It was two at night,ishita was wide awake and thinking about her life. She was the only daughter of Mr and Mrs iyer,they loved her very much.she was one of the most pampered child and was happy in her world but her heaven got a blow the day they come to know about her mother's cancer that too in last stage.Mr iyer took Mrs iyer to almost all the doctors he knew and tried almost everything but couldn't save Mrs iyer.her mother's death was like a blow to their world but this was just a starting of her shattering world.after the death of her mom ,her father start loving in isolation and that results in the deteriorating health of her appa.in his last period of life ,he made ishita married to his most close one,ashok khanna who not only idolise Mr iyer but follow him like a mentor.on the second day of her marriage,her father died making her alone in the world.she started seeing her world in her husband,ashok.but very soon she understood that she is expecting love from a man who will never ever going to love her.she became pregnant in the very first month of their marriage making ashok angry.he tried hard to abort the kid but ishita didn't let him do that,that result in growing distance between them.every now and then ishita start hearing about his link ups with many girls but she simply closed her ears coz she knows well that ashok didn't care about her and she don't have courage to go and confirm about his link ups.which will shatter her world forever.now her world revolves around the baby.
She lovingly caress her tummy and said- don't worry bachcha,agar Papa nahi rahe hamare saath then also I will always be with u.will never leave u alone.she said and a lone tear escape her eyes.
On other side,Raman was also woke up.made a drink for himself and settled himself on the couch and start thinking- how happy I was when I got married to shagun.she is my love ,my beautiful wife but I couldn't give her the happiness we crave for .only if God hadn't made me infertile, we could also have a baby.a baby of our own.kyun hua mere saath aisa.woh ashok joh baap nahi banna chahta,u r giving him baby aur main joh baap banna chahta hoon,aapne mujhe iss kaabil hi nahi banaya.phir bhi shagun itni achchi hai that she is loving me despite of my disability.he thought and a tear escape his eyes.
While ashgun were on bed together ,naked after there many encounters. They were having wine in each other's arms.
Ashok- God shagun u r just too hot.really irresistible .Raman toh bahut lucky hai.aur ek main unlucky.ek baar kiya and my bloody wife got pregnant. Shit man,now I feel disgusted seeing her buldgy tummy.I just hate it.I told her to abort the child but she didn't listen to me.
Shagun- u know we r wrongly paired.Raman also always pester me to have a baby.but I love my figure alot so I am not going have any baby .actually I hate babies,they r so clumpsy and pathetic.and the way it ruins the figure.I just hate it.
Ashok- actually u r right,we r wrongly paired,hume ek saath hona chahiye tha,but sadlt we r with them.why don't u give divorce to Raman.
Shagun- no ways,he is just too rich to divorce.but why u r not giving ishita divorce.
Ashok- actually my business was all time low when I got married to her,so I am utilising funds of her business for my business.I will divorce her as soon as I will transfer her all funds on my name.phir usse chutkara uske uss bachche se chutkara. But how u convinced Raman to wait for some time before having babies.
Shagun laughed and said- I have made a false report stating that he can never become a father but little he know that I have already aborted two babies.
Ashok - I must say u r brilliant shagun.aur itni khoobsurat aurat ko toh pyaar karna banta hai.saying so he pulled her closer and start their love making again.
Next day ,raman was getting ready when shagun came home.Raman hugged her and said- why u r looking so worn out.soyi nahi kya raat bhar.
Shagun- no meri friend ki tabiyat kharab thi so I have to look after her .
Raman- OK I am going office,u freshen up and sleep for some time.breakfast main office mein hi kar lunga.
Shagun nodded and went to the washroom.
Raman- I know u r also in pain due to my disability but still u r with me.thanks for loving me so much shagun.thanks for being with me in my hard time.thinking so he went to office while shagun slept after having bath.
On the other hand,ashok came home and went to guest room.took bath and went to office without meeting ishita.
Raman went office and asked about ashok only to get know that he is sitting in his cabin .he went to ashok's cabin to tell him about ishita's illness last night and to give her sonography report but was stunned when he opened the door.ashok was making out with his secretary in his cabin while his secretary was moaning making Raman feel disgusted.he close the door and went back to his cabin and was thinking what he saw just now when his landline rang.he picked it lost in his thoughts when a lady said from other side- aaj aap mujhse mile bina hi chale gaye.
Raman- but main toh tumse, kaun ishita.
Ishita- aap Raman hai kya,oh sorry I told the receptionist to connect to ashok's cabin,she connected to urs.sorry.saying so she was about to hung the call but Raman thought,what if she came to know about ashok's deed.no no it's not good for her and mainly for the baby.don't know why but he got scared thinking of any harm to the baby.
He said instantly- it's OK ishita,actually ashok is in a meeting.u can talk to me.if u want.
Ishita- ofcourse I want to talk.how r u.sorry to trouble u yesterday.
Raman- now u r being formal. Arey u needed medical help,and I took u to the doctor. Now where the question of troubling come.so stop being so formal .
Ishita smiled and said- aap bahut achche hai Raman,shagun is really so lucky.
Raman- and even ashok also.u have a wife like u.BTW how r u today.did u had ur breakfast on time.khayal rakh rahi ho naa apna aur baby ka.
Ishita- yes I am good and thanks for asking.aapke concern dekh kar aur achchi ho gayi.kisi din aaiye naa hamare yahan dinner pe,apni wife ko leke.
Raman- sure, aaj hi baat karta hoon shagun se,but beware I am a big foodie.I want yummy food.
Ishita- just tell me ur favourite, I myself will prepare it for u.
Raman- hey don't u dare to do so.baby ko problem hogi.he said casually but both became silent for some time ,ishita realised that he is so much concerned about the baby while raman think he went overboard.
Raman- I am sorry,
Ishita- it's OK Raman.ashok aayenge toh unhe keh dijiyega ki Maine phone kiya tha.saying so she was about to hung the call when heard him asking, ashok tumhara khayal rakhta hai.
Ishita- what do u mean.
Raman- I am sorry but I really want to know that does he cares for u,love u.sorry if I asked something wrong.
Ishita- unke ghar mein rehti hoon,unke kitchen mein bana khana khati hoon.agar yeh khayal rakhna hai toh yes he cares for me.bye Raman.she hung the call immediately and burst into tears.the call wasn't disconnected and Raman can hear her cry but couldn't do anything other then felt bad for the lady.
After much discussion with himself ,he finally went to ashok's cabin to tell him about the pathetic condition of his wife but he wasn't anywhere.Raman look out of the window and saw him with a woman.her back was at Raman so he couldn't see her face but still can recognize her.
Raman- shagun,what she is doing with ashok.thinking so he took out his phone and called shagun but she made an excuse and both went to hotel to play their love game cheating their partners.
It was a week since ishra met,Raman everyday use to see ashok with some new girl and every time his worry increase for ishita.they started talking ,ishita always try to avoid any personal questions but Raman can feel the pain in her voice.shagun was also spending her maximum time with ashok leaving Raman alone which was pushing Raman more to ishita.
One day shagun tell Raman that she is going to her mother's house for a week and went to ashok's farmhouse.while ashok too went to the farmhouse leaving ishita alone.
One morning Raman was working in his office when his eyes fell on the calendar.
Raman- aaj toh ishita ka monthly check up hai.should I call ashok.thinking so he called ashok but as usual he did not picked it.after much debate he called ashok's house only to know that she went alone and she was looking too pale and sick.
Raman want to go to her but couldn't decide what to do.he thought for long and at last he went to bansal's clinic postponing his meetings.
He entered the clinic holding her last sonography reports.he entered the doctor's clinic and saw her laying on the bed.she was looking much pale from the last time they met.
Doctor- this is not done ishita,again u come alone.last time yr husband told me that he will take care of u.yahin khayal rakh rahe hai woh aapka,it's not good for the baby.aise toh it will be very difficult for me to save both of u.kahan hai aapke pati.
Ishita- woh actually he is,
Raman- I am here,he said only to make both the ladies turn to her.doctor with anger while ishita with questioning eyes.
Doc- here u r Mr khanna,r u even realising what u r doing.if this is going to happen I am sorry to say but I can't save ur wife and ur baby.laparwahi ki bhi hadh hoti hai.this kind of behaviour is not at all acceptable.
Ishita- doc don't tell him anything.
Raman- I am sorry doc.I have taken the responsibility but couldn't fulfill it.really sorry.can I talk with her for a second.
Doc- yaa sure.saying so she went out.
Ishita turn the other side and said- why u r here Raman.
Raman- what r u doing with urself ishita.do u wanna die.
Ishita- yes I want to die.aisi zindagi jee kar kya faiyda where noone cares for me.main mar jaungi ,tab hi shayad ashok ko ehsaas hoga that what he lost.
Raman-aur agar tab bhi ehsaas nahi hua toh.
Ishita- toh bhi mujhe toh iss takleef se azaadi mil jayegi naa.I fed up of living like this.ek bade se aalisaan ghar mein furniture ke saath ,uss jhoothi sajawat ka hissa kar kar.I just can't take this anymore.
Raman- and what about ur baby.
Ishita- it will be good if he too die with me,warna ashok usse bhi maar dalenge ,jaise main mar rahi hoon.she said crying bitterly.
Raman don't know what to do and how to console her,he slowly held her hand and she hugged him tight crying bitterly.
Ishita- he don't love me raman,he don't care about me raman.he just don't.
Raman- shh ishita don't cry.tell me where is ashok,we will go and make him understand ki woh joh kar raha hai galat hai.he should take care of u,u need him.
Ishita- aap samjhaoge ashok ko.
Raman- yes I will.where he is.
Ishita- woh hamare khandapa wale farmhouse mein hai.
Raman hold her and said- come with me.saying so he took ishita out of the clinic to go and meet ashok.
That's all for now.enjoy and do comment and hit like.will wait for it.
Ps- as many of u suggest I am taking a break of few days.will be back soon as I couldn't keep myself away from writing.till then try to miss me a little.mujhe achcha lagega.
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