JOJA ff ~HUMESHA TUMKO CHAHA~ new thread link on pg 1 - Page 17

Chapter 5

They headed towards their room. After a long and tiring day all of them needed a peaceful sleep. But sleep were all far from Jalal and Jodha. One side Jalal was thinking how to be strong in front of her. If she is in front of him all surrounding started to vanish in front of his eyes. Yes he love her but he can't pressurise to accept him as her husband and give him his rights of their closeness. But his heart and body gone for a protest against his mind now. He is feeling helpless.

On the other side Jodha was still in trance of his last song. If she is right he was pouring his heart out of himself in front of all. The intensity in his song indicates the feeling he feel. He is in love with someone. Someone very special to him like she has her lover n his life. It was pricking her heart. Yes, she didn't love him or gave her heart to him. But some corner in her heart started to feel for him. Started to think him as her husband. But whenever she feels that was she impatience. She loves someone from 6 months. It's a long time but after being with Jalal her heart started to rebel against her purana' lover and want to accept Jalal as her husband. What she can do now?

Here Jalal knowing Jodha won't accept him near her, he picked his mobile and pillow and started to go away towards attic.

Jodha got panicked. Her mind was telling not to stop him, let him go so she could be at peace. But her heart was telling her to stop him as she could get peace in his presence.

jalal ruko". She stopped him.

Jalal being all confused turn around and saw a confused Jodha.

"kya hua? Why you stopped me?"

"aap yehi so jaiye."

"whaat???" he shocked

Jodha snached the pillow from from his hand placed it on the bed at its place.

"ap yehi soyenge. Aap is taraf main dusri taraf."

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Jalal was standing under the shower. Even though the water is cold but his body was burning in passion. Yes he was burning. Burning of the sensation which he felt in this morning. The sensation he want to feel from the moment he got married. Yes he felt it today but feeling guilty to didn't asking permission. He touched his lips and his chest where he felt that touch for the first time today morning. It was magical yet wild.

Jodha was sitting on the bed folding and clutching her legs in front of her chest. The desire she felt today was incredible, and never felt before. The touch of a man can be so magical and overwhelming she didn't imagine ever. Her body now wanting more and more of it. Her heart beating fast. Her lips were swollen red proving the passion she felt which she never felt with her lover. Her hair messed because the desire she felt for the man this morning.

Sun rays are coming inside with full of new hope and energy. Jalal open his eyes and started rubbing it to clear the view. He suddenly realise he is in his own room in his bed. He remember yesterday events and Jodha telling him to sleep in bed with her. It's really happened.

But thinking of Jodha suddenly he feel a light weight on his left side. He turn towards that side and got freeze with the view.

Jodha sleeping but not the other side but on his shoulder clutching his vest tightly. For the hot weather Jalal wears only vest and tracks for night but now he feels it's giving him profit to feel his tight clutch and her skin on his chest. He feel like a burden loosen from his heart. Her tight grip on his vest makes him feel her claiming towards him as hers.

He tried to move her side but fearing waking her up. Her angelic face was glowing in the fresh sunlight.

Jodha moved closer and snuggled herself to his chest more. Jalal closed his eyes to control himself. He clutches the bed sheet tightly tried to calm the inside storm. Her lips are touching on his bare chest. It's going too much for him. He tried to move her side.

But by moving her side Jodha wake up and what she saw was just like an unwanted dream sequence for her. She was lying on her husband's chest clutching his vest. Even though she didn't love him but still being near him, his touch creating havoc inside her.

The moment she open her eyes Jalal got lost on them. That brown eyeballs was like the centre of his life now. He could not bear the fire inside him.

Unknowingly he forwarded his right hand towards her cheek. Those cheek he want to caress day and night. She closed her eyes to feel his touch.

Jalal was not in sense not in his own control. Jodha lift her hand and started caressing his face. From eyes to nose, chin, cheek and finally his lips the moment she keep her fingers on his lips he closed his eyes in anticipation.

The touch of his lips on her fingers make Jodha out of control. Her thumb was started tracing his lower lips breaking their inner most control more. Jalal held her hand in his and kissed on her palm and smooching it. Jodha felt a shiver ran down on her spine. He is now sucking her fingers giving her chilly feeling and wild shaky desire all over her body.

He left her fingers and put her hand on his shoulder and place his hand on her bak.

"Jodhaaa" he wisper in a low voice

Jodha open her eyes and see wild and erotic desire and passion in his for her. She was feeling like eat him up on that moment. Testosterone

Estrogen, Progesterone all her hormones started to flowing inside her and its going out of limit now. She cant do anything without having deep breath.

Without any warning she place her hand on his hair and gripping his hair she pull him near her and smack her lips on him fully and deeply.

Jalal's eyes gone wide with shock. She is kissing him' the though and reality giving him an incredible peace. She started to smooch him. He lost his all control over himself and started to respond her. Both were kissing each other like there in never going to come next day.

During the kiss Jalal came on top of her body and hold her with his hand. Jodha's hand went to his back feeling his bare shoulder and clutching his vest and massaging his bare back. They keep on their pressure on each other and dominating in kissing. Now Jodha got excited and bite on his lips. His lips gone parted giving her access to enter and she utilise that. Both of their tongue played with each other while both of their hands on each other's back

Behad aur beshumaar aaya hai

The passion between them increasing by time. Both of them break the kiss to have oxygen to breath. But Jalal's lips started too travelled down smooching her neck earlobes. Atlas he reached towards most soft part of her body. Bring a man it was irresistible for him to ignore a woman's breast valley because it's the most erotic part to them, and Jalal is not a saint but a man who loves his wife the most and now he is completely in hers. Being pressurised by both of his arms her breasts her breasts were arched up and create a divider line between them and for Jalal that was too much sexy to handle. It was a wild attraction to him. She closed her eyes to feel his hands on her breast slightly massaging it. Without any delay Jalal started to brush his lips on the valley of her breast. She can feel she is become wet in between her theigh. Her body now oozing passion towards her husband.

"shhh...aaahhh!!" Jodha moan

He keep kissing her with all his passion on her breast now his hands started to do their work. He started to open her blouse hooks on her back. Jodha got alert by his action. He started to push her blouse from her shoulder and in a fleek of second it's on the ground. His next target was fixed. Without wasting any second he unclasped her Bra and started to massage her breast with both of his hands while his lips madly tasting her saliva.

He cant do anything now all things are going out of his hand. Hormones inside his body rushing in his vains. Even his body betraing him now. Whe lowerd his head, and kissed her breast.

"Ahh...ouuuwww "Jodha arched her body a bit. She can't resist the touch of his lips on her breast. Now Jalal was tasting her breast like mad. Smooching her mound, tasting her harden nipples. Rolling it. She can do nothing but mouning on his every kiss on her breast.

Suddenly jalal bite her nipples. And she scream. "aaahhh...ohhh good jalaaalll..."

This scream wake Jalal up from his wild passion. He looked at Jodha with shock. She still have closed her eyes. But in his mind he knows that he is wrong. Absolutely. He did something that he shouldn't do. Jodha feel the absence of his touch so she open her eyes and saw Jalal looking at her with shock. Immediately she knows what happened. She catch the bedsheet and cover herself. Jalal sat up. His mind isn't working now. All those did were in front of his eyes. It's against his rules. He never lost himself like that. Now Jodha sat up and wear her clothes.

Jalal go out of the bed with guilt in his eyes. Jodha could read that.

"I am sorry Jodha. I am extremely sorry. Mujhe aisa nahi karna chahiye tha. I am sorry. Aisa phir nahi hoga. Maf kardo muje." Said Jalal in one breath and grabbing his towel he literally ran towards bathroom.

Jalal was sipping his tea silently avoiding others. He was in his own though. Each and every action of him now a shameful act to him. He did all those without her permission where she herself forbidden his touch on their first wedding night. But whatever append between them was wrong, but it was dreamy.

Jodha was watching his each and every action from her corner of her eyes. He was feeling restless after their intimacy. It confirms her that he love someone and it was also a weak moment for him, as hers. But she did not still now get why he is avoiding others. She know she herself wanted to submit herself. But the second she think that, why she is ready to submit herself to him willingly? Did she accepted him as her husband? No, she loves her love. Her love can't be this much weak in front of Jalal's presence. Its was just a weak moment, that's it. I have to clear it to him. But is it really a waek moment? Or ..?

After breakfast Jalal was reading a book. He always had a passion towards reading various types of books. Jodha enters the room and stand a bit far from him. He look up. As usual she is looking as stunning as always.

"mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai." She said in a stern voice.

Jalal's thought broke. The tone I her voice indicates that she want to talk about the morning incident.

"haa bolo"

"aaj subha jo kuch bi hua..." Jodha stops. Only mentioning about that incident itself giving her shiver. Now whats that? How can she now talk to him about this matter. It was magical but it was n action of passion on that moment for them.

"aj subha jo bi hua.,...who nahi hona chahiye tha. Bas ek kamzor pal me beh gayi thi. I know hum dono me kabhi pati patni ka rishta nahi ban sakta...but I am sorry us waqt bhavnaao me beh kar jo bhi maine kia, who thik nahi tha...maaf kardo mujhe..." she said in one breath.

I know hum dono me kabhi pati patni ka rishta nahi ban sakta' the word is enough to break him apart. His own wife is deniying their intimacy. What can be more shameful and guilt to a husband when his wife deniying to be intimate with him ever. He had a little hope that if not today but someday they will be close and he could love her with her will, with all the love he had for her. But with this bunch of words she make those hopes all false.

The moment she spoke those words she feel if she could take those words back. She said those words to his husband. It's not good. She was about to say something, Jalal got up from the bed.

"Even for me those all are just a beautiful dream. But I promise as you said there will be no further intimacy at least from my side. Main kalse dusre kamre me jaunga, tum is kamre me so sakti ho. don't worry main tumhare aas nahi aunga, so nazdeekeyo ka sawal hi nahi hai. I hope now I can make you happy." He was feeling broke down. But he gathered himself and went out from the room.

The moment he went out Jodha fall down on her knees. She did something which she have to regret for more days now. She rejected her husband. The mare thought makes her feeling his sinner. Yes she did all those just for the person she loved. But now her heart screaming to her. Did that person even care for her? Did that person ever tried to connect her, wanted to know how she is? Is he love her truly? Is she doing right to pushing Jalal far from her for her that lover whom she don't know loved her truly or its just as he said, I love you babes'. She is now crying. Crying for the first time for the person she just rejected, because she can feel her heart is erasing the picture of her lover and painting a beautiful colourful picture of Jalal in her heart core.

Precap:

1. Entry of Ruqiyaa

2. Jalal ignore Jodha

3. Jodha feeling jealous of Jalal and ruqiyaa's friendship

4. Jodha realising her changed feelings for Jalal

5. Jodha doing things to impress Jalal