Author's note-i cried while writing this,sorry if I make u guys cry too.u may think it as a small updt but I couldn't write more.
PART 4
Doc- ur wife is good but sorry to say we couldn't save ur child.infact she gave birth to a stillbaby.he was dead before birth as his head had an injury.I think coz of the accident.aapko thoda careful rehna chahiye tha.she said and went leaving a stunned Raman behind.he crashed on the floor but don't know how to react.the baby who is her last ray of hope is no more .Raman wasn't understanding how he will give this news to ishita and how she is going to react.tears were flowing from his eyes continuously.when he saw a nurse standing in the corner doing her work.
Raman went to her and asked- how is ishita.
Nurse- she is not good but saved.we r shifting her to the ward,u can meet her there.
Raman nodded and was going but turned and said- can I see the baby once.
Nurse nodded and took him to the room where the baby's body was kept.
Nurse- that's ur baby.she said pointing towards a baby.
Raman saw a small body wrapped in white sheet.he went to him with trembling feet and picked the lifeless body in his arms.it was a boy ,he has milky white skin with little brown hairs.his eyez were closed .Raman lovingly caressed his cheek and planted a feathery kiss on his forehead thinking he might stir but he didn't. Raman hugged him tight and cried bitterly .the nurse who was standing there also had moist eyes seeing Raman crying .she don't want to disturb him but had to inform him.so she went to him and said- sir,aapki biwi ko hosh aa gaya.she is asking for the baby.we hadnt told her anything.she is waiting for u.
Raman- u go ,I am coming.he said and caressed his face for the last time and cried hugging him again.after sometime he composed himself and kept the body back.he wiped his tears and said- u have to be strong Raman.atleast for her, she don't have anyone other then u atleast now.thinking so he went out of the room taking baby steps.he was turning now and then to expecting some movement in him.a little cry or stir which will make him alive but to their bad luck the baby was still as stone.he cried again and went out of the room.
He went near her room only to hear her screaming on the nurse- why don't u just call my husband. Kahan hai mere pati,mera bachcha.please call him.she was shouting and crying.
Raman entered the room and signalled the nurse to go out.seeing Raman ishita said- Raman raman,kahan hai ashok.I knew he just pretend that he didn't care for me.dekho mera accident hua toh kaise daudte hue aaye.nurse told me that he brought me here carrying me in his arms and cried ,begged in front of the doctors to save us.mujhe pata tha he loves me.par ab woh kahan gaye ,mujhse milne kyun nahi aa rahe.aur yeh log mujhe mera bachcha bhi nahi de rahe.Raman call him naa,and tell them to give my baby.I want to see him.ohh main samjhi ashok must be with the baby.I knew it ,baby hoga toh sab sahi ho jayega.woh jarur baby ke saath honge,must be loving him.aakhir Papa hai,kitne der apni biwi aur bachche se naraz rahenge.I know sab kuch achcha ho jayega.she was go on saying and Raman don't know what to say and how to break her mirage,that everything is fine now,when in real nothing is fine.
He was listening to her and tears were flowing from his eyes unknown to him.
Ishita look at him and said- why u r sad,Raman.why u r not telling anything.oh aapka jhagda hua tha ashok se toh unhone aapko baby nahi diya hoga ,isliye hi aap sad ho naa.koi baat,I will make him understand that u r our well-wisher. Sab thik jayega Raman,ab sab thik ho jayega.she was saying this again and again like more then making him believe on her words,she was making herself believe.
Raman cupped her face and just nodded.
Ishita- nahi Raman,tumhe nahi pata,ashok loves me aur phir hamara baby.ab sab thik ho jayega.ho jayega naa.she said looking at him with questioning eyes.
Raman- kuch bhi thik nahi hai ishita.ashok yahan nahi hai.
Ishita look at him and said- kya bol rahe ho.aap mazak kar rahe ho naa.tumne nahi dekha he brought me here in his arms and begged in front of the doctors to save me.tum der se aaye hoge that's why u don't know.tumhe kuch nahi pata hai.jao tum yahan se,ashok ko bulao.tell him to come with our baby.she said pushing raman.Raman don't know what to say so he was just standing there.
Ishita- jao yahan se Raman.call ashok,woh mujhe le kar aaye,mere operation ke documents pe sign kiya,mere liye doctors ke haath jode,phir matarani se pray kiya.uss nurse ne mujhe sab bataya ,she even told me to he is with our baby,living him ,kissing him.phir tum jhooth kyun bol rahe ho.call him naa Raman,please call ashok.she said crying.
Raman didn't know what to do,he just came closer and hugged her tight,while she struggled in his arms saying- what r u doing Raman.ashok dekhenge toh unhe bura lagega.
Raman smiled meekly thinking how much she still think about ashok.even after seeing her husband with a lady on his bed,she is still worried for him.while his wife ,didn't even thought for him once before betraying him.
Raman- usse bura nahi lagega ishita,as he is not here.ishita stop struggling hearing this from him.
She broke the hug a little and look into him with questioning eyes.
Raman- he is not here,infact he didn't care about u.it was me who brought u here,who begged for ur and baby's life in front of the doctors and the god.it was me who signed the docs .it was all me,ashok kahin nahi hai.infact when I called him ,he asked only one question.
Ishita- and what was that.she asked stopping her breath.
Raman- did u guys died.
Ishita cried bitterly hugging him tight.while Raman was just caressing her.
Ishita- I always thought that ek din sab kuch sahi ho jayega.but I was so wrong.ab kuch sahi nahi hoga.I have lost my husband forever.she said crying bitterly.
Raman was just looking at her and thinking how much she is craving for her husband and here his wife betrayed him for no reason.he always loved shagun and tried to fulfill her every wish.whether it's big or small.whether it's in his budget or beyond it.but still she didn't even thought for once before betraying him.what a good side ishita is and what a bad wife shagun was.
He was thinking when his thoughts were broken hearing her words- now I don't have anyone other then my baby.we r all alone now Raman.we r all alone.
Raman don't want to give her the news but still being a mother ,she had to know.Raman said with heavy voice- u r all alone ishita,ur baby is not with u.
Ishita look at him not understanding what he meant.
Ishita- r u trying to say that ashok took the baby away ,he left only me.woh apne baby se pyaar karte hai,bas mujhse hi pyaar nahi karte.kyun nahi karte Raman.but I am happy that atleast my baby will get father's love.kamse kam woh toh khush rahega.I am happy for my baby.she said wiping her tears trying to be strong.
She look at Raman and asked- ashok mujhe usse milne toh denge naa.he will let me love my baby naa.usse kyun le gaye ,mujhe kyun chod diya.tell me naa Raman.
Raman closes his eyes ,hugged her more tightly and said- ashok didn't took away ur baby.God took him away .ur baby is no more ishita.he is dead.he said only to loosen her hold on him and next second she fainted in his arms.
That's all for now.enjoy and do comment and hit like.will wait for it.
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Edited by cutieruhi - 8 years ago
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