Next morning ishita was making breakfast for themselves while she was lost in the happenings of the previous day.the way he came all the way from Mumbai just to spend some time with her.the way he is making her feel special with his little gestures followed by their passionate night with many wild encounters.she was smiling feeling him all over her,his lips all over her bare body.she was lost in her thoughts when he came from backward and switch off the burner coz the coffee was about to spill out of the vessel.
Raman- where r u lost ishita??u were about to burn urself.he said shaking ishita breaking her trance.
Ishita- no nothing,I was thinking about my flight.I have to rush or else I will be late.she said going from there trying to avoid his questions.
But Raman held her hand and caged her in his arms.
Raman- why u always keep on running from me ishita.
Ishita look away and said- it's not like that raman,I am just getting late.I have to reach Mumbai today and take over the work.let me go.
Raman- if u don't remember, I also have to go with u.and our flight is after six hours ,so u can relax,u have me to do all ur work sweetheart.
Ishita look into his eyes and said- I don't have a habit to leave my work on others.u don't bother urself ,I will do it myself.she said going away only to be pulled by him again.
He hugged her from backside and said- I will bother myself jaan,coz now we r going to live together,so we should learn to do things for each other.hume ek dusre kr saath hi rehna hai ab.
Ishita- but u r forgetting I told u that we will only share our bed nothing else.she said trying to shrug his hand but his hold was too firm.
Ishita- leave me Raman,u r crossing ur limit.she said in sheer anger.
Raman got angry too and pinned her to the wall.he hold her hand over her head and said- really ishita,I am crossing my limits.I am just trying to come closer to u ishita.coz I love u ,I need u ishita.he said mellowing down,hurt was visible in his eyes.
Ishita looked away and said- u just need me,my body.u don't love me Raman.nobody loves me ,and u know what's the best thing,I don't even want anyone's love.I am very much happy in my life.mujhe kisi ke pyaar ke jarurat nahi.
Raman- pyaar ki jarurat har kisi ko hoti hai ishita,mujhe bhi hai aur tumhe bhi.
Ishita look away and said- I don't need anyone's love.if u want to be with me then it will be only physical relationship or else just get lost.she said in a furry but then regret her words that what if he really went away leaving her alone.he turned to the opposite direction hearing her words, want to really go away hurt by her words,but stop feeling her hold on his wrist.he turn to look at her.she was looking all shattered by him going away,her eyes were moist but she wasn't voicing her feelings.he look at her while she was looking down.he hold her chin and make her look at him.
Raman- u really want me to go ishita.he said only to see her eyes welled up.
Ishita- if u want u can go.I have no right to stop u.
Raman wasn't understanding why she is behaving like this and what she want. She is telling him to go but not leaving his hand,her mouth was telling him to go while her eyes were welled up seeing him going.Raman was confused of her behaviour,she want him in her life but not ready to admit it.but one thing is sure that she want to be with him like he want her in his life.she too crave for him the way he craved for and that was evident from the way she kissed him yesterday. So Raman decided to be with her without bothering about her weird behavior, may be she has some kind of tragedy in her life which made her so insecure ,may be her broken relationship with subbu and her parents death r cause of her insecurities. Whatever will be the reason ,Raman decided to go ahead in relationship with her.coz how much ever she say that she want this to be physical but Raman was understanding that she want an emotional support badly,whom she can trust blindly.and he wants to be that support in her life. Coz of him now he can't leave her as he started living her and he can't just use her and throw her.even if she wants that way.
Ishita was still standing in the same position, her eyes were downcasted while her hand was holding his wrist with a plead in her eyes,not to leave her alone again.
Raman look at her and pulled her into a tight hug.she within a second hide herself in him and start sobbing .he don't know why she is crying but he want to console her.he caressed her hair lovingly and kissed her hair softly.she look at him and he said- don't worry ishita,I will never leave u alone,tum chahogi tab bhi nahi.haath chodne ke liye tumhara haath nahi thama hai.he said kissing the back of her palm.
Ishita look at him all lost ,while he was assuring her with his eyes when she said- love me raman.
Raman- abhi??we r getting late ,we have to catch the flight.
Ishita close his mouth and said- everything can wait Raman.love me naa. She said as if it is as urgent as her breathing and Raman couldn't do anything other then obliging to her.he scoop her in his arms and took her to the bed and start loving her all over again passionately. She was lost in the pleasure he was giving her and was inviting him more into herself.he was busy in dropping open mouth kisses on her bare body while she was moaning his name in pleasure.at last he entered her again making her feel contented. She hugged him tight and close her eyes to have some sleep .soon she was sleeping hugging him tight while raman was just looking at her.she was holding him as he is the most prized possession of her.he lovingly caressed her face only to see her cuddling more into him.
Raman- what went wrong with u ishita that u r so insecured.why u think that I am using u for ur body,why u think that I will leave u after satisfying my selfish needs from u.kya hua hai tumhare saath aisa ki tum kisi par bhi bharosa karne se itna darti ho.but whatever happened with u and whatever u will do with me,I will not leave it side as I know u need me badly.main tumhe badal dunga ishita,tumhe itna pyaar karunga ki tum majboor ho jaogi mujh par bharosa karne par.I will love u like noone ever loved anyone ever.he said to himself and kissed her forehead lovingly.
After an hour she opened her eyes only to see him all dressed to go .she wrapped the sheet around her and went to him who was busy in combing his hair.she back hugged him and said- u r going somewhere.
Raman- yes going but not me ,we r going.remember we have a flight to go to mumbai.get ready sweetheart. We r getting late.he said combing his hair.
Ishita- aap Mumbai jaa kar mujhe bhool jayenge naa.u will get busy with ur other girlfriends naa,after all I am just a random girl for u naa.she said hugging him tight.
Raman turned hearing this and said- why u r thinking so.I am not going to forget u coz I am taking u along with me.and u r not any random girl.u r my ishita and I don't have any girlfriend. U r the first girl of my life.
Ishita- aap pyaar karte hai mujhse Raman.
Raman- yes I do love u.and I will make u believe this.don't stress urself sweetheart, go and get ready.I have completed the packing and even make breakfast for us.jaldi se aao mil kar karenge.he said pecking her cheek.she nodded like a kid and went to the washroom.after fifteen minutes she came wearing a cream floral top along with a blue denim. Her hair was tied in a pony and she was back to her strict process self.she was looking rough and tough while raman has already seen the vulnerable side of her.
Raman was happy seeing her back to her old self but sad also as he now know well that it is just a mask for the outside world.she is broken and shattered beyond words inside.
Raman make her sit down on the chair by pulling it like a perfect gentleman while ishita was enjoying the way he was pampering her.she has always fought with the world alone and never ever expected that anyday someone will come who want to lessen her pain.she was happy that Raman want to sooth her pain but still unsure as she has got many betrayal in her life ,but she felt peace in his arms ,she feel secured in his arms ,that's why she get ready to live in with him,coz for her she want a physical relationship with him but little she couldn't understand that's not his lust bug his love with was making her feel safe and secured in his arms.
They had their breakfast together in silence and soon they were off to airport to go to mumbai to start a new life together.
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