Ishita- u can tell me at least.
Abhi- OK,I will.saying so they came out of simmi's room and sat on the sofa. Abhi started narrating.
Abhi- I met simmi six years back.she came to meet Raman .we were starting our business at that time.I lost my heart to her in the first meeting only,her wonderful persona,her chirpy smile add to her beauty.within few days we started sharing a great bond,she was one of my best friends.I can easily pour my heart to her and she was always ready to support me.slowly slowly my love for her turn more stronger.then I was thinking of ways to propose her but just then Raman told me that simmi want to marry param.I was heartbroken but was happy for her.she was very happy with param and I am happy for her.when Raman asked me to keep param with us,I was more then ready,anything for simmi.even when I came to know about the fraud param did in our company then also I spare him ,just for simmi.but that night ruined everything. My simmi,those monsters raped her brutally,and I couldn't save her.I so wanted to take her in my arms and sooth her pain but the irony was that she started fearing me.I was shattered like Raman.but I had to be strong to punish those monsters.Raman left for India and they thought that they r spared but I didn't leave them.I fought for simmi till the end and finally those culprits got punished. He said with moist eyes.
Ishita- if u love her so much ,then why u don't wanna tell this about Raman.woh bahut khush honge.
Abhi- u may think that I am not telling this to him coz I am scared of him.I am really scared of him but not because of his anger or anything else.but scared to hurt him.Raman mera sabse achcha dost hai and he suffered a lot without any mistake.main usse takleef pahuncha sakta hoon.I love him alot.but not like u.u love him more.he said smiling.
Ishita- yes I love him alot and there is no doubt to this but I think he should know what u have done for simmi and how much u love her.can I ask u something.
Abhi- ji puchiye naa.
Ishita- don't u have any problem that she had been raped or she is mentally ill.I know I shouldn't ask this but like Raman I too want to be double sure for simmi.
Abhi smiled and said- ur thinking is right but tell me one thing,whatever happened to her,is that her mistake.no its her bad destiny.then how can I blame her.achcha tell me whether u ever blamed Raman for ruining simmi's life.
Ishita- no how can I.unki galti nahi thi.it was destiny.
Abhi-same goes with simmi too.inn sab mein uski kya galti thi.
Ishita- simmi is very lucky to have u.
Abhi- like the way Raman is lucky to have u.he said smiling making her smile too.
Both were talking when they saw Raman coming down.they turn to him and see at his frown.
Abhi- now Raman will take ur class ,that why u left him alone.he hate to sleep alone.hostel mein he use to sleep on me.I use to run from him so that I can have a sound sleep.he said laughing ,ishita too smiled hearing his words.
Raman came to them and asked- what u guys r talking and ishita why u came here leaving me alone,u know naa I can't sleep alone.he said hugging her from back.
Ishita blushed at his words while abhi laughed aloud.
Abhi- I told u naa,u can never find a small baby like him.he always use to trouble me like this.
Ishita- what r u doing Raman.abhi is here only.
Raman- so what,u heard naa,he knows me well.come naa let's sleep ,I am tired.he said dragging her.
Abhi- I think I should also get going.its pretty late bye guys.
Raman- bye abhi.he said and soon all were in their rooms.
Ishita- what was that,abhi kya soch rahen honge.
Raman- forget about him and tell me why u went leaving me alone.u know naa I want u beside me to have a sound sleep.
Ishita- actually I went downstairs as I wasn't feeling sleepy and u r in deep slumber, there I saw abhi and we started talking.
Raman- oh.good now let's go.
Ishita- don't u wanna know what we have talked .
Raman- no coz right now I want to love u.saying so he picked her and take her to bed.
Ishita- Raman listen naa,I wanna talk to u something very urgent.she said while Raman was busy in opening the dori of her blouse.seeing his lost in his work she said again- listen naa ,Raman.I seriously want to talk something.
Raman- but I don't wanna listen anything jaan.let me do my work and don't disturb me or else I know ways to shut ur mouth.he said with a cute pout.
Ishita smiled and said- really,kaise.
Raman- lagta hai I have to show u now.saying so he came closer and claimed her lips for a full fledged kiss.she close her eyes feeling his lips on hers.he started chewing her lips slowly yet passionately. She wounded her arms around him inviting him more into herself. He slowly broke the kiss and start dropping open mouth kisses on her neckline going down removing every cloth between them.soon they were in each others arms ,loving each other passionately, lost in each other,forgetting the world, the room was filled with their moanings.at last he entered into her,they rocked in sync and at last he fell on her.she smiled feeling contented and planted a feathery kiss on his hair .she slide her fingers in his tendrils giving him a finger kanghi.he rub his lips on her naked front making her moan in pleasure again.
Raman- tell me what u want to say.
Ishita kissed his forehead and said- nothing Raman,I just wanna say that I love u a lot. Thanks for coming in my life.I don't know what happened to me without u.thanks for loving me this much.
Raman made a dirty face and said- u ever eager to give this thank u speech.isse toh achcha hota ,u should have loved me passionately. I would love that way of thanking.he said smiling sheepishly.
Ishita- I would love to thank u that way.saying so she pulled him closer and captured his lips for a kiss.at first he was shocked at her boldness but later started enjoying her assault and soon they were again lost in their pool of passion.after having many rounds of love making they finally slept in each other's arms peacefully.
Next morning Raman wake up when sunrays start peeping from the curtains.he open his eyes only to see her sleeping hiding herself in his chest.she was so into him that it was difficult to guess that two r sleeping.he smiled softly and kissed her hair making her moan his name even in her sleep.
Raman- jaan ,good morning.
Ishita open her droopy eyes ,he tucked her hair behind her ear,she smiled at him and said,good morning kissing his bare chest making him shiver.
Raman- kya hua,koi aaj bahut romantic mood mein lag raha hai.iraade kya hai madam.
Ishita- iraade toh bahut nek hai janab.I just want to be in ur arms full day.I don't feel like going anywhere or letting u go anywhere.please kahin mat jaiye naa.she said holding him tightly.
Raman- but jaan,yesterday only I joined the office,how can I .he said pecking her lips.
Ishita- OK go but love me one more time before u go.so that I can live without u for the whole day.
Raman- kya hua bahut pyaar aa raha hai mujh par.kuch khaas hai kya.
Ishita- kyun,can't I ask u to love me.after all I am ur dharampatni.I can ask u to love me as much as I want.got it ,now love me naa.she said pecking his lips.
Raman smiled and said -ur wish is my command ma'am.saying so he start loving her all over again.
After an hour ,ishra come down all dressed ,ready to go to office and college .toshiji blessed them and soon they went to their respective places.time started passing and it was a month since ishra and simmi shifted to bhalla house,everything was getting normal.ishra love for each other increased many folds,Raman adjusted well in his business,his bond with his dad became like before,simmi was getting better get love and affection from her family but the main person who love and care was helping her was of abhi.the gents of the house fail to notice that but toshiji has noticed his love for simmi.toshiji talked to ishita and she told her everything. Toshiji got happy listening that abhi loves simmi and want to marry her.toshiji went and talk about this to abhi and all he could say was ,ask Raman first.
At last toshiji and ishita decided to talk to Raman and Mr bhalla.and as expected they denied hearing this .
Mr bhalla- what rubbish is this.I don't want to give simmi to anyone now.I don't trust anyone for simmi.
Toshiji- yeh kya keh rahe hai bhalla ji.zindagi bhar ladki ko ghar par baithana hai.aur hum kab tak rahenge,aaj hai ,kal hume kuch ho gaya toh,simmi ko kaun dekhega.
Raman- why u r saying so maa,don't u trust me.simmi meri bachchi hai.main zindagi bhar uski dekhbhaal karunga.
Ishita- its not about trusting Raman.its about her happiness.kya hum usse woh khushi ,woh pyaar de payenge jis ka haq har kisi ko hota hai.
Raman- what do u mean,r u doubting my and dad's love for simmi.
Ishita- no Raman,no papaji, I am not doubting ur love for her but u can give her fatherly love. Can't love her like a husband, like a life partner.
Mr bhalla- what do u mean, she is getting better with our love.did she told u anything.
Ishita- har baat kehne ki jarurat nahi hoti. I can see her pain in her eyes and even she told me that day.
Toshiji- when ishita.
Ishita- that day when ur friends came to see me and u gave me clothes and accessories to wear.when I was getting ready ,simmi was looking at me very keenly and when I told her whether she wanna try those bangles and chunri,she told me bluntly that how can see wear those.after all she is a widow,her husband died.kya yeh zindagi dena chahte hai aap simmi ko.ek vidhwa ki zindagi,woh kyun thik hona chahegi Raman.bataiye mujhe ,aur aap ne hi kaha tha naa ki har kisi ko pyaar ki zarurat hoti hai aur aaj aap hi keh rahe hai naa ki aapka aur papaji ka pyaar kaafi hai uske liye toh aap mujhe bataiye,agar main mar gayi toh kya aap ji loge mere baigaar.sirf maa papaji aur simmi ke pyaar ke saath.
Raman got teary eyes hearing this hugged her tight and said- no never I can't live without u jaan.and don't ever say this again.
Ishita- simmi also need love Raman.she needs a partner.and abhi is that partner .
Mr bhalla- I think she is right Raman,we should think about it.what u think.he asked but Raman didnt reacted, coz his mind was stuck at her words.he was just hugging her tight fearing her words.
Mr bhalla asked again- what u think Raman.breaking Raman's trance .
Raman- jaisa aap thik samjhe,he said meekly and went without telling anything.
Toshiji- go to him ishita,I know he is hurt deeply by ur words .
Ishita- I know maa ,but somewhere it was necessary to feel simmi's pain to decide something good for her .I am going to him only.saying so she went to their room,only to see him standing at the window looking at nowhere and lost in his thoughts .
That's all for now .enjoy and do comment and hit like .will wait for ur responses.
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