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Recap
ishita saw he was still blaberring ,she sat beside him and caress his hairs and saw soon he was sleeping peacefully .she tried to got up but noticed he was holding her protectively yet very tight .she left the idea of moving but slid beside him and encircled her arms around him ,he snuggled closer to her and slept hiding his face in crook of her neck .
JIYEIN KYUN
Next day shita was waiting for raman to wake so that she can talk about last night incident .She was done with preparing break fast when she heard him calling her ,she went to room taking a glass of lime juice with her .Before he can open his mouth to speak something she passed the glass of juice to him ,he drank it in a go,then got up to start his morning routine when she pushed him and he again sat on the bed .Raman knows very well that it is coming ,because of this he was avoiding her but how can he escape his JKR.
She kept her hand on her waist and asked " you had promised me that you will not drink ever then why did you broke your promise ."
R- I didn't want to drink but yesterday I was very disturbed .
I- can I know reason of your disturbance .
R- actually you know kal na ...
He was about to speak something but stopped in middle and revived the happenings of last night in his mind,and spoke " actually I was lil disturb with my new project ,and you know in party ,people insisted that's why I had a little ."
I- no Raman that was not little but more than required ,you were murmuring in your half concious state .
R( worried )- what ,what I was murmuring.
Ishita thought for a while and spoke " I didn't get that but something like ,don't go .it was not audible ."
R( relieved )- oh ,I thought I spoke something which I couldn't .
I- what do you mean raman,what should not tell me .
R- nothing like that jaan ,but I was thinking that now a days you don't have much time to love me .
I- kyun ,what wrong I did .
R- I was just thinking that you should quit your job and your only job will be loving me .
I- I know loving you is my prime job but ,I can't quit my job ,its a kind of stress buster for me and moreover I like my job .
R- but I don't like my wife doing such job .
I- such job ,what do you mean by that ,I got you by that job why I will leave it .
R- if you will get someone else then .
I( narrowing her eyes)- what do you mean Raman ,you are doubting me .
R- nope I m not doubting you but I m just a bit possessive about you .
I- ( angrily )- but how can you say so raman ,did I look like a cheater to you ,don't you have trust on me .
R( hesistating )- no no ,ishita nothing like that ,don't be angry .suno to .
I- no raman ,that's it .
Saying so she walked out of the room ,that was it .slowly the distance between ishra increased ,raman became possessive towards ishita ,he started interfering ishita for everything ,he always wanted to keep an eyeon ishita where ,she goes when she goes and return .He always interrogate her where she went ,whom she met, who was her patient ,how much time she was with him or her .
Ishita didn't like this but she loves raman so.much that she tried to ignore it .she thought that someday he will understand and will trust her .But one day when she returned ,she saw him sitting angrily on the couch .she entered the room and asked hesitately " Raman you have come so early ,today ".
R- kyun nahi aana chahiye tha .
I- nahi ,I mean I never know that you will cone so early nahi to main bhi jaldi as jaati .
R( laughing sarcastely )- tum aur mere liye jaldi aati ,kyun .hoon kaun main tumhara .
I( narrowing her eyes)- Ranan aap kya bol rahe ho .
R- yahi ki aajkal mujhe jyada important tumhara wo patient rohit hai na tumhare liye ( Rohit was ishitas patient whom she was treating now ).
I( angrily )- Raman mind your language ,at least have some shame before doubting and saying such things about your own wife .
R- why I should feel shame ,agar tumhe karne mein sharm nahi aati to mujhe bolne mein kyun aayegi .
I- what do you mean karne mein ,what did I do .
R- don't tried to act innocent you are cheating on me ,you will also go leaving me ,you will also go with someone else as I m not worthwhile.
Ishita in order to stop the fight went out of the room ,she directly went to her parents house ,she went to her room and cried her heart out thinking ,her Raman whom she loves beyond limit is doubting her .
On the other hand ,raman called simmi and asked for ishita ,simmi informed that ishita is not home ,but she has gone somewhere without informing any body .
R( slowly )- she was right ,I m worthless ,my ishira also left me ,she us also gone from my life ,now how would I live .
S- bhai what happened what are you saying ,who left you .
Raman shrugged her hands and started throwing things ,he broke all the flower vases, showpieces ,he threw all the clothes everything.simmi got scared and went out to inform her parents and ishita .Raman took a bottle and started drinking sitting on floor ,thinking his and ishira lovely moments together,he was thinking and drinking without bothering about the cuts and wounds he has been hurt while broking glass things ,blood was oozing from the wounds but he was least bothered about them as this time his heart was paining more thinking that how will he live when love of his life ,his ishita has gone leaving him alone .
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na phone pe bulaoge
Na shaam ki karaari chai, labo'n se yun pilaoge
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na din dhale sataoge
Na raat ki nashili bye se neendh mein jagaoge
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, yeh raat baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, saath baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye hum tham gaye
har baat baaki hai
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na dooriyaan dhikhaoge
Na thaam ke woh josh mein yun hosh se udaoge
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na jhoot se sunaoge
Na rooth ke sirhane mein, remote ko chhupaoge
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, yeh raat baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, saath baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye hum tham gaye
har baat baaki hai
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun
Aankh bhi tham gayi, na thaki
Raat bhi na bati, na kati
Raat bhi chherti marrti
Neend bhi lutt gayi, chiin gayi
Raat bhi na sahi, na rahi
Raat bhi laazmi, zaalmi
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, yeh raat baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, saath baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye hum tham gaye
har baat baaki hai
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na phone pe bulaoge
Na shaam ki karaari chai
labo'n se yun chhudaoge
Here Ramanwas crying with immense pain in his heart ,there ishita was also crying bitterly.Between her cries she was recalling his bitter words which he spit for her but the one sentence with was not leaving her mind was his words that " you will also go with someone leaving me alone as I m not worthwhile."
She wiped her tears and recalled all the happenings of last few days .she was trying to figure out her behavior out of which he is thinking that she will betray him and moreover his worth ,she has never thought or talk of his worth as she loved him as her Raman not because of his worth .Then suddenly she recalled that she is not only his wife but his doctor also .She also recalled that she was counselling him because of his suicidal tendencies ,her heart sinked thinking that what if ,he will again try to hurt himself .
She immediately took her phone and called simmi but her phone was busy ,then she called to her in laws but they didn't picked the phone ,she then called on landline ,a help picked the phone and informed that everybody is in Raman's room as he is not well .
Listening to this ,ishita immediately drove towards her home informing her parents that she is going as some urgency is there .She reached their house as soon as possible ,the moment car stopped ,she ran to her room. She saw Raman was still sitting in the floor ,and complaining to his mother that he is useless that's why his ishita has left him and was crying like anything .simmi and Mr bhalla was trying to help him to go to bed but he was hrugging their hands saying he is ok there ."
Looking to his bad state ishita cried bitterly and cursed herself for leaving him alone .she went to him ,noticing that ishita has come ,toshiji got relieved thinking that now ishita will handle her son .Ishita signalled everyone to go out ,she will handle him .Everybody went out leaving ishra alone giving them must needed privacy.
Ishita walked to him ,sat in front of himand spoke cupping his face in her palm " your ishira can never leave you ram . ".
Listening to her voice ,Raman opened his eyes to see her and spoke smiling between tears " ishita tum aa gayi ".
I- mujhe to aana hi tha ,aapke bina jee Jo nahi sakhti .
R( wiping his tears )- main bhi tumhare bina mar jaata .
I- shh aise nahi kahte .
R- you will not go leaving me na .
I- never .
She then help him and took him to bed and layed him in bed ,he hide himself in her ,she pulled him more to her and hugged him tight ,soon he was in deep slumber ,seeking her warmth while she was lost in thinking what went wrong between them because of which Raman is in such a valnerable state.
Tere dil mein main apne armaan rakh doon
Tere dil mein main apne armaan rakh doon
Aa meri jaan main tujh mein apni jaan rakh doon
Aa meri jaan main tujh mein apni jaan rakh doonAankhein hain teri kyun khaali khaali
Baatein kahaan gayi woh pyar waali
Aankhein hain teri kyun khaali khaali
Baatein kahaan gayi woh pyar waali
Tere hothon pe apni muskaan rakh doon
Aa meri jaan main tujh mein apni jaan rakh doon
Aa meri jaan main tujh mein apni jaan rakh doon
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Edited by Divanru - 10 years ago
