liked it but slowly it started suffocating him.she didn't let him go anywhere after office hours.she want him to always love her.his social life was almost over,he only go to office and later she took him to bed.
Raman tried many times to take her to Dr but she denied.he even took her one time but she ran away and hide herself in her office cupboard so that he couldn't find her and take her to Dr.Raman started getting more worried for her.neither she was improving nor she want to consult doctor.
One day raman got a invitation for a couple party.he thought it will be a good idea ,she will start socialising so informed her to get ready at 8.at first she denied but when Raman insisted she agreed to go.
At 8.30 they entered the party hand in hand. He was wearing black tux while she was wearing a white net saree,everyday she wear backless and sleeveless blouse at home but today she was wearing full sleeve blouse revealing nothing,like her everything is just for him.his hands were on her waist while she was holding his hand .
They greeted the host and soon both were separated talking with their office mates.raman was busy in talking while ishita's eyes was on him only.she was observing him and think- how happy he is here.mere saath itne khush nahi rehte.he told love me anymore.she was thinking when she saw him hugging a girl .she got irritated with it and went to them.she broke them apart and slapped that girl hard.
Ran was stunned by her behaviour like everyone.
Ishita- himmat kaise hui mere Raman ko choone ki.he is mine just mine.
Raman- ishita,she was just hugging me friendly.
Ishita turn to him and said- tum toh kahoge hi.I know u don't love me anymore.tumhe ghuttan hone lagi hai naa mere saath.I saw u smiling with others.ab main achchi nahi lagti naa.
Raman- it's nothing like that ishita,just we met after many days.
Ishita- I know u don't love me anymore.u hate me naa,everyone hates me.she start saying like a maniac.while everyone was looking all shocked at them.
Raman- ghar chalo ishita.
Ishita- nahi yahin baat karni hai,tell me u love me or not.
Raman- yes I love u.
Ishita- then love me to prove it.
Raman was embarrassed hearing this.
Raman- ishita ghar chalo.
Ishita- no love me right here and show everyone that u r mine.she said trying to open buttons of his shirt.
Raman- stop it ishita,stop it.he was saying but she was busy in opening buttons of his shirt.he couldn't stop himself and slapped her hard.she fell on the ground.
Raman- bardasht karne ki bhi ek hadh hoti hai but tumhara pagalpan ab meri bardasht se bahar hai.u r mad ishita,u r mad.he screamed in sheer frustration.
Ishita get up and look around only to see everyone looking at her.she got up and ran out of the hall crying bitterly.
Raman closed his eyes in frustration and all he can remember what the dr said to him- u have to be very pateint with her,tumhari choti si galti usse hamesha ke liye tod sakti hai and she can take some extreme step.he open his eyes in a jiffy and said- shit what I have done.saying so he ran after her but it was too late.she had already left the venue.
Ishita took a cab and went home.all the way she was crying remembering his words.
Raman drive to their home and entered the house in a jiffy only to see her laying on the floor in pool of blood.he was worried to see it .he ran to her only to see she slit her wrist.
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