Hi friends I m.back with another update .Heres the next update .
Part 6
Ishita went to ruhi and patted her till she slept again ,she touched ruhi's tiny forehead to check her fever while Raman was busy in his thoughts .
R( st)- Thankyou somuch god for sending her ,you didn't give a nice wife to me bit I m happy that ruhi got a loving and caring mother .
He was admiring ishru when he went back to his thought and his mind stuck on the word mother ,from mother he recalled ruhis real mother shagun ,then he recalled her deeds what she has done with ruman and then atladt he recalled that she has left them for her sake,for another man ,for getting rid from them and an unknown fear raised in his mind about ishita .
R(st)- no no I m doing wrong with both ishita and ruhi.Though rooh is verymuch attached to ishita but I its wrong .I can't let this bond to become more strong as at last it will hurt both of them .
Thinking so Raman saw ishru again ,he saw ruhi had slept ,he went to is hits and spoke " ishita I want to talk to you ."
I- haan boliye na Mr bhalla .
R- ishita I know you and ruhi ,like each other so much ,I agree that I myself had brought you here to spend sometime with us so that ruhi can adjust with me again but now itself I realised that its not good for any of us .
I- I didn't get you .
R- ishita though you care for ruhi as your own child but the reality is she is not your own child and ...
I(sadly hurt by his words )- yeah I m not her mother ,in fact I can't be mother of any child .
R- ishita let me complete ,I didn't mean to hurt you .
Ishita didn't spoke anything but looked at him with teary eyes while he continued " I mean to say that ,you just have come here for some days ,may be one or two weeks or say some months but at the end of the day you have to go from here as this is not your life ,one day you will get married and will have to go leaving ruhi and this house .".
He looked at ishita ,she was listening to him keenly as what he is speaking is truth .
R( again )- that saperation will be too painful for you two .Ishita I m not a opportunist ,I can't use you for my selfish motive .I agree ruhi has grown up feelings for you ,she loves you like her mother but its only beginning once you people will be habituated to each other it will be more painful .
Raman completed his talk and looked at ishita for her reaction though he was also not that happy in saying all this but his fear was genuine .He saw ishita looking at him with accusing eyes ,he downcasted his eyes with shame and spoke " I know ishita I m the one who brought you here ,please try to understand I still want you to take care if ruhi ,I m not stopping you to be with ruhi i m bothered of future.
Ishita was still silent ,Raman walked to her and spoke shooking her " Ishita for god sake speak something ,its my thinking but last decision will be yours."
Ishita didn't spoke anything and walked towards the window ,he waited for her for sometimes then thought that she needs some times for this ,he sat in the couch and opened his lappy to do some work when he heard her " have you heard ever that few drops of water works as elixir for the person who is dying in desert .".
Raman looked at her with confusion when she continued " have you ever seem a person who just had heart attack and is brought to the hospital ,and to save him doctor inject the injection directly in his heart ".
Raman actually didn't get what she want to say but nodded ,she continued
" ruhi is exactly like that drop of water or like that injection for me ,yes Mr bhalla may be for you she is your daughter but for me she is my angel who taught me to live .After that accident and my broken marriage ,I tried to kill myself ( smiling sadly) but you know what death also denied to take me with it .I was just a living dead body who don't have any happiness in my life but when ruhi came to me ,I forget my all sorrow and started being happy .I started smiling ,she just filled all the voids of my life but I forget that happiness in not for me ,its ok Mr bhalla I will leave tomorrow.
Raman felt bad listening to her ,he thought that though unknowingly but he had hurted her a lot .she was leaving the room with teary eyes when he called her and spoke " don't mind my talk ,i m just thinking about your future only ,you are free to meet ruhi whenever you want ."
I- ( crying)-future ,kaun sa future ,kaun sa ghar ,kaun so shaadi . The day subbu left me ,that very day I decided that I will never marry as I m not able to give that happiness to anybody .its ok ,you don't worry I will leave tomorrow.
Ishitas state became vulnerable ,Raman was worried and was feeling bad for her ,he saw that she hadn't listened anything which he had told about her future but she is just hurt by listening that he has told her to be away from ruhi .Before he can spoke anything ,she walked to ruhi ,saw her and was about to touch her ,then she pulled her hands from ruhi and turned to leave when Raman held her hand and spoke " I m so sorry ishita if I hurt you ,or want to saperate you from ruhi ,if you are already clear about your future then you can stay here till you want ."
Ishita looked at him with questioning eyes when Raman signalled her to look at ruhi who was stretching herself after completing her beauty sleep.Ishita again looked at Raman to be sure ,he blinked his eyes giving her permission ,she went to ruhi ,picked her in her arms and showered lot if kisses on her small face and then hugged her close to her heart .
Raman walked to ishita and spoke " ishita ruhi's mother has left her ,I m giving my daughters responsibility to you ,hope you will not prove me wrong."
Ishita was speechless with sudden found happiness ,it seems that she had got her happiness which she was craving for all these days .Raman was going out of the room when he heard ishita " Mr bhalla do you ever feel bad when you are not able to handle ruhi but she stop crying when she comes to me ."
R- sometimes but I understand that she is small ,she never got her mother warmth till now moreover I was away for 8-9 days and in those days you were with her ,she has developed a habit of being with you that's why .
Till now ruhi was silent as if listening to their talks ,ishita pulled ruhi from herself and spoke " rooh don't you want to play with papa ." Ishita signalled towards Raman ,ruhi saw Raman and forwarded her hand to raman ,he smiled looking to her and forwarded his hands too ,ruhi almost jumped in his arms ,he held her and hugged her tight .Ishita saw this and went out of the room excusing herself in pretext of getting fresh .She ran to her room and sat on the bed ,she closed her eyes and recalled all the conversation they had. After thinking for sometimes she thought .
Ishita POV .
What Mr bhalla is saying is truth ,that I m like a guest here ,I will not be here always then why I m creating this bond. He is right I should stop this in beginning either I will be the one who will suffer most .but he told that he is giving ruhis responsibility to me that means I can be with ruhi for always. But how can I live here ,as ruhis nanny ,no no I can take money for taking care of ruhi but beside that I don't have any relationship with them how can I live here for always .
She was lost in her thoughts when she saw Ruman entering the room .Ishita composed herself and looked at them ,she saw Raman was rubbing his face on ruhis tummy and she was giggling.Playing in themselves they reached Ishita ,Raman bended ruhi towards Ishita and spoke " ishita look ruhi for sometimes ,I have to attend video call ."
Ishita forwarded her hands to take ruhi while ruhi turned towards Raman ,ishita tried to take ruhi in her arms but she was hiding in Raman ,clutching his shirt with her tiny fist .Ishita feld bad looking to this ,her heart skipped a boy thinking that now ruhi has bonded with Raman and now she don't need her anymore ,ishita face fell immediately with this thought ,she withdrew her hand and turned to other side to hide her tears when Raman held her shoulder and made her look at him ,she anyhow managed to wipe her tears when Raman passed ruhi to her and spoke "a kid always needs her mother ."
Before ishita can say anything raman handed ruhi and went out of the room ,at first ruhi cried a bit then started playing with her ,ishita played with ruhi for a while then she did her massage, than ishita fed her ,after her lil tummy was full ,ishita gave her medicine and then make her sleep .
It was dinner time ,neelu( the maid) came to call ishita for dinner .Ishita went to dining area and sat in the dining table ,she was still feeling awkward .Raman passed curry to ishita ,she opened the lid and asked making faces " what is this ".
R- its chicken butter masala .
Ishita made a dirty face and spoke keeping the vessel in table " I m vegetarian ,I don't eat this ".
Raman felt bad listening to this ,he told " ohh I m sorry I didn't know ,ok wait for a while main kuch aur banwata hoon ". Saying so he called neelu but she didn't answered ,after calling her for sometimes he recalled that neelu must have gone to her house as its her time to go home .He made a sorry face and spoke " sorry ,I think neelu has gone ,you sit for a while I will make something for you ".
He got up and was going to kitchen when ishita spoke meekly " if you don't mind me using your kitchen ,can i make food for myself ."
R- oh that's great ,why not .why are you even asking .
Raman took his seat while ishita slowly moved to kitchen ,for preparing something for herself.Raman started eating again but he stopped thinking that ishita is new to his kitchen ,may be she needed some help .Thinking so he made his way to kitchen .He entered the kitchen and saw ishita searching something ,he asked " what are you searching should I help you ."
I- don't you people keep noodles or Maggie in your house .
R- actually I don't know as I generally don't come to kitchen ,koi nahi chalo I will help you .Ishita nodded and both searched for sometimes but didn't get anything ,after a while ishita spoke .
" leave it ,I will make something else."
Saying so she started knealding flour ,she was doing her work while a strend of hair was disturbing her.Raman saw this and tucked the hairs behind her ears ,unknown to herself ishita closed her eyes ,a shiver ran in her body feeling his touch while Raman got lost in her beautiful face .They were lost in their moment ,when his phone rang . They came back in senses ,Raman took the call and went out while ishita busied herself in making food for herself .After preparing for herself ,she warmed Raman's food and after that both had their dinner together meanwhile he also gave ishita responsibility of deciding and supervising neelu in foods so that she can be free to make anything of her choice .
That's all for now friends ,hope you like this .Enjoy reading and do comment .
PS - friends I have got some infections in my eyes ,so will not be able to update anything for two to three days.
Edited by Divanru - 8 years ago
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