Watched today's episode with a heavy heart !!

I watched today's episode and when TWINJ were in one frame I just couldn't ! Through out the episode one thing was running in my head that I probably will never see them in one frame on television again ! Since in tv it's very rare that people work on a proper show with the same leads ! It wasn't easy to watch the episode !! I probably can't take it anymore ! Why is Sid leaving ??? Whyyy??? Shit this is goin to be difficult and if they happened to kill Kunj then i won't be able to watch that episode !! But I will after that for jasmin .. I wish they end the show but zee won't !!!