Hello friends I m back with new update.Here's the next part .
(Authors note - Many of you said that though raman is saying that he is not pitying her but actually he is pitying her, so for those I want to say that its not pity but his realisation. many of you told that ishota should leave him but people leaving and parting is not a solution in any conditions not in real and not in story also .Hope after this update you people will like Raman)
Part 13
Ishita didn't answered him but looked deeply at his face ,not getting any answer he again cupped her face and spoke " ishita may be my past behavior had hurt you but I promise that I will never hurt you again in my life .and don't you dare call this pity ,its not pity but realisation .yeah its realisation ,when you were not there in home ,I missed you badly that time I came to know that you are a part of my life without which I m incomplete. yes its right I missed you like hell ,where ever I see I saw you ,you won't believe but I didn't sleep whole night because you were not there with me but here that to without informing me . I know we are not normal couple but still I have some right to know about your whereabouts. And when I came here , in the hall when Pandit ji was saying all the seven vows of seven pheres I realised that though I also had vowed same to you but never fulfilled any of them ,instead I went against it that make my decision more firm that I can't divorce you. I need you in my life more than you need me with you .Ishita please give me one more chance ,I want to correct all my wrong deeds ."
She was still silent ,just looking at him without blinking her eyes,Raman took her hand in him and spoke " ishita today I again want to take vow for our marriage and I will try my best to fulfill them ."
He pulled her to himself ,rested her head in his chest and spoke encircling his one arm around her and taking her hand in his free one "
1) i will always love you as my wife .
2) I will be faithful to you...
3) I will always respect you...
4) I will try my best to make you happy...
5) I will always considere your opinion in our lives's decision...
6) You will be my first priority...
7) I will always trust you & will never hurt you...
( PS- these seven vows are suggested by prayosa.divan )
After speaking this ,he looked at Ishita to see her reaction .He can see she was exhausted by crying and is just clinging to him like a lifeless body. Raman caressed her cheeks and spoke " ishita please don't be silent like this ,don't loose hope ,why are you so silent speak something ."
After a while ishita tored herself from raman and spoke " what about shagun raman ,you were in love with her ."
R- I know I loved her but I never felt so restless without her .I was and m away from her since few months then also I was not so restless ,which I felt in this one night .
I- how can you say so .
R- I know I must be sounding like totally confused person but believe me at this time I myself us confused of my feeling ,ishita its a different feeling of longingness which I never felt with shagun .
I- but then also Raman it will be wrong with shagun ,if you leave her again because of your own sake .
R-ishita ,I already had done a drastic mistake in life for others good but this time I will not .That time I married you to save your life though I wanted to be with shagun ,may be because she didn't reciprocated my feelings .But this time I will not revise same mistake, ishita understand baby it will again ruin three lives because this time again I will do same mistake ,if I go with shagun because now I want to be with you .Neither my heart nor my mind is ready to be with shagun .
I- then also questions remains same that it will be wrong with shagun.
R- galat to main tab bhi karoonga ,if I will leave you but that will be more wrong because till now shagun is not my wife but you are .Agar main shagun ko chod doonga then she can marry a new boy better than me and that will not be wrong in any way .but if I will leave you it will be wrong in every way, it will be wrong for our parents ,for society and most importantly for me because my soul will never let me be in peace ever .waise bhi ,I never lied to anyone neither I did anything sneakly ,I told shagun before marrying you but she shrugged my words and also I told you everything .She knows that you are my wife and you will be my priority .
I- what do you mean .
R- I mean that something has changed after our marriage ,though I mended my relationship with shagun but its not like before ,though I goes to meet her but there is always an awkardness ,we are not comfortable like earlier rather I feel more comfortable with you .
I- you were going for the trip .
R- yeah shagun made the plan so that if we will spend some lobe time we can be like earlier but I want to see you .I was feeling so guilty and restless after ma says that you are not ok that I couldn't stop myself to come here .
I(with a very helpless face )- Raman though you and your plea is sounding very genuine then also I m not so very comfortable with it .Maine maan liya tha ki you don't love me and can never be mine ,then you come up with this .you know I had left all the hopes ,I had made myself understand that I m destined to be alone and its pretty difficult for me to jump in this dead relationship. you at first married metgen told that you love shagun then again you are telling that you want to be with me ,you know its quite confusing .you are getting me na .
R- I can understand you ,even I will not force you ,you take your own time, I will be waiting for you and will try my best to make you believe me .
Before they can talk further ishitas phone buzzed ,she picked the call ,it was from one of her cousins ,she was calling her ,ishita got up from her placed and spoke " I have to leave my cousins are calling me ."
R- ok you go .
ishita freshened up and walked out of the room leaving raman alone .He be sitted in same place and spoke ruffling his hairs " hey matarani please help me, I know I had done many mistakes but this time please don't make anything wrong ."
Raman was lostvin his thoughts when his phone buzzed it was shaguns call ,he picked the phone and spoke " hello".
S- Raman where are you ,I m waiting for you .
R- I m so sorry shagun ,I didn't tell you ,I m in chennei .
S- chennei ? what are you doing there .
R- its ishitas cousin wedding ,so I m with her .
S- what the hell is this ,you made plans with me and went with your wife .
R- yeah ,she needed me here .
S- and what about me ,you always think and do things according to her .
R- yes ,I already told you that she is important .
S- yeah you told me that but I never thought that she will become more important than me .
R- shagun we need to talk .
S- not now ,you already had spoiled my mood .
R- no I will return tomm ,then we will talk .
S( angrily )- whatever .
Saying so she disconnected the call ,he was about to keep his phone when it ranged again .It was Ishita ,he picked the call ,she told that everybody is calling him .Raman also straightened himself and went down .The marriage was done at that time and bridegroom were taking blessings from elder ,they signalled ishra to stand together and took blessing from ishra too.Soon the vidaai was done and after all rituals everybody retired to their room .
Raman was alone in his room waiting for ishita while she was with her cousins and relatives ,he wanted to talk to her more but she was avoiding him .He waited for some more but she didn't showed up ,he felt thirsty but there was no water in room ,he called in her mobile but she didn't picked his call .At last he himself went down to have water when he saw ishita was sitting with many peoples ladies and gents ,all were talking in there language ,raman didn't get what they are talking but it was sure that he was feeling like an alien,he just wanted to have water and ran away from there .He saw ishita was talking to an old lady ,he slowly called her but she didn't listened bit one of the old lady saw raman and asked what raising her eyebrows .Raman signalled her to call ishita ,soon ishita was called she got up from her place and walked to him .
I- Raman you here .
R- I want water .
Ishita didn't spoke anything and went to kitchen ,raman also followed her , she gave him water ,he was going to hold the glass but before he can hold she left the glass and the glass fell in floor and broke .She went and brought another water ,gave it to him and turned to pick the pieces of broken glass when a piece pricked in her legs ,she winced in pain a little then again she started the broken pieces,she gathered all the pieces and threw it in the dustbin .Raman drank water ,he kept the glass a side and was going to leave the kitchen and saw all the floor was red with blood ,actually water was already there in floor and it got mixed with her blood making a the water red. He saw somuch blood and panicked ,in the next moment he picked her in his arms and made his way to their room .
Ishita was surprised with his sudden action , she looked at him with questioning eyes .
R- are you human.
I- means .
R- don't you feel pain,you are hurt .
I- it was just a small cut ,it will cure of its own.
R- keep your mouth shut ,I don't want your expert advise .
I- raman put me down ,if anybody with see us it will not look good .
R- I m not bothered about anyone ,moreover I m picking my wife who has wound in her feet .
Soon they reached their room ,on the way raman asked for first aid box to someone ,soon it was brought .He did her dressing while all praised him to see his concern towards ishita but only ishra know that he is the one who had hurted her beyond repair.
That's all for now friends ,hope you like this part .Enjoy reading and do comment .
Edited by Divanru - 9 years ago
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