Epilogue
It has been one and half years of ishra marraige ,they were leading a happy life with small ups and downs ,Raman and ishita got ADI's custody too .Now raman is the happiest person ,as he noe has his family ,a very loving wife and his both kids .Ishita too was very happy with her life as she has everything in her life which she never had expected .
But one thing was always a miss , though ishita was happy but the emptyness that she can never bear a baby ,the sadness that she can never be a mother can be seen in her eyes, which rama very well understand .He had consulted many doctors about her,and all positive that though there is a less chance but she can concieve .
One fine day when raman woke he didn't find Ishita beside him ,he got up and was going to search ishita when he heard some noise from washroom ,he went inside and saw ishita throwing up,he got worried ,at first he supported ishita ,helped her in washing her face then. brought her ,make her sit in bed and asked concerned " what happened ishita ."
I- nothing raman ,I think its because of some food poisoning or may be I have eaten something wrong .
R- or is there any good news is their .
Ishita raised her head ,saw him with moist eyes and spoke " Raman not again ,we tried many times and a time we got disheartened ,please not again .
R- ishita we will not say anything to anyone ,I m bringing the pregnancy kit , we will just check for once .
I- Raman please not again.
R- ok I will not force you ,but you don't do any work ,you are not going to clinic today and you are going to rest for whole day ,I will tell my agents to look after you .you know na they will do as I will instruct them .
Ishita smiled fully and layed on bed as she actually was feeling restless , Raman patted her and make her sleep again ,after a while ishita was in deep slumber and raman was in deep thought .
Raman ( POV)
I m very sorry ishita ,you came in my life as wave of happiness but I m not able to give you the only happiness which can make you happy . I was almost a dead man ,a person without any emotion except anger .I lived away from my family ,even I used to hate my own daughter also .I always thought that I loved shagun but no that was not love ,I always tried to make her happy but she never happy with me ,even I also never lived life woth her because i was always busy in fulfilling her demands ,now with you i know what is life ,what is love ,you taught me that love is a blissful feeling which a person cannot have with everyone ,you can only feel it for a special person and for me you are that special person .I love you somuch ishita ,I can't ever express how much I love you .jaan I so want to fulfill your wish but I can't even force you for those painful treatment and I can never see your breakdown which you go through after knowing that negative results .matarani please help me in giving this small happiness to my ishita ."
After talking to sleeping figure of ishita raman,went to his office instructing everyone not to disturb ishita as she was unwell .After he was gone ishita slowly opened her wet eyes as she was not sleeping but listening to him .Her eyes welled up listening to Raman's words and their helplessness .she was still thinking of his words when she again felt vomiting ,she went yo washroom ,throwed up and came to bed .she layed in bed and thought to do test ,may be this time she can have positive result.she immediately got up from bed and searched for the kit which she has brought once,after searching for long time she got it ,though she know as always this time also it will be negative but a still she had a little hope .
Ishita did the test and was over joyed to get the result,she so wanted to share it with Raman and family member but she stopped herself as she recalled her gynic words that her womb is not that strong to bear the baby ,ishita decided that she will visit doctor herself and will inform everyone after the doctor will confirm that she can bear and give birth to a healthy baby .
After deciding this she went to doctor ,talked to her .Doctor gave her a big list of does and don't ,her diet chart ,medicine everything .ishita told doctor not to inform anybody about this not even raman .at first she was not ready but when Ishita assured that she will take good care of herself the doctor agreed .
Three months passed,ishita take good care of herself ,she didn't let anyone know that she is pregnant .One day raman revived a call from the gynec clinic to come soon .Raman was in meeting but knowing that its from ishitas gynecs clinic he immediately reached there ,he was very much worried as well as curious that why they called him .
The nurse didn't told anything to him bit took him to the ultrasound room ,Raman saw ishita and got panicked .He went to her and bombarred her with several quistions as he was hell concerned about her .ishita fidno spoke anything but plugged an earphone in his ears ,and signalled him to listened ,he became calm and tried to listen .He listened some very slow heartbeats ,he quizzically looked at her ,then she pointed towards the screen there he saw some movement in the screen,doctor showed a small pea size point to him and told that its their baby.
Raman was happily shocked with this revelation,he looked towards Ishita she blinked her eyes to confirm ,he smiled fully and then looked at the doctor ,she also nodded and spoke " yes Mr bhalla she is right your wife is 13 weeks pregnant ."
Raman was so happy he went to ishita ,hugged ishita tight and pecked her temple ,she also smiled fully and engulfed herself in his embrace ,suddenly something strikes raman ,he tored isgira from himself and asked " was this reason your sickness ,that's why you were taking extra care if yourself ."
Ishita nodded smiling fully but listening to this Raman's expressions changed ,he parted from ishita,went to doctors ,talked to her get information about ishitas Heath ,and every possible things including her due date ,to her monthly checkups and medicine .After knowing all this he went out of the room without talking to Ishita .
Ishira also followed him ,she was eager to celebrate this happiness together with him but at the same time ,she very well knows that this will come ,he was hell angry with her for hiding this huge news from him.
The journey to house was silent affair,after reaching home raman directly went to their room without saying anything to her .she followed him and saw he was nowhere ,she waited for him knowing that he must be in washroom ,.Raman came out from washroom and directly went down ,ishita became sad ,she sat sadly in the bed ,she became upset .she was thinking of ways to woo Raman when she saw him entering the room with a glass of juice and fresly chopped fruits .He walked to her and passed them to her ,she held them along with his hands .she kept it in bed and make him sit in front of her .she cupped his face and spoke " Raman I knew that you would be angry and you should be ,but then scold me na ,daanto mujhe but aise ignore mat karo mijhe aap ."
R( laughing sarcastically)- I m ignoring you ,is that so .Madam let me remind you ,you were the one who hided the existence of my baby from me till three months ,you were the one who acted like JKR and did everything along with taking care of yourself alone ,you are the one who ignored me .have you ever thought that if something would happened to you and baby ,mujh par kya bitti ,bolo ."
His ryed got teary just with the imagination of any harm to Ishita ,she looked deeply at him knowing that he is indeed right ,she has done wrong .she pulled him to herself ,hugged him tight and spoke " I m very sorry Raman,I never thought that ,it would hurt you somuch, Maine to bas ye socha ki sabkuch theek ho jaaye tab bataoon ,every time you become so sad when we get a negative result ,so this time I thought that will tell you once it will be confirmed ,and see after listening to your baby's heartbeat you are not happy but scolding me".
R( with teary eyes )- ishita I can't even explain or express that happiness ,it was so serene ,so soothing that I can't express that happiness in words .Thankyou somuch jaan ,I wanted to give this happiness to you instead you gave this to me. .
i- ( hugging him tight )- Raman you and only you are the reason of my each and every happiness .I was a lost soul ,a woman whose existence didn't mattered for anyone ,you married me as ruhi's mother and noe I m happiest woman .you gave me my first reason yo smile my rooh ,then you married me and make me a wife ,a DIL ,a SIL now everybody loves me .how can you even think this.
Both remain in a tight hug for sometimes ,then they went down and announed this new found happiness to every one .All were too happy ,both family started lovibg and blessing the couple .
Days passed ,whike nine months was spend happily ,both family take good care of Ishita bd pampered her a lot ,they use to fulfill all her weird demands, while raman had a hard times in fulfilling ishita weird cravings . Raman was pacing to and fro in the corridor waiting for good news while everybody was doing sane by sitting in the bench .soon they heard a baby's Cry's inside the labour room and after about ten min the nurse cane out with a baby girl .All were too happy to see ishra baby while Raman was worried for wellbeing of Ishita ,he asked the nurse about her .The nurse tell anything about ishita but told that she will be shifted to ward after a while,he can see her there .
After a while Ishita was shifted ,everybody was so happy all were congratulating her but she was. searching for Raman who was nowhere to be seen .After waiting for about fifteen minutes she saw him entering with their bundle of joy ,he walked to her and handed the baby to ishita .
she smiled fully looking to the tiny pink creature and spoke " Raman its our baby ,hamari bachi hai ye ,Maine ise janam diya hai ".
R( with happy tears)- haan ishita tumhari bachi .
I- where were you ,I was searching you na .
R- I went to bring pihu ,his can I come to you without your daughter .
I- who pihu .
R( signalling to the baby )-she pihu ,I named her ,achcha naam hai na .
I- humm ,ruhi adi and pihu our three kids .Raman i m so happy ,thankyou .
R- no jaan i should thank you .
Both joins their head,at the same time ruhi and adi entered the room,to have a look to their baby sister .
THE END
Hope you like it friends, I so wanted this to happen in yhm but it didn't happened so I my self wrote this .
Kumkum Bhagya
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