Hi friends I m back with another update .At first thanks a lot friends for all your likes and comments .I m not replying you all seperately ,hope you don't mind .
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Part 11
Some more days passed ,ishita distanced herself more from raman ,she always keep herself busy in her office or with simmi and toshiji .Simmi's engagement was done and her marriage date was coming ,ishita was taking care of all the preparations because Raman was working in a very important foreign project ,ishita didn't want to disturb him that's why she took all the responsibilities on herself moreover she thought that it will help her in keeping her busy so that she will think less about Raman and may be these distance can teach her,living a Raman less life which is till now looking impossible for her .
Yeah though ishita always tried to be strong and careless in front of Raman that ,divorcing him is not affecting her,she always pretend that she is not bothered about Raman's whereabout and his presence but the reality was her eyes were always on him and on his every movement .she tries a lot to be away from him but the more she tries to stay away the more she became restless ,but her helplessness was that ,that she herself is sending him away from her .Sometimes Ishita thinks to be selfish ,as she was earlier then she shrugged those thought ,thinking she already had tried to bring him closer by marrying him almost forcefully but still his too far from her .They are married still he love someone else then behaving selfish will also not help ,she wants his love and care which she has craved all her life ,not his body ,she wanted him to love her ,to be with her with his own will not by force .Thinking all this she decides to be away from him .
It was thursday night ,Raman was doing some of his work in his laptop ,actually he was waiting for ishita to tell her something .About 10.30 she entered the room ,it was lil early for her to go in there bedroom but today she wants to talk about sonnething that's why she has come to room .
Raman saw her entering and called her to him ,she walked to him and spoke " boliye raman ,first you tell then I also have to tell you one thing ".
R- ok then you tell first .
I- no Raman if your are talking then it must be sine important talk .
R- nothing like that ,you tell what you were telling .
I- aap bolo na ,I will tell later .
R- actually shagun has planned a weekend trip of massoorrie with me . I had not agreed yet ,if you are comfortable can I go with her .
Ishitas heart skipped listening to this ,though she herself want him to leave her for shagun ,though she herself always tell that he should spend time with shagun but the thought of him spending two nights with shagun made her restless .Her heart sinked ,she became speechless for sometimes ,he shook her and spoke " its ok ishita if you are not comfortable ,I will deny her ."
Ishita gulped her saliva and spoke after composing herself " no Raman its ok, you should go with her .Now a days you are so busy in this project that you hardly get time ,its good she has planned something for you two .I insist you should go .
Saying so she got up from her place and walked towards washroom ,taking her clotgs ,when raman called her and asked " now you tell what you were saying ".
Ishita pretended to think then told " sorry it seems I forget ."
Before raman can ask sonemore ,she ran into bathroom .Washroom has now a days become her fav. place as she can be in herself only there ,she started the shower and sat under it while tears made their ways through here yes which she didn't bothered to stop and they got mixed with the water .After crying her heart out Ishita felt somewhat light ,she changed and went to bed without talking to him .
Next morning was as usual ,Raman got up ,got ready and went to office while ishita was also busy in her daily chores. They just wished each other good morning and has lil talks,about office .
Raman ,bhallaji and Toshiji were having dinner when simmi entered the house . she went and sat beside her mother and start talking ,while Raman was surprised to see her alone .He immediately asked " Simmi where is Ishita".
S( surprised )- bhabhi ,where is bhabhi I don't know ,you should know about her.
R- I thought she is with you .
S- why she should be with me ,I had gone for dinner with Abhi .
Listening to this toshiji spoke " Raman you don't know where is Ishita."
R- how could I ,she didn't told me ,even she was not in office .
T( making faces )- arey khote ,tujhe pata nahi hai ,that she has gone to chennei with her parents to attend wedding of her cousin .
R- kya .
T- ( thinking deeply )- Does she seriously didn't tell you , why .puttar is everything alright between you two ,I m very much concerned about ishira now a days ,I don't know what is it ,but she is not happy ,something is a miss .Though she smiles laughs and do everything but still I can see empty ness in her eyes .puttar tell me what's going on between you two ,day before yesterday she told me about going to chennei ,she even told that she will ask you as after marriage she was going to her native place for first time and everybody will ask about you.Didn't she asked you.?
Raman recalled that night ishita wanted to talk to him but she didn't talked to him after he told her about his trip with shagun .He was recalling that night when toshiji spoke again .
T- puttar why didn't you go ,you should have been gone there ,ishita told me that you were having some office work ,but beta these office work will never end ,for that we cannot neglect our life na .poor Ishita now she have to make excuses and tell lie to everybody because of you .
Raman felt bad listening to his mother's words ,more than bad he got restless knowing that Ishita is not there and she has gone without telling him ,he felt guilty thinking that she is doing somuch for him abf his family and what he us giving her in return ,nothing just pain .
Raman got up from his place and walked to his room without answering her mother ,while everyone was looking at him with questioning eyes .He opened his rooms door and found ishita sitting in the couch doing something in her lappy ,he smiled fully looking to her and cursed his mother to tell lie to him that ishita has gone to attend some wedding ,he walked to her and tried to touch her ,it was the moment when he realised that ,it was not ishita bit his imagination ,he composed himself and looked towards the cupboard ,there hefoubd her taking her cloths ,looking to him she asked "
Raman aapke kaun kaun se kapde le chaloon shadi mein ".
He smiled and was about to speak when he saw she again vanished ,he ruffled his hairs and looked other corner where he saw her standing and speaking " Raman I m leaving you for your happiness can't you just give me a lil happiness ,don't you felt bad ,don't you feel shame asking your own wife that you are going out with your girlfriend ."
Raman was shocked listening to this ,this was when reality stuck him that ,he was going to do a blunder ,he closed his eyes tightly and. posed his ears with his both hands and cried on ishitas condition.He took his phone and called ishita to complain that why he didn't told him about going to chennei but to his disappointment her phone rang bit she didn't picked the call which added more restlessness to his state .He changed abd tried to sleep but cannot sleep ,he tried her phone many times but sometimes it was busy ,sometimes she didn't picked the call .it was late night ,he thought go call next morning .Next morning also he can't talked to her .
In chennei ,next day evening .
The marraige rituals were going on ,ishita was sitting in cirnedw ,looking to all the rituals unwantedly she was recalling her marraige ,and tears were flowing from her eyed recalling the truth of her marriage ,at the sane time someone tapped on her shoulder ,she immediately wiped her tears and turned ,it was her cousins .
C1- akka where are you lost .
C2- arey are you mad ,akka must be missing jiju .
C3- akka this is not fair ,you should have brought jiju with yourself .
C4- arey must had thought that we will eye of him that's why she didn't brought him ,haina akka .
C1- at least show his picture na ,we so wanted to see your husband buy you didn't brought him and not even showing his picture .
C2- don't worry we will not steal him ,moreover we are not as beautiful as you your ,jiju must be lovibgw you very much na .
ishitas eyes got teary listening to them ,before they notice she slowly wiped them and showed raman picture to them .
C3 - akka you befooled us na ,you told that jiju has not come while just saw him talking to pariappa .
I( confused)- you have gone mad ,why I will befool you ,he actually had not come .
C4- achcha come I will show you .
saying so they started dragging ishita to the entrance when she say ,appa was coming inside the house b
with raman ,ishita was shocked looking to him ,she stood glued to her place while appa and raman reached to ishita. Appa called ishita and told her to take Raman to her room ,she started walking towards her room while raman followed her ,she was turning back again and again to confirm that its Raman .Soon they reached her room ,she opened the door and both entered the room ,he bolted the door while ishita asked him curiously " Raman how cone you are here ".
R( ignoring her question)- can I hug you.
That's all for now friends ,hope you like this part .Enjoy reading and do comment.
Edited by Divanru - 9 years ago
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